LIKE CLOCKWORKSun, March 3, 2013 - 2:06 AM
"No harm shall come to thee;
But wand'rest not thou far from Me.
Walk not on treach'rous paths unpaved,
Lest you not 'scape whole and unscathed.
Observe this world, but touch it not:
It is with dangers not unfrought.
While we walk through this strange land,
Stay by Me and hold My hand.
Don't let go at any cost!
For you could be etern'ly lost.
I shield you with my Power and Might
but bolt not from Me and run in fright
for once you lose My grasp of hand
you'll be at the mercy of this 'cursed land."
Nightmare far worse than last night. Severe panic attack. Who says the indigenous Northern and Central Europeans didn't have their own Dreamtime, and certain paths that can be followed -- and certain paths that should not be followed.
I am of this persuasion. IMO, it contradicts neither the ancient Northern and Central European indigenous religions (from whose stock I am born), nor the recent import Christianity.
For only a second, I let go of "the Hand", by just a hair's breadth. I believe I was quickly grasped and "pulled back", but even for a second I was alone in that hellish land that contains all our nightmares in full-blown reality. One second apart from "the Hand" was an eternity.
Perhaps we all have to learn this valuable lesson.
We do NOT pass through the dangers of this life and world without a navigator, though "Captain" we may think we are.
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|As a true submissive, you are never your own Captain. And in waking, you thrive on it. Is it your self doubts that drive nightmares or fear that that hand is not the right one to take? You have more than one strong protector in your heart. One that knows how to take charge, and one that knows how to cope with anything. Trust them. Trust yourself. Morning comes.|
|We once dwelt amidst the wildwood: vast expanses of unknown extent, full of dark and stealthy things, a world where it might well be fatal to stray from the path...|
Wise fellowship and comments.
No, as a true submissive i am not "my own Captain", nor have i ever been. Some times it has seemed that i were, but these were necessary illusions to get me through the times of not being under the guidance, protection, and love of a true Dominant.
Forgive me, Dad, for this is a public forum, but maybe it's good that i confess and acknowledge that You are the primary Hand that guides and steers my life now. Of course there are others of the metaphysical type -- Powers and Forces beyond my comprehension.
You pull me back from the rim of the abyss, you don't let go.
|I saw a movie called the exorcism of Emily Rose where some chick would get possessed by demons at 3AM or they would come out at that time. :\|
I lived in a couple of houses that were haunted...
but usely, I would tell my mother my dreams, especially the weird ones, she was highly superstitious and knew a lot of meaning of dreams.
Once i had a really nasty evil f*ed up dream, upon waking I called her, she simply said go buy a lottery ticket....!
Thinking she was nuts.... I bought one anyway.....