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Dane,
As I danced the night away with friends - I laughed,
I sang,
I had not a care in the world.
As I danced, you sat, alone, in the cold dark alley under the same moon as I ,
there was no laughter,
no singing,
burdened by your pain.
As I laughed, you cried
As I danced, you sat, confined to your wheelchair
As I sang,
you were silent
You used to say, people just don’t understand what its like in here,
Pointing to your head,
Dane, I understood.
For all of my life you were my strength,
my shield,
my friend,
my big brother.
Your pain was greater than mine, yet when I would come to you with my tears , my fears,
you would always find a way to make it ok,
that sly grin of yours forever etched in my memory.
Dane, I missed your call,
were you reaching out ?
or saying goodbye,?
I will never know and I will forever be haunted by that.
What were your last thoughts that night.
Was there fear?
Sadness?
Or was it the quiet contentment of knowing that peace finally lay ahead.
I am so sorry that I didn’t have that “knowing“ of what was to come,
But I didn’t know, and as I danced into the night, you faded away into it.
So on the anniversary of your passing,
I will once again dance on the same dance floor that I stood on that night,
as I have every year since.
And you are here
And I will have the comfort of knowing,
now my big brother dances with me,
I miss you.
Wed, October 7, 2009 - 12:29 PM
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my husband and daughter are my best friends, and my 3 yr. old grandson is the light of my life! i have two dogs, Johnny and Floyd. I don't have much family- they have scattered and don't care to keep in touch ( i was always the white sheep) so my friends are my family and i consider myself blessed.i like to be around happy optimistic people although i tend to gravitate to those in pain. I sleep very little, I laugh allot and never turn down a chance to dance!
words to live by:
Believe in the beauty and strength our your own being. Forget the foolish belief that you and your fellow human beings were born evil. Those who would control you all the days of your life on earth perpetuate the belief iihtsipaitapiiyo?pa (Source of Life) made things to have a bad spirit.
Give honor and respect to others regardless of age and situation in life. This quality makes you and others worthy of honor and respect, which makes others, feel worthwhile and fulfilled. Honor and respect empowers others so they can win the day. They will return it to you fourfold.
Honor the earth and all that exists. Be strong in this belief and practice it throughout your life because it makes for a world of kindness that binds all the good things of life together in a circle of harmony.
Be humble but not timid. To be humble is to connect yourself to the stars and the entire universe and makes you aware there is something unique about life that is to be enjoyed without fear. We are people from the stars and because of it we are sacred.
Help others realize that life is a dream . . . . A beautiful dream. Dreamers are the butterflies of life and help others to realize their dreams.
Be humorous and help others to enjoy life and the life of others. Humor makes you attractive. The humorous person has many guests and the one who is invited everywhere because of the joy they bring to the gathering.
Never be afraid to talk matters over with those you disagree with or those you love. The gift of language is a miracle and it is meant to be used to live a life of harmony, joy, love, and respect. Use it well and use it often.
What is described here is leadership and happiness in the broadest sense. These are the qualities that make for a great father, grandmother, mother, teacher, grandfather, lover, traditional leader, friend and a great human being. Best of all you can add to this list.
I give these to you in honor and respect: Long Standing Bear Chief, Blackfoot
to my big brother
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Dane,
As I danced the night away with friends - I laughed,
I sang,
I had not a care in the world.
As I danced, you sat, alone, in the cold dark alley under the same moon as I ,
there was no laughter,
no singing,
burdened by your pain...
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