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***RYAN***

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joined on 09/18/06
last updated 03/28/08
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Male
Age
35
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about me
Im a dedicated person that NEVER EVER gives up on the people i love. I am very trusting, extremely forgiving and tend to often wear my heart on my sleeve. I live by the "work hard, play even harder" law of life. I'm pro-choice, pro-marijuana, pro-porn and I believe that people should be able to do whatever they choose to do, including drugs, as long as they arent hurting anyone. I believe the war on drugs is a fucking joke just like the entire Bush administration. Im not a political person but I pay attention. Its like the ole bumper sticker says "IF YOU ARENT OUTRAGED, THEN YOU ARENT PAYING ATTENTION!" ...so true. I am a Gulf War 1 Vet (Va-115 Eagles A-6E Bomber Squadron aboard the USS Independence Aircraft Carrier CAG5 91-94) ...hence my huge love of any thing aviation. I have shit loads of respect for anyone who has ever worn a uniform, especially fellow airmen. Unless you have had the priveledge and the honor, you just dont understand what I mean.
Who I'd like to meet:
Anyone truly honest and non-deceptive. People who pour their heart and soul into something they love and cherish and who who dont give up.. people that are sincerely passionate about the love and affection they recieve from thier friends and lovers and reciprocate the same in return. Anyone who isnt closed minded. People who like to have fun, be spontaneous, party and have a grand ole fucking-a time!

""I have loved to the point of madness; That which is called madness, That which to me, Is the only sensible way to love." - Françoise Sagan (1935-2004) "
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What an amazing weekend! My heart and mind are now in synch and I now see and believe that my recent pain was truly a blessing in disguise. So much growth in these beautiful couple of days!...so much revelation, clarity, healing, peace with myself, happiness and CLOSURE!!!!! I know that on the 22nd of this month I will NOT be sad and hurting like I thought I would but CELEBRATING, LAUGHING, LOVING and knowing that I truly dodged a bullet. Thank you to all my friends, thank you to myself f... read more
Mon, October 16, 2006 - 2:03 PM permalink - 5 comments
 
It is nice to be able to smile again. The pain is still there but I am putting me first, finally, which is what I should have done all along anyway. I'm starting to find comfort and happiness in my life again. More importantly I am re-discovering myself and I am finding that I am wiser, stronger and I know who I am more than I ever have in my life. I have learned so much about myself in the past year and know that I can not only be a better person to myself but to everyone I associate with a... read more
Wed, September 27, 2006 - 9:16 AM permalink - 5 comments
 
I posted this on my myspace profile as well but i believe it should be here as well.

Thank you for this Kamala...


My future isn't about my past

Life is ony about NOW.


Nothing that has ever happened
has anything to do with now,
unless, in my now, I continue
to think and speak about it.
Fresh new thoughts today
will always give me a fresh
new experience.
Tue, September 19, 2006 - 11:33 AM permalink - 1 comment
 
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