Entering the bio-suit ?

Tuesday May 19, 2009, 08:00: Tonight I dreamt a very symbolical dream. I recall these elements:

We were a few people, disoriented, in some kind of room. It may have been at some kind of train-station, perhaps at the last stop of a line, late at night. One of us, a woman, is sliding into a silvery circular 'portal' that is a little larger in diameter than she is tall when sitting down. She fingers the inside of the circular portal, that only has room for her inside the opening. In the dream, it was only around 1/2 a meter -- around 2 feet -- deep.

I don't know how it was before but now I notice that she is naked, but it's perfectly a-sexual, and the light is white/silvery. Perhaps she undressed just before slipping into the portal, I have a vague feeling that this may be the case.

I'm conscious of what is happening with her -- she opens something, and arrives at a place with red light and cameras. There she is again in clothes, but now there is a sexual tension. She is in some kind of bar-environment with red light and people with sexual radiation. On a display it is saying some kind of identity for her, and "HAVE AWAKENED". And I think it was in English, "HAVE AWAKENED".

When she had opened the portal, I do the same, naked. And the same thing happens with me. I am presented on the screens as "HAVE AWAKENED". The dream is not erotic. I note the sexual tension, but is not erotically affected by it, but rather I percieve the whole thing as an observer outside the events, at the same time as I observe from inside myself in the dream, and earlier for a while from inside the woman.

On all the displays in this environment, and they are everywhere, there is continually played professionally mixed slide shows with people I know, also myself, all posing naked. In red light. When I use the computer in the dream, in order to search for information, there is continually this sexually charged slide show that interferes and irritates.

At some point I try to cover it over on the computer display, when my daughter looks at what information I'm searching for, but that is impossible. I feel sad for this, I wish it could be done.

That was the essence of the dream, and what I remember. I note the symbolism of 'innocent, naked birth', and the arrival in a world far from innocent... I speculate if it perhaps was something like this it happened, when we arrived here.

Deeper truths -- Is the 1:st book of the Torah, the Genesis = The Beginning, a mathematical code for our physical universe?

Is the 1:st book of the Torah, the Genesis = The Beginning, a mathematical code for our physical universe?

Stan Tenen: "This isn't a jealous God of a petty people who says, 'My God is bigger and better than your God because it's my God and it's the one God because I say so'. That's not what we are saying here. I'm saying that we are starting with a definition of singularity and wholeness. Definitions are not the basis of prejudice. It's a postulate. Putting it down to see how good it is. Does it give us anything? And if we look for the means of spanning between the one and the many, we have a path that includes everything in the universe. Now, modern physics attempts a bottom-up reconstruction. To take all the diversity we find, all the forces in the world, and pump the energy up until things merge together and eventually we can extrapolate and find the Big Bang.
The one, from the many.
And I'm saying we can do this abstractly. We can do this topologically, in principle. Without any electron microscopes, and cyclotrons and super computers. We can start top-down by definitions. Start with singularity, break it up by minimal first distinction, and end up with all there is. And it's my guess, and this is still a guess, that one way or another, in an extraordinary elegant way, perhaps the most elegant possible, that's what the sequence of letters in the Hebrew Bible really represents."

The above quoted from 24 minutes into the film...
First Light: An Introduction to Meru Foundation by Stan Tenen
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First Light: An Introduction to Meru Foundation Research by Stan Tenen - 30:36 - 19 sep 2006
Haber Media - www.meru.org

"The Hebrew Alphabet, Genesis, and Kabbalah: What is The Meru Project? Using the objective tools of science, Stan Tenen has studied the mathematical structure underlying the sequence of letters in the Hebrew text of Genesis. His research has shown that the geometric patterns fundamental to modern physics were available to us long before physics per se was considered an independent science. These patterns are intrinsic to the Hebrew letter-text of Genesis, and were known to traditional Kabbalists and sages. Studying these patterns leads to a deep understanding of the framework of our own existence, and ways to access our potential to improve ourselves and the world around us.
The Meru Project has discovered that the sequence of letters in the Hebrew text of Genesis reveals a simple yet extraordinary and unexpected series of geometric models whose intrinsic meaning describes processes inherent in fields as diverse as embryology, modern physics, and consciousness studies. Meru research demonstrates that the Hebrew alphabet, in its early rabbinic form, is at its core a universal language of gestures. People from all cultures, even those who are blind from birth, and children before they speak, make spontaneous use of this natural language. The gestures of the Hebrew alphabet express universal needs and choices. The benefits of using this extraordinary and uniquely elegant model range from personal and spiritual growth to the expansion of scientific knowledge.
Meru Foundation is a non-profit organization formed to support this research. For more information, go to www.meru.org/ . To order Meru lectures by Stan Tenen on DVD, go to www.meetingtent.com/ "

Also see the comments after my text "Fantasikrisen" (in Swedish), blog.lege.net/

(The text "Fantasikrisen" is available also in English at leiferlingsson.wordpress.com/200...ion/ )

"Ammo in Nova-class to demask the henchmen of Israel"...

Ammo in Nova-class to demask the henchmen of Israel, in order to prevent unnecessary collateral damage, while they go down:

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It is VERY important to point out, that it is Fundamentalism that falls due to this, NOT Reformism. Reformism doesn't fall due to them seeking inner truth beyond outer forms. Not even moderate Islam falls by this, because according to Abdel-Masih Wazir:

"Islam was the Creation of the Middle Eastern Christians since they refused the intercession of the Pope. I.e. direct from you to God." (Abdel-Masih Wazir to Leif Erlingsson, 2009-05-12.)

