From a random im received this morning: "A little pain is good for everyone. Lets us know we're still alive." And then I found that pic.....

So today Jennifer, Sarah and I decided to go to Luray Caverns. Jennifer's never been and it's been many many years since Sarah and I have. The drive up was hilarious! We were mocking the locals the whole way. And I realized that I never really felt truely "adult" until I started taking random unplanned roadtrips.
And just to let you know, I'm fuckin shitfaced drunk right now. So yeah, we got Luray shotglasses with our names on them and decided to break them in as soon as we got home. :)
The... read more

Why am I being punished for mistakes I made 6 years ago. When will people believe that I'm different now? When will they see that I'm not the same animal I was before? Or at the very least, when will they stop rubbing my fucking nose in it? Because, honestly, my nose is raw and bloody.

I want time with my son. Denied. I want to offer help with his med problems. Denied. I want him to spend one mother fuckin weekend here so YOU can get a life and meet a girl. Denied. I wanna be a friend to ... read more

I feel..... normal. For the first time in my entire life, I feel normal and right with the universe. I'm on Hydroxyzine which I did a bunch of research on. (I love Wikipedia) Turns out it covers a whole spectrum of shit. It's an anti-anxiety, sleep aid, anit-emetic (vomit), and anti-histamine, and an anti-psychotic. So I take it at night and I'm actually sleeping, wake up in the morning feeling good and productive. I feel normal. Finally.

And I know I already knew this, but it feels good t... read more