I've known for some time that it's important to enjoy the evolution of my desire, to watch the worldly winds blow the flag of my thoughts around, and to approach this flux with grace and angst in whatever amounts is called for. Desire is a funny phenom and sure knows how to kick peace of mind around like a ragdoll, but it sure is invigorating to chase and own in temporary fulfilling moments. I notice that my desire increases whenever I'm looking outward for fulfillment. The guy in me that meditates can see this so plainly but the festivarian, fruit gatherin, experience grabbin high-hoppin monkey mind doesn't find this insight....urrr...all that exciting. But I digress. I'm looking to create some volitional changes based on what I feel to be right for the moment and the times and to create change for change's sake. So I shall decide to move into a vegetarian persuasion on my birthday next month and commit to it for one organic sun salutation, a year. In light of this I've decided to enjoy carnal flesh celebrations up and until this point. So feel free to empower my carnivore and tempt the vegetarian epoch that will be unfolding. My new year's resolution has been to do things I normally wouldn't do and this has sprouted out of this resolve. Tempt me with a world I'm currently blind to and I may seek passage down the one way rabbit hole filled with all ways possibility.