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// Leif Erlingsson
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Seeding, Opening, Manifesting, Planting
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Leif Erlingsson’s Metamorphosis Escape from the Box

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Leif Erlingsson’s Metamorphosis Escape from the Box
by Leif Erlingsson
2009-04-21

CV Leif Erlingsson’s Metamorphosis Escape from the Box

Work experience

Ericsson Telecom AB 1979-07 1984-03 Test engineer
Ericsson Telecom AB 1984-03 1988-08 Component Engineer (Programming
and construction of IC test fixtures.)
Ericsson Telecom AB 1988-08 1989-08 Software and Hardware Engineer
Ericsson Telecom AB 1989-08 1991-12 Systemer/Programmer
Ericsson Telecom AB 1991-12 1995-01 Unix System Administration
RSV DataService 1995-01 1997-08 Unix Specialist
WM-data AB 1997-08 1999-04 Mailgroup
WM-data AB 1999-04 2000-11 SMTP Mail-Relaying, DNS and IP
delegation Specialist
Cendio Systems AB 2000-11 2001-03 Linux Consultant
Polopoly AB 2001-03 2004-05 System Administrator
Data Lege 2004-05 - Freelance SysAdm/Internet Consultant

Research experience

Have participated in my brother’s research work — Ulf Erlingsson, Geomorphological development of the bottoms off Österlen, southernmost Sweden, UNGI Report Nr 76, Uppsala University Department of Physical Geography, 1990, 136 pages. I am mentioned twice in the report, both as field assistant (p. iii; the diver in the photograph on page 85 is me (depth 36 meters), though no name is mentioned under the image), and also as having “assisted with much valuable advice in the construction of the Sedimeter electronics“, a patented invention of Ulf Erlingsson used in the surveys. (p.iii.) More on these kinds of surveys at erlingsson.com/.

Metamorphosis Escape from the Box

My “Escape from the Box” started with me (in 1988) entering a deeper box, that of a closed religious thinking. I locked my thinking from the inside, and therefore I now understand how that works to prevent independent information from entering anyone’s closemindedness. I now understand why noone can unlock anyone else’s closemindedness from the outside — only gently invite. The post-9/11 world events in 2002 and 2003 provided the trigger and the environment for my own re-awakening, and later escape from the box of conventional thinking. The hypocracy of the religious organization made me gingerly open my own mind from the inside, for independent information from outside ‘non-approved sources’. I deprogrammed from the closeminded religious thinking and left the religious organization in 2004, as a most important milestone in the process started around September 2002, that led to my eventual deprogramming and escape altogether from the box of conventional thinking.

My questioning and extensive personal research and networking started with the questioning of official political reality, but it didn’t stop there or anywhere. I became one of the major Swedish 9/11 conspiracy theoreticians, following my 2005 conclusion that the official 9/11 story was important to defuse. I have made major attempts to get the real story out in Sweden, but with limited success. (While scientist Niels Harrit have proven “Inside Job” in Danish TV News!)

I expand my networking to include new perspectives and ideas. Including the Kreaprenör® network. I was awarded an honorary membership of The Telesio - Galilei Academy of Science in 2007, following my article “Crisis of Imagination” from 2007-12-05. ( telesio-galilei.com/board.html . Area: Hadronic Mathematics, Mechanics and Chemistry. )

I have collected texts that document my awakening process at
leiferlingsson.wordpress.com/ and at leiferlingssonsartiklar.wordpress.com/ .

Connecting people

Having soon concluded that the powers that be operate through putting the lid on information flow, I concluded that the most effective method to work for change would be to identify people that would boost eachother if connected, and connect them. This I have been doing for years now. It has also been done for me, of course. It works both ways.

One of my contacts is a deep thinker who’s dyslectic. With his full approval, I have published some of his thinking on the Internet. Just search for Abdel-Masih Wazir on the ‘net. It deals with the fundamental stupidity of our culture, and what to do about it. Abdel’s father was Iraqi Br. gen. Annis Wazir. I have deep sympathy for the peoples that have gotten in the way of the western imperialistic power game vs. the new eastern bloc along the line South of the old East Bloc, Russia, China, North-Korea. This of course include the old Yugoslavians, Palestinians, Iraqis, Iranians (threat of war), Afghanistans, etc. I do not approve of war. It makes puppets of all of us. I have often and repeatedly expressed my support for the oppressed and my disgust with the western war lies. I also network with those who network with the political opposition to western influence in some countries.

Here I should mention my brother Dr. Ulf Erlingsson now living in the United States, who is politically fairly well versed after having been the National Globalizations Issues Coordinator and also the Miami-Dade Coordinator in the Kucinich for President campaign of 2004 (Congressman Dennis J. Kucinich of Cleveland, Ohio). He was also active in the Barack Obama campaign, Google “Barack Obama” “Dr. Ulf Erlingsson” for more on that. It was actually my brother Ulf who in September 2002 provided me with the initial trigger that started my re-awakening and awakening process, see “Metamorphosis Escape from the Box” above.

I have a number of close friends with deep personal insights from family background and other connections into how the politics and the world is really run. I understand that “Democracy” as it is practiced today is all too often only a Con-game. But also that with a conscious public it is potentially a very good thing. Tearing apart the “vast tapestry of lies, upon which we feed” requires what Nobel Prize winner in Literature 2005, British playwright Harold Pinter, in the same Nobel Lecture “Art, Truth & Politics” that I just quoted from, describes as an “unflinching, unswerving, fierce intellectual determination, as citizens, to define the real truth of our lives and our societies is a crucial obligation which devolves upon us all.“ For this he was labeled a “political idiot.“ May we all become “political idiots,” in this world where politics is insane.

Intuition

I am intuitive, and have learnt to trust my intuition. Additionally I have a few very intuitive friends who often provide very interesting leads to follow up. One of my friends have even trained himself into a Remote Viewer, a psychic espionage technique developed by the U.S. military, whereby awareness is non-locally moved in time and place to whatever is of interest. It’s far from 100% accurate, but combined with normal methods for confirmation very useful e.g. to find dead people, etc. I mention this to demonstrate that I am open to the non-local aspects of reality. Having extensively studied the writings of Lt. Col Thomas E. Bearden (retd.), I also understand theoretically how this can work physically. (Books at cheniere.org/ .) I made key quotes from one of Bearden’s shorter books to illustrate the theory, in “All is One“, 2009-04-05, leiferlingsson.wordpress.com/200...one/ .

Contact: +46 (0)709 14 06 31, +46 (0)8 778 50 38, leif@lege.com.
Leif Erlingsson (Also see blog.lege.net/ and www.linkedin.com/in/leiferlingsson)

2009-04-21

What we as the human species really know, but pretend that we don't...

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The last text on that link goes:

All is One
edited by Leif Erlingsson
2009-04-05

“In short, Maxwell’s original quaternion theory was already a unified field theory of gravitation and electromagnetics — it was a testable and engineerable theory of electrogravitation.” (Thomas E. Bearden, Gravitobiology, 1991, endnote 52, p.71.)

