I just got back from the Sacramento V.A. hospital this afternoon after a 2 1/2 hour drive each way. I had to get checked out for the lithotripsy procedure that is going to be on Jan. 6. I asked the anesthesiologist if it would hurt but he said I would be asleep for the duration because I guess it's pretty uncomfortable. Then he said that I would be given 26,000 shock waves to break up the stone, he said I will probably have some blood from my kidney because of that but that it was normal. I had to stand in front of the Urologist while he checked out my cock and balls then he stuck his finger up my ass, I don't get that kind of sex at home!!! Because some of the meds that I take can be "hard" on the libido and erection my Urologist gave me a prescription for Edex which is 40mcg of Alprostadil that is injected with a syringe into the side of my dick. It felt weird when I did it the first time, I'm not used to shooting up my cock but I have to admit I enjoyed doing it. The needle is very small, about a 1/2 inch and looks as fine as a human hair. I don't know how they can make them so thin. Works pretty good though and I still have the Levitra too so I can use either one when "the moment is right"!! LOL!! The injections have a cool side-effect in that when my cock is soft it hangs down more and is much fatter around than it is usually when it's soft and it makes it look great. I don't know if that is a temporary effect or not but it has been like that since I started. When I hold my soft cock it feels good and it was already thick but it is much more so now. My doctor says that my testosterone is still low even though I am getting the maximum dose with each shot I get every three weeks. I get 400 mg or something like that so they are going to change it so I go in every two weeks and will get 300 mg each time. I hope it makes me feel better in general and Since the shots have made me hairier and hairier I'm expecting to get a lot more so, but I like it so it's cool. I swear I can comb the hair on my shoulders now, probably look like a Neanderthal after this. My birthday is coming up on Dec. 24, gonna be 58! Fuck! I'm gettin' to be an old man. But I am still relatively intact so far. I got $118.84 today for travel pay which is cool, I can go down there and back on 3/4 tank in my truck. They give me $39.84 when I go up to the Redding Clinic and that really helps with the finances because now I will be going twice for my shots and then for my counselor once a month and Primary Care doctor every three months or so. I have to take 14 pills a day for everything from cholesterol to depression to vitamins, etc. No wonder I'm so screwed up! Hell, half of them are to minimize the effects of all the other ones! But they keep me pretty healthy so I can't really complain about it too much. I've been having a hard time lately with missing my ex, Boyd. Maybe it's just the time of year but sometimes I miss him so badly that it hurts. I think I would give almost anything just to be able to hug him again. I'm so tired of being alone all the time, that probably contributes a lot toward my depression. Living in this little one-horse town doesn't help either because there is little chance of meeting a decent, good hearted guy around here. There is nowhere to go to meet guys other than to Dog Island Park and 99% of the guys there are there just for a quick blowjob and they aren't exactly the kind of guys that you introduce to your family!! I have been thinking a lot about finishing the tattoo sleeves on my forearms lately. I don't really want to do the flames and clouds thing, it's been done to death and I want to do something more distinctive and different. I am thinking about getting paralell black strips somewhere around 1/4 to 1/2 inch each and have them the same distance apart going around my forearms in horizontal bands from elbow to wrist. The bands will stop when they get to a tattoo and begin again on the other side of it, so my tattoos will still have that kinda separate look that I like about them now, they never touch each other. I think it would really stand out with the bands and will tie everything together in a really cool way. I'll probably go talk to the tattoo guy tomorrow that opened a shop here recently and he is very good at what he does, I have watched him do other tattoos on people. We'll see what he wants for doing them and hopefully can get them done before Christmas, but I have to think about going to the VA hospital on Jan 6 so I will probably have to wait til after that is done. Toonces and Nefer are doing well Toonces is 13 now and Nefer is 10. The little rodents eat better than I do. I have to give Nefer these capsules called Dasuquin for her joints each day and a pain reliever called Meticam twice a week FOR LIFE! She is heavy so her joints have given her trouble and she had a hard time walking normally for a while but with the new meds she is back to normal...whatever THAT is! Well, that's what's happening in my sordid and desperate life, so thank the stars you aren't ME! Well, that's all folks! I wish everyone a really good and happy Christmas or Hannukah and a very Happy New Year! Be careful out there on the road if you're traveling.

Larry

Hey Dudes,
Well, I thought I was going to be stuck with dial-up service forever until I talked to a guy who knew what he was doing at my cable TV and phone company, Charter.net. So now I have high-speed internet and my new address is: navylarry51@charter.net . I'm going to keep my Juno e-mail address for a little while until I can get everything transferred to my new address. It sure is nice being able to watch videos, etc. that I never could before. Hope everyone is doing well. Talk to ya later.
Larry

I added a few new photos that I took myself and one by the neighbor, who kept cutting off the top of my head, so this is the one that did it the least! It's really hard to take a photo by yourself because if your hand shakes just a little the photo becomes blurry, so these are the ones that came out the clearest. Hope everyone is doing well, the year is speeding past and the Holidays are just around the corner, not to mention my 58th birthday on Christmas Eve. Damn, I'm getting to be an old man! Take it easy, guys, I'll be adding more photos to my tribe in addition to the bunch that I just posted recently. Larry

I really like this photo and wondered if it is in a video? I have seen more stills of this scene, would love to see it if it is a movie.