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about me
I believe in living in the right NOW, I don't believe anything else exists. Lately I've been going though some major life changes and I am finding it extremely difficult at times. I keep my faith in just being the best person I can, recognizing my mistakes-and learning from them-cuz they were only worthless and wrong if nothing came from them. I recently was released from TDC after doing a 2 year sentance and I am now trying to rebuild my life. I am not ashamed of where I've been, and I don't have a problem letting people know up front because what do we have without honesty?? If you are going to judge me, then I don't need you anywayz. I am so very grateful for being given the time and the chance to be introduced to some of the things that I might never have come across in the free world. It is quite amazing what the mind can think and create when you take away all the normal stresses of everyday life like paying bills and such. I would not give that time up for the world, but don't get me wrong, l will not be returning. I am probably one of the sweetest people you could possibly meet, but don't do me wrong, cuz I won't be taken for a fool. I believe that our own selves don't exist, we only exist though exchanges, experiences, and intractions we have though other people, for when we are no more, what is to be remembered but these things? If I sound like someone you would like to know, then drop me a line- I will always respond-
Director of my life
(blog entry)
Hmmmmm………
I was lying in bed thinking again tonight, as always..
And I came to a thought about learning. How do we learn really? Do we in any way have any choice when it comes to this matter of learning. Isn’t living and experiencing life in ...
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the color red
(blog entry)
This is an idea from a message one of my friends sent me today..
Back to my first lesson in Philosophy and Logic about the color red. What makes it red really? It has no physical properties that make it red. You can’t feel red, can’t smell it, ...
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Death
(blog entry)
“Death in my mind isn't a finality. There's a continuum: It's like at night, you go to sleep and in the daytime you wake up, or whenever you wake up, and it's a new day.”
-David Lynch
Absurdity
(blog entry)
"Absurdity is what I like most in life, and there's humor in struggling in ignorance. If you saw a man repeatedly running into a wall until he was a bloody pulp, after a while it would make you laugh because it becomes absurd. "
-David Lynch
Fate
(blog entry)
Sooner or Later, fate puts us together with all the people,one by one, who show us what we could and shouldn't, let ourselves become. Sooner or later we meet the drunkard, the waster, the betrayer, the ruthless mind, and the hate-filled heart. Bu...
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Hmmmmm………
I was lying in bed thinking again tonight, as always..
And I came to a thought about learning. How do we learn really? Do we in any way have any choice when it comes to this matter of learning. Isn’t living and experiencing life in itself learning? I mean a moment ago I didn’t know that this moment was going to happen. We in fact are gaining more memory which is learning. Maybe not you’re typical reading textbook type learning, but learning none-the-less. We are learning al...
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This is an idea from a message one of my friends sent me today..
Back to my first lesson in Philosophy and Logic about the color red. What makes it red really? It has no physical properties that make it red. You can’t feel red, can’t smell it, or taste it. What makes it red except that other people are telling us, hey this is red... Then we use our own experiences and start relating everything that we have seen that matches that same color and that’s how we come up with what red feels lik...
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“Death in my mind isn't a finality. There's a continuum: It's like at night, you go to sleep and in the daytime you wake up, or whenever you wake up, and it's a new day.”
-David Lynch
Tue, September 18, 2007 - 9:31 PM
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"Absurdity is what I like most in life, and there's humor in struggling in ignorance. If you saw a man repeatedly running into a wall until he was a bloody pulp, after a while it would make you laugh because it becomes absurd. "
-David Lynch
Tue, September 18, 2007 - 9:24 PM
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Sooner or Later, fate puts us together with all the people,one by one, who show us what we could and shouldn't, let ourselves become. Sooner or later we meet the drunkard, the waster, the betrayer, the ruthless mind, and the hate-filled heart. But fate loads the dice, of course, because we usually find ourselves loving or pitying almost all of those people. And it's impossible to despise someone you honestly pity, and to shun someone you truly love.
-Shantaram
Sat, September 15, 2007 - 9:10 PM
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