“Ironically, [James Clerk] Maxwell in 1873 had already written a theory that embodied David Bohm’s hidden variables, which Bohm would produce three quarters of a century later. In addition, Maxwell had already falsified the relativity theory that Einstein was to produce four decades later, for Maxwell’s infolding of EM [Electro Magnetic] forces into a gravitational potential had already curved — and deterministically structured — local spacetime.” (Thomas E. Bearden, Gravitobiology, 1991, endnote 52, p.72.)

“It is simply incredible when hundreds of thousands of Western PhDs are graduated in electrical physics and electrical engineering, and hardly a single one knows that what he was taught as “Maxwell’s equations” were not Maxwell’s equations at all: not a single one of those Heaviside/Gibbs critters ever appeared in a book or paper by James Clerk Maxwell. And almost nobody checks! Almost no one goes back to Maxwell’s quaternion theory to see whether or not Heaviside and Gibbs got it right in their vector interpretation. With the exception of Dr. Henry Monteith, and a few notable other scientists, almost no one in the West seems to have previously noticed that Maxwell’s original quaternion theory was already the magic unified field theory of G [gravity] and EM [electromagnetism] that everyone is supposedly seeking! And it’s already in an engineerable format. You can engineer it on the lab bench and it works.” (Thomas E. Bearden, Gravitobiology, 1991, p.59.)

“In his 1903 Mathematische Annalen paper, Whittaker demonstrates a standing, spatially-fixed wave of pure potential, but one with an infolded, highly dynamic, hidden EM [Electro Magnetic] forcefield substructure containing hidden bidirectional pairs of EM waves/energy. … in each pair of infolded EM waves, the two coupled waves flow in opposite direction inside the standing potential wave. Further, their speed is not limited to the normal speed of light in vacuum. In each pair, the two waves are multiplied together. Hence they modulate each other, locking together into graviton waves, rather than photon waves. Each paired EM planar wave couplet is a hidden EM stress energy channel in vacuum spacetime, and in this channel EM energy flows in either direction — in fact, in both directions at once. Further, there is continual constructive and destructive interference of these two waves, yielding continual coupling into pairs of photons and decoupling into photon/antiphoton pairs. In short, continual creation and annihilation of spin-2 gravitons is occurring. A scalar potential, then, is composed of this dynamic structure. Taking the Whittaker approach to the lowest level possible, this author has previously presented a unified field development of photon/antiphoton structures inside gravitons, unifying gravitation and electromagnetics at the most fundamental level — that of the quantum particles of the fields. … The bottom line is this: There are two kinds of electromagnetic energy: (1) First, there is externalized EM energy. This is the normal “wave envelope” EM force field translation energy that acts externally upon each charged particle, to translate the particle as a single unit. The resulting unitary changes (translations) of charged particles as wholes produce the normal EM interactions upon things and objects, as seen by the external observer. Indeed, this process is external observation, and external observation is this process. (2) Second, there is also internalized EM energy, where EM forces act in antiparallel pairs. This EM stress energy pattern acts internally upon a charged particle or medium, specifically structuring the virtual particle flux exchange of the particle with the vacuum, or of the medium with the vacuum. This vacuum exchange with the particle, of course, constitutes the charge of the particle. The electric charge of a particle is due to the exchange of virtual photons between the vacuum and the mass of the particle. Note that the Whittaker structure represents deterministic structuring of this vacuum exchange with the mass of the charged particle. It represents deterministic structuring of massless electric flux itself, in electromagnetic terms, and this does not presently appear in electrical physics theory. Instead, orthodox theory assumes that the structuring is random, when in fact it is not — from Whittaker’s work. … This undetected internalized EM energy that is infolded inside the scalar potential is electrogravitational energy” (Thomas E. Bearden, Gravitobiology, 1991, p.19.)

“Any change in the infolded Whittaker structuring of the local vacuum potential will gradually activate everything — virtual or observable — existing or moving locally through that region.” (Thomas E. Bearden, Gravitobiology, 1991, p.20.)

Hidden Order
“[T]he interactions of internalized EM stress energy transcends reductionism. Then the whole is no longer just the sum of its parts, but also is changed and affected by the overall nonlinear interactions of its parts — both with each other and with the whole itself. Then we indeed have a new holographic science whose true ordered nature does not presently appear to us through our crude “externalized energy” detectors except as chaos — the mysterious presence of hidden order in apparent randomness. When such “randomness with hidden order” — chaos — is integrated and collected, surprising and unsuspected order emerges macroscopically. … However, quantum mechanically this implies that there exists hidden order even inside a single quantum of change. That is, the hidden order is subquantal, hence virtual. This tells us that the virtual state itself is ordered by Whittaker structured-potential methods.” (Thomas E. Bearden, Gravitobiology, 1991, pp.21-22.)

Life Force
“Again, it should be strongly accented that the true “living EM energy” of biological systems is internalized, infolded EM energy. … our health and our very lives depend upon it.” (Thomas E. Bearden, Gravitobiology, 1991, p.44.) “Every creature continually contributes structures into the quantum potential for its own species, and the quantum potential for every species is part of the overall planetary quantum potential for all living things. Every species has its own quantum potential, to which every action, movement, thought, or incident of, by, and to its members contributes a minute amount of substructuring.” (Thomas E. Bearden, Gravitobiology, 1991, p.45.)

“Successively deeper Whittaker potentials are nested inside the bio-potential for the cell, one for each next smaller level of interior structure. The end result is that this cellular hierarchical structure continues directly down into and onto the nucleus of each atom composing that structure. This is the manner in which the life of a living system is attached to, and activates, the physical matter of its body. We have thus specified precisely what the living spirit of a body is. … Literally, the planet is a living being” (Thomas E. Bearden, Gravitobiology, 1991, p.46.)

