There are times when I don't remember dreaming, which does not mean that I don't dream. Then there are times when I wake up and remember having very vivid dreams.

My last two nights have been full of vivid dreams, but they are a challenge to explain or interpret.

I can't even remember what my dreams yesterday were about, the ones from tonight are freshest in my mind. I woke up early thinking what it was about, and came here wanting to write.

If a dream can be described as "pleasant" this would be one of them, it was definitely interesting, I dream in colour, and there were many characters I met and exotic places I went to...it is hard to describe, because it sort of resembled reality but it also didn't!

I would say part of it was a magical place, where I would go in somewhere and end up some place else, but there was a kind of vague continuity in the dream also.

The last part I can recall most vividly, though it would be really weird and perhaps a little embarrassing to put it into words.

Now that I am remembering more, I actually did have a nightmare as well, earlier in the night, from which I woke up and then had this totally pleasant dream. The nightmare doesn't mean much to me, because it wasn't really me in it.

Back to the good dream, as any good dream there has to be a sexual part in it, it could be due to some basic component of my psyche, must be. I was invited into a home of sorts, because there was a storm outside, I came inside with a young girl who I somehow knew and liked. It was where she and her mother lived. There were things in the place I recognized and noticed, objects - a vacuum tube radio, things I like and find interesting.

They served dinner and I even remember it being very good...I was enjoying the company as well. The mother was clearly being very flirtatious with me, which I enjoyed, in a slightly uncomfortable way, and at some point she came and literally sat in my lap. We were talking about dancing or something like that. There was music playing.

At that point the young daughter came in and was very upset, perhaps jealous that her mother would do that, or that I allowed it, and was most definitely enjoying. I like that kind of attention, from the right person. I also felt uneasy, bad, because I also cared for the young girl, in a more platonic way.

I definitely find older women more attractive, at this point in my life. There is a parallel between this dream and my real life, but I will not go into it. Strangely enough my real life experience was incorporated into this dream of mine, I was taken to the same place I went to with my former female friend in reality. This time it was my dream character who was there, the mother of the girl. I would describe her as tall, with short, blond, straight hair, and very attractive, I can remember her face even.
There were many people around, some I knew from my past, guys I went to school with, and other visitors to some event that I was part of. There were even pets there, small dogs and such, and old ladies as their owners.

At the end of the event, people were socializing and taking their time leaving, having coffee in the doorways. I left the place after taking two whole jugs of coffee in my hands.... I don't know why, I don't even drink coffee. I was trying to find the woman in my dream, waiting for her outside with the two jugs of coffee. I recall that it was awkward between us inside, she was attracted to me, but somehow didn't want to pursue anything more, perhaps felling guilty.

I circled the place to find her and eventually did, she didn't want to be found or even stop to talk to me...in the dream. I think my real life is very much like that too, I can't figure out women at all, but I still love them for some reason.

It's true that I can't distinguish love from desire sometimes. Just like in the picture of the two figures, one is male and the other female, the female has her heart where it's supposed to be, her chest, and the males’ heart is at his groin! I find that very funny.

There are aspects in my dream unrelated to people, scenes of the horizon and water, the sea or an ocean shore. One view looked at a large city, lights illuminating the dark horizon, and the other view was of nature, trees and natural colours at the horizon.

For some reason there was a prevailing image of turbulence in this "scene", the water was rough and colours cold, like in a storm, everything in motion. I don't know what any of this means...Change?

There have been many changes in my life lately and it's just beginning, it has to change in a big way, so maybe that's what the dream signifies.