Female

my name is veronica. i am kind of confused about my sexuality right now...
i have more guy friends than girls... all you get from befriending most girls is drama. and i have enough shit in my life..i have been a cutter for 3 years now. and i have been hospitalized for it 2 times. i really dont want to quit.. i like it, it helps out with everything somehow.. and its just what i do.
i love music, if i didnt have my music, i wouldnt be alive right now. i mean... not like im too happy with being alive, but i was just saying.
at the moment my attitude towards almost everything is just.. whatever, i dont care. things are shitty with everything. so why should anything matter?
the only thing that matters is my friends, and theyre all leaving me one by one. so... soon there will be nothing left of me....