“The external experiences being impulsively communicated back to the atomic nuclei from the species and it’s members thus continually diffuses on out into the surrounding vacuum potential. The surrounding vacuum potential’s Whittaker structuring is continually activated by the Whittaker-structuring of the overall bio-potential of the individual animal. Thus we have specified the specific mechanism for, and the form of, the long-sought “aura” of the living animal or person. That aura is quite real, and it does exist. Further, knowing what it is, we can now develop instruments to detect and record it, including systems to analyze its contents. Let it be strongly pointed out here that we are talking physics, not mysticism. On the other hand, we are most certainly not talking the present rank scientific materialism. To state it in more theological terms, man is truly made in the image of his creator. And the image of the creator is the quantum potential of the vacuum. Further, Man — as is every other living thing created by the Creator — is always and forever in direct but hidden communication with the image of his Creator. It is that image mechanism and its adaptive intervention that is the cause of all evolution. The Creator indeed made man — and everything else — out of the dust of the earth. And indeed he activated creation with the “breath of life”. The new physics does not dispose of God; to the contrary, it marvelously and nondogmatically — and scientifically — reveals his ubiquitous presence and his ubiquitous hidden intervention.“ In doing so, the new physics also does away with the present scientific nonsense of dogmatic scientific materialism. We are not robots and machines; we are living souls. Our minds and our beings are not captured in the puny electrical discharges of our brains and nervous system, but in marvelous structures pervading the entire universe, everywhere, everywhen, in the internal Whittaker structure of every point in spacetime. Each has spirit (that which motivates matter), and that spirit is a form in the Whittaker-structures of all the potentials of the universe. Further, the spirit is eternal. Destruction of the physical body does not alter the fact that the individual spiritual form and its every deed, thought, feeling, and experience exists for all eternity, in every part of the universe, directly in the form and image-potential of God. We indeed are eternal, and our true self is nonmaterial and immortal. The shabby treatment of our present scientific orthodoxy in attempting to deny us our spiritual heritage is refuted, and this refutation is scientifically testable. We challenge the present dogmatism to practice scientific method and put it to legitimate experimental test.” (Thomas E. Bearden, Gravitobiology, 1991, p.47.)

Edited by Leif Erlingsson
2009-04-05

PS: The Hidden Order described above implies what could be re-phrased “God is [still] greatest”. I just wanted to point this out, for the religious among my readers.


Going to the Source
by Leif Erlingsson
2009-04-04

We are taught to follow the methods and maps that we have been educated with. But that can NEVER give us new knowledge. Only recycled stuff. Possibly we will just repeat the errors of those that went before us.

Before knowledge is systematized, it is intuitive. FIRST one goes to the Source — Intuition/Connection to the ‘field’. THEN one seek what confirmation is possible from the most original ordinary sources possible. And one experiments. It is never the map that limit what is possible but rather what is possible that should result in later map-making. Though our culture has this backwards, most of the time.

I told a Swedish Physics Scientist about an incident back in the 1970:s, where I almost tripped on a deep insight about what happens to the energy of two standing waves when they extinguish each other. He later told others that I couldn’t have figured that out. Presumably because he felt that I lacked the education. In which case he completely missed the point. I.e. it was precisely because I lacked the education that I was almost able to figure this out, had my self esteem only been better. (The incident in question is described in the text “The Answer is in the Question“.)

I think this intuitive knowledge is very much related to Abdel-Masih Wazir’s ideas on predation. Just KNOWING.

Leif Erlingsson
2009-04-04


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We Are All Shamans-in-Training

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WE ARE ALL SHAMANS-IN-TRAINING
By Paul Levy

In 1981 I spontaneously went into such an ecstatic state that I was hospitalized by what I call the "anti-bliss patrol." The authorities had become alerted because I was simply unable to restrain my enthusiasm at the "good news" that was beginning to reveal itself to me about the nature of reality. Stepping out of my usual way of trying to control my experience, during that next year I was thrown in mental hospitals a number of times and (mis)diagnosed as having manic-depressive (bi-polar) illness. I was told that I had a chemical imbalance and would have to go on medication and learn to live with my "illness" for the rest of my life. Little did the doctors realize that although my experience looked like a typical nervous breakdown, I had actually gotten "drafted" into a deeper psycho-spiritual process of an entirely different order - a spiritual awakening/shamanic initiation - that was blowing my mind as it was simultaneously revealing it.

My inner process had spilled outside of my skull and just like a dream was synchronistically expressing itself through events in the seemingly outer world. Finding myself in a meaning-filled, meaningful, and enchanted universe, the world had become animated by spirit, as if it was a living oracle, a continually unfolding revelation that was speaking symbolically. It became glaringly apparent to me that there was an intimate correlation and synchronistic correspondence between what was going on in the internal landscape of my psyche and the seemingly outer world. The boundary between inner and outer was dissolving. It was as if something deep inside of me was expressing itself through the medium of the outside world, and was able to extend itself into the outside world and configure events so as to in-form and give shape to itself.

According to consensus reality, I was "certifiable," and I was in full agreement, in that I had certifiably stepped out of my self-entrancing, self-limiting, and self-binding conceptual, cognitive mind into a much more expansive "space." As if snapping out of a trance, I found myself not out of my mind, in the sense that I was crazy, but rather, inside of my mind, which was now discovered to be everywhere, in that I was beginning to realize that I was dreaming.

My parents bought into the psychiatrist's diagnosis that their only child had a mental illness, as in my parents' world doctors were genuine authority figures who knew what they were talking about. In the words of the late psychiatrist R. D. Laing, "Attempts to wake before our time are often punished, especially by those who love us most. Because they, bless them, are asleep. They think anyone who wakes up, or who, still asleep, realizes that what is taken to be real is a 'dream' is going crazy." Tragically, with the support and blessing of the psychiatric community, both of my parents passed away convinced their son was crazy.

When we begin to spiritually awaken, our personality structure and sense of who we are can melt down and dis-integrate, as our inner "constitution" is being rewritten. This process can convincingly appear to others as if we are having a nervous breakdown or a psychotic break.

Stepping out of my normal, conditioned, repressed and domesticated self as if breaking out of a prison, I felt on the cutting edge of the big bang itself. It was as if I was becoming attuned to and a receptive vehicle for a deeper, more authentic, less self-conscious and much more unfettered, creative and ecstatic part of myself to freely in-form my experience and give shape to itself. My experience was so mind-blowing that I had trouble "keeping it together," particularly because previous to the hospitalizations I wasn't in a safe container but was unrestrained, out in a world that did not understand the value of such experiences. My situation was actually quite dangerous, as during the beginning stages of my awakening I was not able to mediate and channel the transpersonal energies that were activated within me in a way that was acceptable to the culture at large.

The dissolution and breakdown of the old structures of the psyche can become a breakthrough, however, depending on how it is contained and related to by the surrounding community and unfolded. The dis-integration can be the beginning of a coming together at a more coherent, and unified level of consciousness.

