Mad Ramblings Caused By Heat Damage

just a note

Axeman — Wed, 30 Sep 2009 01:32:31 GMT

Just a quick note Jeannee and I won't be at Wild Fire and we aren't going just show either, so Love and Brun Brite my fire family!!

OMG......

Axeman — Wed, 04 Mar 2009 13:20:16 GMT

Check this site out! http://traditionalfilipinoweapons.com/sandata.html

Some good news

Axeman — Mon, 16 Feb 2009 18:40:30 GMT

Just got back form the Droctors and I shocked him, he could touch my trigger points with out making me jump! I've got a long way to go but I'm starting my Physical Terrorism next week. I have three months off it before I can try something more aggressive. As Grisha would say (paraphrased) you have to heal to be able to train, or you risk not being able to train ever again. So Spring Wild Fire is still out, but Fall may be possible depending on how the both of us are doing. Thank you all for your kind words, we miss you all and our home is always open to all of you. Axeman out.

Gone wheelin

Axeman — Tue, 11 Nov 2008 19:51:05 GMT

So Jeannee and I are in Doylestomn PA, it's about 30-60 mins to Philly. Found a job with Saboro's Pizza it pays well, though I can't beleave I'll be working in a mall. We are getting the fuzzies this weekend!! I was on my way to work when the whole wheel came off of my car at 50 mph! I'm okay but I'm still a little freaked out but I did come to a stop in the parking lot of a repair shop! Stayed home yesterday and today.

Email

Axeman — Thu, 11 Sep 2008 23:46:34 GMT

Email addy sharkfist2003@yahoo.com incase tribe dies!

After WildFire

Axeman — Fri, 20 Jun 2008 21:39:14 GMT

I already miss everyone Gas to Wildfire= $90 Wildfire Ticket= $90 Job Offer= Priceless! They wanted me to cook for the Boy Scouts :) I love cooking for all of you! But I love cooking with my friends I challange those of you that haven't cooked with me come spend time in the kitchen with me!

Messin around int he back yard....

Axeman — Fri, 20 Jun 2008 21:27:45 GMT

We had to put the tent up not much room to move... my friend April put this together. http://youtube.com/watch?v=lt7Gw9qjYpY

Soo...

Axeman — Thu, 24 Jan 2008 02:01:26 GMT

Let me esplain.. no there is too much I will sum up! I finally found a job, I have been on unjoyment for almost exactly 6 moths. At first I was enthusiastic I would have no problem finding a new job, I have 17yrs of restuarant experience, 10+ as a manager, with proof of top preformance, and great numbers to back me yup! No such luck, because I lost my last job due to mutual aggreement of a poor fit for the company and myself, it was more of a hinderance than I would have thought. While in the exit interview I was told I was not qualfied to be in the restaurant industry. That really damaged my calm as it were. Now I'm beeing asked by a former enployer to save his brother-in-law's pzza shop! I'm so nervious that I can't sleep and have had a haedache for three days. Jea9 says it's from relaese of stress, but I thing my confidance is shot at the moment. The pay is at the moment $16,000 less a yr. than my last job. I will get more money as the owner and I bring it into line and stiaghten out the numbers. The up side is only 40-45 hrs a week and I will be able to go to both WFs!!

Fire and Ice

Axeman — Sat, 29 Dec 2007 21:04:34 GMT

Last night I was flippin channels in boredom and sickness and stopped on the #1 channel in our house Food Network and low and behold a young man with spikey hair Eating Fire on Puala's Party!! He even toasted Marshmellows by candleing!! It was awesome he did tricks off and on through out most of the show! He may not have been the greatest performer ever but he got one hell of an oppertunity!

Too Cool....

Axeman — Sun, 16 Dec 2007 14:56:31 GMT

So I got Jea9 a set of toys From Chad, sok she knows! My yule gift is my first tatoo! It's going to be a Kokopelli Fire Breathing! i can't wait, I'm sure where yet. Either on my left arm and shoulder, or over my left shoulder blade!

Guanlet

Axeman — Sat, 24 Nov 2007 18:39:07 GMT

I jump and throw the Gaunlet in the face of convention!!! I be beutiful Because: 1) I'm very fexible for a guy my size! 2) I can cook, really cook!! 3) I'm the size of a small bear! (makes me cuddlable) 4) I breath fire (pure sexy!) 5) I spin fire 6) I own ferrets or maybe they own me? (the true ninja animal) 7) I don't care what people think of me!! 8) I am actually intelligent 9) I'm silly 10) Oh yeah I can tear your arm off!

Why I hate the phone...

Axeman — Sun, 28 Oct 2007 22:11:25 GMT

We were just on our way out to hit the land for the time and do some final tweeks before people got there. The phone rings I don't hear who it was Jea9 picked it up. She got very serious and a worried crossed her face, I'm thinking her test results or something. Then she says "no surgeries?". Turns out my Step-father the man who raised my had stroke. I'l very close to him, he has bad history of heart problems. No mobility problems, no brain damage beyond short term memory loss. I still don't know how process it..........

Fire Is Life..Take75

Axeman — Sun, 28 Oct 2007 05:02:58 GMT

I want to put out a special thank you to Roger, Grisha, Chad, JT, Loki,Aaron and, Sonya! I spun fire staff as the physical embodiment of the God Dogda(what an amazing rush) to night to rave reviews!! As well as Jea9 and I thanking the each diety, spirit, and entity that graced us by attending with a fire breath for each, in tandom even!! They loved it, they had no clue at untill the fire bellowed forth from our mouths! The community actually enjoyed a ritual, and got something out of it for the first time in a long time. So thank you all so much. My love to you all. As a side note to Roger, I got three perfect Puffs twice in a row!!! Agian thank you all, may you burn so bright you make the stars cry!

Wow...........

Axeman — Mon, 22 Oct 2007 18:39:05 GMT

So I found out today that I'm not as poi-tarded as I first thought. I can now handle some basic moves without drilling myself every pass. And I seem to have the confidence of my left hand for the time being. Well back to it!

Notice the change...

Axeman — Tue, 16 Oct 2007 19:00:21 GMT

I did it yupp yupp!!!

Should I Change My Tribe Name To Axe Wielding Teddy Bear?

Axeman — Mon, 15 Oct 2007 23:02:58 GMT

You get to vote!!!

I Hate Waiting

Axeman — Sat, 29 Sep 2007 03:47:55 GMT

I feel like I'm holding my breath... waiting for the big change. You may call me crazy, I know it's coming. I don't when, not the exact moment, anyway. It's not a feeling it's deep seated knowledge, knowledge that everything is going to change. Mostly for the better, the change is going to be so massively chaotic that I can't see all of it. Maybe that's what unnerves me a little, I don't fear chaos, or change, I kind of thrive on it and I've learned to change it to a useful forms. But, I can't see with any clearity, it's foggy. Almost like looking at a horizon through distorted glass, strained and unnaturally elongated. I don't know if that makes any sence at all. I can see the path, but I can't get near it yet. I can feel energy of the way it calls, I can't reach it. It's like standing on the peir watching the last boat leave for the day and you just missed it. You just have to wait untill the right boat comes. So I wait , I will start to ready myself physically, mentally, and spiritually. I have found a place where I feel I belong and have started to form a new family. I have learned to imbrace the fire within myself, now I will learn to master it. Follow through has not been a strong piont for me that will change. Strange, it feels good and natural to write agian never realized that I missed it. I guess it's time to slip backwards a little. Time to recapture lost things that were important. Time to redifne and find myself. Thank you to my new found friends and family, I will wait for my time.