loveairiam

Heaven Revelation

Holi — Sat, 08 Mar 2008 20:28:09 GMT

As I hung out of the bathroom window, deeply involved in capturing heaven as she pierced her mighty rays through gruff and grumpy sky sections, a few thoughts blew amongst the leaves... We always emerge from the misty fluxation with a squeegeed tru vision, do we not? Feeling like 'this is it' 'The Revelation' Well this IS it. Is it not? This very moment in space is alive and screaming with vibrancy. And everyONE can stroke it. I may be in isolation, but the feeling is connected. Penetrative. What creates these blissful hights of ecstasy with a scoop of abundance. It is rememberence that plugs us back in to the flow. Placed back on a rhythm even more evolved than the last. And it tastes simply delicious.

Journey of a mind

Holi — Fri, 17 Aug 2007 13:49:45 GMT

Allowing the elemental intensity of something and nothing to envelope an entire human shell. Wrapped up in a bag to sell. Interior system like a concertina....broken down breath. Creaking earthly grounds overcoat. Get underneath and close the door to reality, and you'll be safe from your own self-distruction. For in these depths, exists immortality and neutral balance of nothingness.

to peoples in or around or connected to...LoNdOn

Holi — Wed, 22 Nov 2006 21:43:13 GMT

peoples of this world, im seeking those of you in london town......im venturing back to england and have three days (two nights) to wander the streets of london. though this excites me beyond all things, i am struggling to find a place to lay my head and i know those streets at night are not such a delightful place to be. so if any of you may know of a place, or possess a place of your own where i may be able to rest upon the nights of the 27th and 28th november (monday and tuesday), i would appreciate this greater than greatness! thank you, holi

mind acceptance

Holi — Sat, 12 Aug 2006 23:03:58 GMT

still be thy mind. presence be with one forever. allowing indecision to drip away, melting with the heat of passion. invigerating universal soul bound by the blinding light. torn dreams mend without thought. without determination. without desire. with only BEing. allowing being.

my feet leak with love

Holi — Tue, 01 Aug 2006 15:58:02 GMT

my feet leak with love as i walk onwards on this journey. leaving behind stains of joy, highlighting my past steps. if you look into them, you see the future. sometimes i fear i have run out of this love that fuels me physically and mentally, my minds contents attempts to poke and ridicule my soul, yet always fails. for he does not know that her mighty goddess soul does not expose herself to such tender layers of skin.

painted life creation

Holi — Thu, 27 Jul 2006 22:43:51 GMT

poised beautifully. at one with the existance of the universe. no thoughts. no questions. no answers. no anything. no nothing. just BEing. allowing freedom of all senses. flowing like a silk stream. caressing lightly the smooth rocks benieth. freedom of the minds insistant tone. loosening the conversation to a still. inhaling deeply, relaxing even the foreheads crumpled stance. exhaling. giving back to the earth. every last speckle of breath, enriched with vibrant life essence. the earth recieves with open arms. ready to be drenched in your breath. dripping with bliss. air flows through your body. through every object. every solid becomes liquid. becomes air. thoughts and emotions dissolve. hopes, desires, needs crumble. from within, to without, eternal love penetrates. swirling and playing together as one. we are one. this world is one eternal everlasting hug we create. as one. loveairiam.

silence the thought

Holi — Sat, 08 Jul 2006 22:53:23 GMT

and what is it that creates these thoughts. these thoughts of sadness, happiness, loss of time, loss of creation, loss of control. are we not the creator? do we not choose? i may think it so, for i choose to. my mind fights with my soul and still i know the truth. this screen of illusion before my eyes can be broken by a single release. a single release of thought. thought which creates time and worry and angst and allllll. once thought is gone, the mind is free. and love fills the illusive blank of this ever present moment upon the plane of space.

In All NewNesS...

Holi — Wed, 28 Jun 2006 18:13:57 GMT

my head is exploding with newness. something large swept over me, and i realised this greatness. this freedom i was stopping myself from experiencing by summoning myself to the past. the past that does certainly not exist on any plane. for this, i remind myself anything is capable.....capable? .....or possible.....? AnYtHiNg...and i cut the strings that were bound to my wrists and set myself free. my radical thoughts are no longer radical. in this moment all is normal. letting go of all attachment will come to me in one more even bigger surge as i let go of this huge chunk of what i thought existed. what i thought i had to do. how i thought my life was. what i thought i knew. all my thoughts are creating and coungering, and now, a change. infinate expansion.

The Stone and I

Holi — Mon, 12 Jun 2006 23:54:03 GMT

touching, feeling every stone as i walk the inner circle. slowly and mindfully, listening silently to the whispering oneness surrounding me. holding me assuringly in mothers arms. smell so familiair. lycan. moss. grass. stone. the smell of nature. of beauty. of superbness of the highest. everything around me is alive. moving with me, feeling what i feel. this is more natural than anything. this is alive. this is one. the stone and i, we are one. loveairiam.

short lived life

Holi — Fri, 09 Jun 2006 19:58:59 GMT

the shell of a left behind body....soul dacing into the next experience. the may fly. though it is june, the may flies are all around, fluttering, mating, playing in the sunshine. living their short lived lives to the fullest. experiencing the beauty of this physical world, embodied for this moment now. as a whole life time passes in a mere day. with beautiful crystal wings it is living a dream, soaring the skies. colourful explosions surrounding constantly. previously having lived as an egg and larva, percieving the world in all different states.. and then death. moving onwards to a new experience. a new explosion of oneness. reborn. and i wonder. i wonder about all these lives being lived. and all these onward travels after disembodiment. i wonder and i am excited. imagination can lead us any where we wish to go. all is our creation. and it certainly is inspiring. flowing through the finger tips to the toes of all these wondering souls. how beautiful this life eye have been given is. and how beautiful the may fly is in june. loveairiam.

i am

Holi — Mon, 22 May 2006 04:21:26 GMT

i sit. darkness surrounding in this land that sleeps and lives six hours ahead of what became normal to me. rain patters upon the framed glass above my head and the dark oulined trees push and shove eachother vilontly. i hear birds singing and playing. but within this big old familliar house, all is silent. i am home. i always was home. but now i am in a place i remember. this space in which i was born into this physical body. in what is now the doorway to my bedroom, i became a human. for now, it is time to experience. explore. expand into anything and everything. create limitless light to be seen by all. for all. i am back in this place of familiarity, going over all the things i remember, but non of it is actually there. it has changed...it never was. never existed. it was a dream. i have created that memory in this moment. that is what i choose this moment to be. i have remembered this since leaving. i have since awoken to REALity. miniscule cells in the cool air explode one by one into light, creating a new beginning. my vision caresses all the dancing colours emerging through a tiny window in the thick stone walls. the sky has ceased leaking. but the window still remains blurry as the smudged water droplets sit upon the landscape surface. all this seeing. all this thinking. all this doing. all i see is here. now. all i think is that. i am. loveairiam.

creating new surroundings

Holi — Wed, 05 Apr 2006 19:53:17 GMT

so i have moved onwards from my tropical adventures of the mind. i arrived in LA last night, already having experienced much american craziness, im taking a deep breath before diving into the mass of people ... now im on the search for creative circus performance acrobatical dance fun whilst skipping through LA with bells on my fingers and toes.... love you all!