Our species and its civilization are currently in the throes of a collective (nervous) breakdown. If what we, as a species, are doing to ourselves (destroying the biosphere, the very life-support system of the planet, to use one example) isn't collective madness, then what in the world is? Our underlying institutionalized and incorporated structures that are helping to keep us asleep are breaking down and coming apart. Just as with an individual's psyche, only writ large en masse on the world stage, we are going through a collective shamanic initiation process, a genuine "death/rebirth" experience. The false, illusory separate self, which experiences ourselves as alien from one another is "dying" as the fundamental framework by which we relate to each other and the world, as we incarnate and give "birth" to a truer sense of who we are, realizing our deep interconnection and interdependence with each other and all living beings.

The shamanic personality is very sensitive to the unconscious, both in themselves and in others. The shaman has very permeable boundaries between their conscious mind and the unconscious, as if they've created a bridge which allows contents between the two to easily pass through and intermingle with and reciprocally co-inform each other. The shaman's collaborative, creative interplay between the conscious and unconscious creates a synthesis, which is a "third thing," a new birth, a further evolution in the incarnation of a more all-embracing, integrated and expansive consciousness.

The figure of the shaman is related to both the figures of the artist (see my article "The Artist as Healer of the World" awakeninthedream.com/artis/t...rld.html ) and the wounded healer - (see my article "The Wounded Healer," Part 1 awakeninthedream.com/artis/w...er1.html and Part 2 awakeninthedream.com/artis/w...er2.html ). The archetypal figure of the shaman is the primordial medicine person and carrier of healing. The figure of the shaman (arche)typically takes on the illness that is in the community into themselves and literally becomes sick, as if they have "caught" the disease of who they are trying to heal. This process can become animated through the choice of a seasoned shaman, or it can happen spontaneously and unintentionally in a budding shaman who is unusually sensitive to the underlying contradictions and spiritual illness that pervade the social and cultural fabric which connects us and in which we are embedded. A fully cooked shaman, in internalizing the illness in the field, allows the sickness to fluidly move through them without getting stuck in them, which is the mark that distinguishes an accomplished shaman from a novice.

By embracing, assimilating, and metabolizing what has gotten triggered in them, however, the shaman is able to heal themselves and in so doing non-locally sends healing to the whole "community." In our current moment in time, as interdependent members of an ever-more interconnected global village, our "community" is the entire planet. The shaman is operating in the realm of the collective unconscious, a "no-place" where information travels in "no-time," faster than the speed of light. There is no part of the universe that is separate from the whole, which is to say that a change in any part of the universe is resonantly registered in no time whatsoever throughout the whole universe. Though the healing effects of the shaman's process manifests "over time," the shaman's self-healing, transcending the seeming limitations of space and time, instantaneously insinuates its in-form-ation and informing influence faster than the twinkling of an eye throughout the entire universe in ways that can only be imagined.


OUR MENTAL HEALTH SYSTEM IS CRAZY-MAKING

I tried telling the doctors that I wasn't manic-depressive, but rather was having a shamanic initiation and spiritual awakening (as this couldn't have been more obvious to me); but this only confirmed their diagnosis in a diabolically self-perpetuating feedback loop. In essence, the more I authentically expressed my experience, the more I was convincing the doctors that I was crazy. It was like I had stepped through the looking glass and found myself in a dimension of existence that was truly bewitched, as if I had entered a domain which felt, qualitatively speaking, under a curse of black magicians. It felt like I had shamanically journeyed into the underworld and wound up in some sort of weird, perverse hell realm where reality was inverted in a way which was get-me-out-of-here crazy. Little did I realize at the time, however, that this was all part of the deeper awakening process through which I was going.

What the psychiatrists were doing was truly maddening. By myopically seeing people's behavior as being pathological, the psychiatrists literally drew out the pathology in the person, which only further confirmed to them the correctness of their diagnosis in a self-fulfilling prophecy, as if they were both under a spell and casting one at the same time. To again quote Laing, "Anyone in this transitional state is likely to be confused. To indicate that this confusion is a sign of illness, is a quick way to create psychosis. ..A psychiatrist who professes to be a healer of souls, but who keeps people asleep, treats them for waking up and drugs them asleep again...helps to drive them crazy." To the extent they are projecting their own madness outside of themselves, the psychiatrists are unknowingly complicit in evoking the very madness they are hoping to cure, which is nothing other than an expression of the psychiatrists' madness. Representative authorities of "the academy," the doctors' madness was a reflection of the madness which has become normalized, institutionalized, imprinted, and incorporated throughout our modern world. The doctor's madness was the personalized signature of our collective madness.


TRAUMA AS A PATH TO AWAKENING

I tried to explain to the psychiatrists that I WAS sick, however, but just not in the way they were imagining. I had a creative, psychological illness, which is to say that my seeming madness was an expression of my creative self, alchemically transforming an underlying perturbance in the field of consciousness so as to heal itself. I wasn't manic-depressive; rather, I was "perturbed," in that my "emotions" were "disturbed" due to being the recipient of over-the-top abuse at the hands of a desperately sick, sociopathic father. I was suffering from a shamanic illness, as I was in trauma from the malevolent, mind-numbing abuse to which he had introduced me. My shock was due to the transmission I had received from my father, who by unwittingly and compulsively acting out his unresolved abuse, connected me as a link in a chain to an unbroken lineage of violence and abuse extending far back in time and throughout space. Like countless other recipients of abuse, I had been directly introduced to the dark side.

Shattered by the experience, it was like I had become broken. Dropping down into the darkness of the unconscious underworld, a part of me had died. Imprinted by the trauma, I would never be the same, as from that moment on the trauma had altered and reconfigured both my psyche and my destiny, simultaneously severing and initiating a connection to a deeper part of myself.

Trauma is a normal, healthy response to an insane and intolerable situation. If we put too much pressure on a bone and the bone breaks, the bone is not pathological. Paradoxically, trauma is a form of madness which is an expression of sanity. "Shock" is our healthy response to experiencing an event that is awe-full. The shamanic archetype becomes catalyzed in us by a severe emotional and spiritual crisis, oftentimes organically growing out of unresolved abuse issues from childhood - this was certainly true for me.

There is an intimate correlation between being traumatized, abused, and wounded, and having a shamanic initiation/spiritual awakening. Trauma is an experience that is overwhelming to the ego, in that it can't be assimilated by the ego in the typical way. The trauma initiates and catalyzes the deeper process of the archetype of the shaman to begin to form-ulate and crystallize itself in the unconscious of the future shaman. This precipitates a deeper part of the psyche to become mobilized, as the shaman journeys deep inside themselves, flying on the wings of their creative imagination to address and become acquainted with what has gotten activated within them.

