joined on 02/01/08
last updated 02/09/09
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about me
I love animals including snakes, tarantulas, rats, oh and lots of insects. There is not a creature that I'm afraid of. I'm planning to go into Zoology. I'm a Biology major at the moment. If you ask me about religion it's kind of an odd thing I'm closet to being Pagan but at the same time I don't believe in a God or Goddess so yeah...it's complicated. Ummm I like to dress goth or punk, but I don't live any particular life style. It's just go with the flow for me. I can be articulate when I want to be, but most of the time I like being silly and using slang and making up words. I'm very open to music..music is my life I love it. I'm open to a lot of things. I like keeping an open mind it's important. I guess thats it if you want to know something ask.
Life (4/29/03)
(blog entry)
Days light, long, and never ending.
Nights dark, lonely, and far away.
Life loving, hating, too short, too soon.
Love sweet, forever lasting, not enough.
Hate hurtful, harmful, it's all around.
Dreams there, never true, always wishing.
Night...
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Shining Through Darkness (7/29/03)
(blog entry)
I am bound by darkness
I have suffered greatly for another has betrayed me,
used me, and hurt me in such a way,
I will not come back
Back into the light which is a place I once was,
and now it seems I cant..
I can't go back.
Yet one is sh...
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So this is how it is (3/17/07)
(blog entry)
Lovers by night, friends by day,
This is how things have come to be.
There will be no more callings from one, who misses me.
Nor the sweet tender soothing I so need.
There is no longer a future to be planned.
There will be no marriage or chil...
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Pretending (3/17/07)
(blog entry)
I like to pretend things are okay,
But reality is not today.
I will come and hold you tight,
And then make love to you in the night.
I will whisper I love you in your ear,
And your eyes will tell me what I desire to hear.
I am ha...
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Days light, long, and never ending.
Nights dark, lonely, and far away.
Life loving, hating, too short, too soon.
Love sweet, forever lasting, not enough.
Hate hurtful, harmful, it's all around.
Dreams there, never true, always wishing.
Nightmares horrifying, at night, never wanting.
Hopes in our hearts, always there, keeps us going.
Fears in our dreams, in our lives, is stopping us now.
Joy happiness, there with friend, will come another
Day...
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I am bound by darkness
I have suffered greatly for another has betrayed me,
used me, and hurt me in such a way,
I will not come back
Back into the light which is a place I once was,
and now it seems I cant..
I can't go back.
Yet one is showing me the light; its goodness
A place where I belong.
Where I should feel safe.
And this man has helped me.
By showing me trust and respect,
And opening my eyes to my beauty
which he has glanced upon for many days.
He's shown me how perfe...
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Lovers by night, friends by day,
This is how things have come to be.
There will be no more callings from one, who misses me.
Nor the sweet tender soothing I so need.
There is no longer a future to be planned.
There will be no marriage or children grand.
There will be no title; it no longer applies.
There will be no compromise
There will only be questions why,
Gloomy skies,
One who cries,
A heart that dies,
And Goodbyes.
Take what you please and then leave me be.
Come back for mo...
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I like to pretend things are okay,
But reality is not today.
I will come and hold you tight,
And then make love to you in the night.
I will whisper I love you in your ear,
And your eyes will tell me what I desire to hear.
I am happy in this world of mine,
Until you tell me it's my own design.
Things are not happy, as they seem,
And the reality will tear you at the seams.
I do not wish to hurt you,
But what you are doing is sure to.
I cannot help it I want y...
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