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Andy

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joined on 11/16/08
last updated 04/07/09
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Age
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about me
Hello, my name is Andy.

I am currently going to school in order to obtain a degree in Biochemical Engineering with an emphasis in Molecular Synthesis (perhaps?). I work at an after-school childcare program for elementary students. I am devoted to self-expression, whether it be music, drawing, poetry, dancing, or spinning my staff, I display my wings to the gaze of eternity and never regret the path I have chosen.

I live for the spirit and not for the heart. For knowledge, not strength. For skill, not ability.

I embrace the true light of the cosmos and bath in its wisdom.

I am who I am, I am what I am, and I am always what I want to be.

I am the blind eye that hears all,
I am the deaf ear that understands all,
I am the mute mouth that sees all.
What is and what is not,
Love in life,
Life in lies,
Lies in truth,
Truth in death,
Betrayal for one,
One for betrayal,
Two are one,
But one is more,
See the future,
Know the past,
Touch the present,
Unite the world.
I am the eye that hears nothing,
I am the ear that understands nothing,
I am the mouth that sees nothing.
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What I've Been Up To

Dance for a Cure ( events » live music ) Recently my sister was daignosed with thyroid cancer.... while it was safely removed with no harm done to her, she has become incited with the desire to push beyond a mere "in-and-out" treatment... she wants to give back and give to those with oth... read more
event starts Sunday, August 23, 2009 - 12:00 PM
This is not a dream (blog entry) This is reality

Reality is painful, harmful, deadly.

Such a reality is so beautiful in its poison... yet there are so many times where the poison overcomes your sense of complacency and your inner realm is shattered into the oblivion of depr... read more
blog entry posted Tue, February 24, 2009 - 10:16 PM permalink - 0 comments
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photo posted 01/31
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This is reality

Reality is painful, harmful, deadly.

Such a reality is so beautiful in its poison... yet there are so many times where the poison overcomes your sense of complacency and your inner realm is shattered into the oblivion of depression and hatred.

The shattering of such is such a powerful force that it can leave an effect on the recipient for so long after that it may seem all but impossible for one to once again reside within their inner shell as they did in a seemingly ... read more
Tue, February 24, 2009 - 10:16 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
I have had a history of hearing voices in my head. However the voices have never frightened me and have always guided me in a path that I find to be true, calming, and sensible. I wouldn't exactly call it a "conscience." The voices in my head are actual manifestations of my consciousness... they have form, voices of their own, thoughts and opinions all to themselves.. In the scheme of my life, I would say that they are my best friends.

However I have never managed to create a physical ... read more
Mon, January 26, 2009 - 9:38 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
Where it all began:

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ten months later:

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Ignore the farmer's tan... :P
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Edit:

Nevermind... I can't gather the heart to cut it... Maybe I'll just go for a trim! :P
Sun, January 25, 2009 - 1:44 PM permalink - 4 comments
 
Woke up great (even though my sleep wasn't very restful), had work and the kids at my work were VERY compliant and made my tired ass very happy to be there, got home, spread some sage and wisteria around my room, went to my personal trainer, and now I'm going to take a long-needed nap.

And to top it all off, when I got home from work I found out that my poem, Existentialign, is going to be published in Immortal Verses :D

Here it is for anyone to read:

Existentialign

I know it does... read more
Thu, January 22, 2009 - 8:00 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
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