The shaman's descent into the darkness can be agonizing, a veritable crucifixion. Part of the (arche)typical shamanic experience is to become dis-membered, which is a cooking and smelting of psychic contents that have become rigidified, ossified, and have outlived their usefulness. To quote Jung, "The shaman's experience of sickness, torture, death and regeneration implies, at a higher level, the idea of being made whole through sacrifice, of being changed by transubstantiation and exalted to the pneumatic man - in a word, apotheosis (elevated from an ordinary person to a "God")." The goal of the shaman's death and dismemberment experience is to "re-member" themselves, which like true soul retrieval, brings all of their dissociated parts back together into a more integrated synthesis.


TRAUMA ON STEROIDS

An accomplished shaman, which I certainly am not, allows themselves to be "dreamed up" by whatever the situation in the field requires so as to help the field to get back into balance and harmonize. An accomplished shaman has developed a "container," both within themselves and in the seemingly outer world around them, in which to process what has become animated within them. I certainly hadn't developed this container when I was committed, as I was a novice, and quite young (in my mid-twenties). By being so out of control and over-the-top enthusiastic ("en theos" means to be filled with spirit) about what was being revealed to me, I had let go of control and was unwittingly expressing and giving shape to the spirit of madness which was non-locally enfolded throughout the greater field of consciousness, which is to say inside of all of us. I had a ways to go, however, to learn how to integrate, contain and more skillfully and artfully express what I was realizing so as to not freak people out so much.

Because they allow themselves to be dreamed up by the field, an accomplished shaman can embody and incarnate in crystallized form the unconscious madness in the field so that it becomes clarified and brought into consciousness. A shaman can reflect back the madness to the madness itself by taking over the madness and allowing themselves to creatively express it such that it is revealed in a new light. From the point of view of the collective madness in the field, when the would-be shaman acts out the madness that is in the field, the would-be shaman themselves are seen by the collective as being the ones who are mad. This is a potentially dangerous situation when the collective madness controls the levers of power, whether the psychiatric system or our current administration (please see the first chapter in my book, "The Madness of George W. Bush: A Reflection of our Collective Psychosis" awakeninthedream.com/artis/georgew.html ).

Being "institutionalized," I had fallen into a situation where the psychiatric community had power over me. They were in a position to unconsciously enact the "will to power" of the archetypal shadow through their own unconscious, unresolved power issues, with me as one of their guinea pigs. Being unaccomplished in shamanism and very vulnerable, I was eaten alive by the darker forces that I had unwittingly evoked in the psychiatric community. For example, once my lucidity was violently shut down, I began feeling depressed, which was a "normal" thing to feel under such horrible circumstances. My feeling depressed inspired the psychiatrists, however, to solidify their diagnosis of me as manic-depressive, and they then prescribed an anti-depressant to "help" my depression, adding to the anti-psychotic and lithium they already had me on. It was like I had re-created my family-of-origin trauma, only this time on steroids. Enacting a timeless, mythical process, I had gotten swallowed up by the darkness, and my task was to transform the darkness from within the darkness itself.

The experience was so traumatic that after my last hospitalization, in 1982, I couldn't work for a year and had to go on disability and live with my parents, the original agents of my traumatization. I was living a nightmare. After the "care" of the mental health system, I had become truly "sick." My illness was like a particularized, acute "break-out" of an underlying, more fundamental systemic illness, which pervaded both my family system as well as the field of consciousness itself. I had become the "identified patient," the scapegoat who was carrying the family's, and now the mental health community's projected, unconscious shadow and madness.

My saving grace was never falling into and "buying" the viewpoint of the doctors that was literally being "sold" to me as it was forced down my throat. It couldn't have been more obvious from my vantage point inside myself that I was having a spiritual awakening/shamanic initiation; fortunately I never lost sight of this, even during the darkest of times, which allowed me to trust the process through which I was going.

I was one of the lucky ones, however, as I was able to extricate myself from the stone-age horrors of the mental health (sic) community as soon as I was able. Tragically, many others are not as fortunate, and their potential spiritual awakening/shamanic initiation process becomes aborted as they become bound and captive to the psychiatric establishment. The psychiatric system and the pharmaceutical companies (Big Pharma) are co-dependently intertwined with each other in a genuinely pathological, mutually profitable, and crazy-making relationship. This is not to say that there aren't many good, well-meaning people who work in the psychiatric system, only to point out that the underlying system has become corrupted. In essence, the sick part of the psychiatric system/Big Pharma is in the business of "making crazies" so as to support its pathology, which is to be guilty of genuine "mal-practice." To people who have fallen into the black hole and become caught in the double-bind of the psychiatric/Big Pharma "field-of-force," it is a very dangerous situation, as if an insect had gotten too entangled in a spider's web to extricate itself. I was lucky to escape with my sanity intact.

Fortunately, soon after getting out of the last hospital I began meeting my spiritual teachers, some of the greatest living Buddhist masters from Tibet and Burma, who, unlike the psychiatrists, helped to evoke the healthy part of me. When I described to them what I was subjectively experiencing, instead of being pathologized, they reflected back to me that I was beginning to remember what in Buddhism is called our "true nature." In finding my teachers, I had dreamed up the part of me that was seeing and relating to the part of me that WAS awakening. Having someone else bear witness and reflect back the healthy part of me created a bridge that helped me to see it, too. It was as if my teachers became engaged with me in an intimate relationship which helped me to not get stuck in the trauma of it all, to not get caught in being "sick." By simply relating to the healthy part of me, which was an expression of their own level of health and wholeness, they helped me to step into and incarnate the part of me that was well. My teachers and I had instinctively created a supportive, nourishing container between us which cultivated healing. As if figures in a fairy tale, they had gotten dreamed up to help me learn how to "dis-spell" and transmute the darker forces with which I had been wrestling.


THE PSYCHIATRISTS ARE THE CRAZY PART OF MYSELF

The would-be shaman has to pass through the experience of madness without getting stuck in it. In the experience of madness the shaman descends into the underworld of the unconscious, where they have to come to terms with the darker parts of their being. My confrontation with the psychiatric community was a projection into real time and space of a darker part of me that "pathologizes" myself, as if my inner process was playing itself out in the seemingly outer world. Like "dream characters," the "pathologizing psychiatrists" were the part of me that I had dreamed up into materialization who judged me and saw me as "sick," who thought there's something wrong with me that needed to be fixed.

