what has been coming up for me? gender, sexuality, drag, cross-dressing and whether i could pull off looking like a boy. i hosted a "gender blender" on friday night. we dressed each other up and made blender drinks.

i didnt feel quite as sexy as i expected to. maybe it takes more than one evening to get comfortable in another gender. style is important too. i think next time i would like to do more punk or hipster. manerisms were tough and i was really conscious of them even though i dont... read more