Seeing the psychiatrists as characters in my dream, which is to say embodied reflections of aspects of myself, is to recognize these animated, living figures existing within myself as aspects of my mind. Recognizing that the psychiatrists were symbolically re-presenting, in full-bodied form the part of me that both pathologizes and is pathological helps me to see my own complicity in my experience with them, and to step out of feeling victimized by the psychiatrists and blaming them. Recognizing the psychiatrists as a part of myself enables me to forgive them, as well as myself.

Not only was the boundary dissolving between inner and outer, and between dreaming and waking, but the boundary was dissolving between self and other. I became aware that in the most deeply fundamental way I did not exist separately, in isolation from the psychiatrists, but rather in co-relation with them. Being each other's dream characters, we were both reciprocally "dreaming each other up" to pick up and play out roles in each other's unconscious process. We were interconnected parts of one another, intimately bound together in destiny. We did not exist "apart" from each other, but were "a part" of a greater, unified and unifying being that was becoming revealed through our interplay.

With the psychiatrists, I had synchronistically dreamed up a novel form of the very essence of the abuse which precipitated my awakening in the first place. Something was being revealed to me, however, through the analogous reiteration of my inner process fractally explicating itself in multiple arenas of my life, be it with my family or the psychiatric community. What was this recurring pattern, like a recurring dream, an expression of inside of me?

The psychiatrists were acting out an unconscious shadow aspect of the human psyche that projects itself outside of itself to avoid relationship with itself. Projecting the shadow is a universal, archetypal dynamic that exists deep within the collective unconscious of humanity. This unconscious shadow dynamic of projecting the shadow is a pattern which is playing out in all of our lives, both inwardly and outwardly in relationship with others, in a multiplicity of guises. To the extent the doctors reflex-ively and non-negotiably refused to self-reflect and insisted on projecting out their shadow was the degree to which they were abusing their position of power and rank simply because they could, which is a morally indefensible act. By projecting the shadow outside of themselves and then being in denial about doing this, the psychiatrists became possessed by the very shadow they were projecting. They then unconsciously and destructively acted out the shadow in a self-reinforcing, crazy-making ritual - a genuine abuse drama - which created "dis-ease" for everyone concerned.

To the extent that the psychiatrists were not in conscious relationship with their own madness, it was as though they had entranced themselves into thinking that the madness they were projecting outside of themselves was "objectively" true, located in their patients, since in their patients' illnesses they had all the evidence they needed to prove the correctness of their diagnosis. By projecting the shadow, the psychiatrists were unwittingly creating a self-fulfilling prophecy which perfectly served to hide from them their role in helping to create the very situation they imagined was outside of themselves. The insanity of what the psychiatric system was unconsciously playing out was itself a crystallization of the more fundamental pathology that pervades the underlying field of human consciousness. Through my interaction with the mental health community, the mental health, or lack thereof, of our human community was revealing itself for all who have eyes to see.

In seeing the deeper, unconscious shadow that was animating the psychiatrist's behavior, I recognized it as a process I know all too well. Seeing it out there as embodied by the psychiatrists helped me to see by reflection this same abusive behavior of projecting my own shadow outside of myself in myself. If this is a dream, I was dreaming up the psychiatrists to play out this unconscious part of me so that I could see and potentially integrate this asleep, crazy-making, abusive, and mad part of myself.


WE ARE NATURAL BORN SHAMANS

The shamanic archetype is one of the major processes that is becoming animated in the collective psyche of our species. We'd have to be truly "disturbed" if our emotions aren't disturbed by what is playing out currently in our world. And yet, the darkness is a "disturber of the peace" in order to (potentially) create a higher-order integration of the psyche and its contents. Just as dreams are the unconscious' way of balancing a one-sidedness in an individual's psyche, the shamanic archetype is the dynamically evolving pattern of healing that is being constellated in the collective unconscious as a compensatory response to the trauma that is playing itself out on the world stage.

We are truly a species in trauma. Traumatized, we traumatize each other as we re-traumatize ourselves, collaboratively re-enacting the repetition compulsion of the traumatized soul on the world stage. Seized by something greater than ourselves, we are possessed by our compulsion to re-create our trauma, as we perform a holy liturgy en masse, structuring and ritualizing our experience as a way of potentially transforming it. And just like trauma, where the re-solution is hidden in encoded form in the very pathology, we are collectively re-creating our trauma in the world theater as if we are participating in a sacred mass in the holiest of temples, so as to potentially awaken ourselves. The madness of trauma is its own revelation, and how it manifests depends upon whether or not we recognize what is being revealed to us through what we are compulsively and unconsciously acting out as history.

Having the shamanic archetype activated in the collective unconscious means that we can re-contextualize our problems, our trauma, and our own madness. It's been very helpful for me as I continually deepen my own healing to remember that my experience of trauma in myself is simultaneously a microcosmic, personalized fractal reflecting the greater trauma resonating throughout the collective field. This realization allows me to not personalize the moment of feeling the trauma, or concretize myself as being traumatized, but allows me to give myself over to and embrace my experience.

We all have a part of us that is mad to the extent that we are not fully, totally awake, and who among us can truly claim this degree of enlightenment? Thinking that we are not mad is an expression of our madness. How can we not have a mad part of us, as we are not separate from the world, which has clearly gone mad? (see my article "Diagnosis: Psychic Epidemic" awakeninthedream.com/artis/d...mic.html ). The world's madness is a reflection of our own; we have all collaboratively dreamed up the world's madness. Instead of pathologizing ourselves because of our madness, which is a mad thing to do, we can embrace and own it but not identify with it nor judge it. In a truly radical act, we can interpret our madness in a way that is sane.

Recognizing that we are picking up the madness that is in the field which resonates with, is an expression of, and constellates the madness within ourselves, is to step out of personalizing our experience, and step into the point of view of identifying ourselves as would-be shamans. We then can envision ourselves from this more expansive point of view to have, like a shaman, the intention to take into ourselves the madness in the field, which ultimately is our own madness, so as to creatively assimilate it into our wholeness in our own unique manner as a way to help serve the field. Recognizing the part of us that is a natural-born shaman is the very act that calls forth and manifests, as if by magic, the part of us that truly IS a shaman.

Recognizing that the madness within us is both ours while simultaneously being an expression of the field is to snap out of our self-limiting and self-alienating identity of being separate from the universe. Instead, we can recognize our deep intimacy with the universe, which is to say ourselves. This very recognition allows us to embrace our mad part as an aspect of our vast wholeness, our monstrous totality, thereby snapping us out of the infinite regression and self-generating feedback loop of acting out our madness as an unconscious reaction against looking at our madness. Crazy as it seems, embracing our madness is the very act which helps to actualize and make real our basic sanity. Compassion spontaneously arises as both a cause and effect of this realization.

We are being invited by the universe to step into our shamanic "garments" and consciously participate in our own evolution. Instead of our ritual implements being drums and rattles, however, as "modern-day shamans" our accessories might be something like the keyboard of a computer or the tools of multi-media, as we work to inspire change in the underlying consciousness of the field by a simple keystroke or the creative use of a video camera or website.

The formless bodhisattvic archetype of shaman/healer is thirsting for instruments to express and actualize itself in embodied form. Recognizing, and assenting, saying "Yes," to the deeper shamanic calling that is pulsating through our veins inspires us to breathe life into and incarnate the living figure of the shaman within us. Following our calling with religious devotion, we sacrifice ourselves as we offer ourselves in service to a power greater than ourselves. Co-operating with our deeper shamanic calling constellates the universe to support us in our endeavor, as the universe itself is the sponsor of our calling. Like shamans in training, we are each being called to connect with the spirit which animates our being, a process that can only take place within the psyche, mediated by the human heart and fueled by the power of love.


Paul Levy is an artist and a spiritually-informed political activist. A pioneer in the field of spiritual emergence, he is a healer in private practice, assisting others who are also awakening to the dream-like nature of reality. He is the author of "The Madness of George Bush: A Reflection of Our Collective Psychosis," which is available on his website www.awakeninthedream.com awakeninthedream.com/ . Please feel free to pass this article along to a friend if you feel so inspired. You can contact Paul at paul@awakeninthedream.com ; he looks forward to your reflections. © Copyright 2008


(In accordance with the "Please feel free to pass this article along to a friend if you feel so inspired" section above, the above article is with this permission posted to my friends here.)

Real Power

Any real power resides in real people. No institution can remain long unless perceived as legitimate -- as beneficial to real people. What I want to do is help bring some sanity to our current backwards world. Truth. As in the opposite of what goes for truth. Survival, spiritual and physical of humanity and all creation. The issues I want to help solve: Energy Crisis, Health, Black called White, Ego rules. Some ideas on how: Empower people to rely on their own power rather than relying on authority. One part of this is showing that authority does not have their best interests at heart. Another is showing how to take power over one's own situation. Like the Gaza people did, when they quit relying on our 'western' governments, and just tore down the wall towards Egypt to end the Israeli siege, in order to bring in survival necessities.

Like the Palestinians quit relying on our governments, so do we need to come to the same realization: Our governments and institutions unfortunately to a large degree do not have our best interests at heart either. And we need to start organizing ourselves for survival. Creating the education and tools and support needed. Creating virtual villages and a new society within the dying one.

Creation: The Physical Truth

'Creation: The Physical Truth', by Dr. Harold Aspden. From one of his websites: "The book describes the quantum underworld of space, a source of energy that we should be able to harness. It is important because it discloses how matter in the form of protons, the nuclei of hydrogen atoms, are created by the ongoing activity of that source of energy. The other purpose is to outline a possible technological method of exploiting that energy resource.

The time has come when our scientific community needs to face up to reality by treading a path that avoids reliance on Einstein's doctrine. Those in government concerned with funding energy research based on the belief that our Sun is powered by nuclear fusion need to ask a question. Why, given that the Sun comprises hydrogen atoms that radiate energy because they are ionized, it is that the mutual gravitational attraction of freed protons, the hydrogen nuclei, does not make the Sun's interior sufficiently positively charged so as to resist the compaction pressure being any greater than applies in its radiating surface regions where the temperature is only 6,000 K? Vast sums of money are being spent to build reactors that aim at producing temperatures of 100,000,000 K to trigger a fusion reaction, all based on a false notion about the Sun's energy source. There is surely risk in replicating conditions that relate more to hydrogen bomb technology than the power source that keeps our Earth warm."

I got this phone number to order through, 0044 2392200080. I just the other day -- 2008-02-05 -- got 4 copies from them, that I am starting to read myself plus distribute to awake people.

Here is the 'Free Energy' patent by the same man: life.lege.net/doc/Harold_...2390941A.pdf

And here is some related discussions and links, see this large image file: life.lege.net/doc/ZeroPoi...e_Charge.png (You need to 'pan around' in it, most webbrowsers scale down so you can't read the text in it until you show it in 100%. E.g. by clicking the lower right corner of the image in some browsers.)

-- Leif Erlingsson, freethinker

Energy From The Vacuum

Some theory...

''In April 1919 Kaluza noticed that when he solved Albert Einstein's equations for general relativity using five dimensions, James Clark Maxwell's equations for electromagnetism emerged spontaneously. Kaluza wrote to Einstein who encouraged him to publish. His theory was published in 1921 in a paper, "Zum Unitätsproblem der Physik" with Einstein's support in Sitzungsberichte Preussische Akademie der Wissenschaften 96, 69. (1921)'' en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Theodor_Kaluza

In Kaluza's five-dimensional geometry, the familiar four room-time dimensions are combined with a fifth room-dimension.

Lt. Col Thomas E. Bearden mentions in his "Fer-de-Lance", that I am presently reading, and probably also in his "Energy from the Vacuum: Concepts, Principles", that I have not yet started to read, that what we call matter is an oscillation in the room-time, from room-time/time-room/room-time/time-room...

I.e. not matter traveling through time, but matter/time becomes time/matter becomes again matter/time, now at a new time. Etc. As he writes (p 231, "Fer-de-Lance"), the mass of a particle is just a property of a captured scalar resonance. Usually captured through the 'spin' of the particle. (Isn't 'spin' also what the media is using to capture us in the illusion? :))

Also see my blog.lege.net/content/cri...ination.html

Crisis of Imagination
by Leif Erlingsson
2007-12-05
Available also as voicefile: blog.lege.net/content/cri...gination.mp3

Also, study the image to the bottom of this larger graphic page: life.lege.net/doc/ZeroPoi...e_Charge.png (Most browsers shrink this page, so you cannot see properly. So you need to make the browser show it in 100%, e.g. by clicking in the lower right corner of the page on that last link, and then scroll around in the page.)