I didnt know I could just click on this and get here and here. I think I am suppose to shit the critics up or something

I just say nothing at all because I am intuned to the balance of everything.

There is supposedly a Burning Man party tonight, I dont know where, steph and patric mentioned it. I will need to go to bed soon. Its way to freaking cold up here. I need some long johns or something, I am just eating some crackers with cheese and salame. I have been neglecting my polish sausage origins, I must eat better for a while to get back to the equalibrium In my opinion. But burnt toast and the old cheese isnt too shabby.

So these burners think I should put technu on the posion oak. I just keep on rubbin it into my skin somehow. It feels like some dried liquidy blisters. I am suppose to not pop them, I will try not to. Man its some bullshit, gives you like a rash and shit, I must focus. I think I let it be for a few days, I washed it in a hot shower yesterday and it seems to be going away, but it looks like its spreading. I need like a pancho or something to wear, this is getting ridiculous in so many hilarious ways. I mean Gods justs laughs at me, he is like muwahahahaha, look at you, you think you can do it without saying the magic words!

But I Know! Its cool because its just posion oak, I must get immunity from everything through another week of pain. Like a best of thing. A symbol of the old life and the new one.

so here i am sitting in this dark barn, typing away to you. I couldn't bear it anymore, they hide the phones so well, like light sabers or something. Everything I see is a reflection of what I seek. Its gravy, I managed to find a way to get a message out to you. I had a most productive day today, I got to play with fires all afternoon, it was quite the experiance. Id go into the forest, these bolders had slid down to where this was at, huge ones, and its like thats what the land is, these big rocks. I think glaciers might of let them there or something, who knows. I am clearing a pathway downward, so I will work my way to the top of this hill, where I'll build a temple on supports. It must be done! Well In the forest, I just would go out and find fallen trees and branches, washed downt he hillside, and would probally cut them with an ax tomorrow. I am quiet the wood gatherer i must admit, I just am proficenet at the tast at hand most of the time. I like the jumping down stuff to get wood, its fun sometimes, roll out of it, drag it back up , then break em down to managable sizes. Its kinda fun, doing whatever I can to do the extra. So it was raining later on, and my firepit survived it! It was cool. Still going right now.

Anyways, in the firepit outdoors, I just kept on adding more and more logs to it to create a steady coal bed, then I'd add all sorts of wood throughout the night to keep it blisting hot. I write this to you, smoking a joint, I am trying to get tired but I always have a surplus of energy. I generally will try to read a book for a few hours and then strech out and stuff like that. I thought the fire smoke would be good for the posion oak stuffs, being one with nature and trying to fucksus on the down low, I wonder about so many things, its always good to comtumeplate certain moral justifications, Only the righteous know whats up. Maybe I am just bad with words or something< everysingle overlaying plot within plots catergorize my days. But I didn't learn to walk on water in one sitting. I just need my ears massaged or something.THey are all chapped from this junk I put on it, all over my face, its like a anti-pimple defense mechanisim, posion oak is, its like MUwahahahahahahaha, I am going to force you to coat your skin in some sort of clear mask.
Well what did I do today anyways, hmmmm. Well I had to do some technical work with a file manager, organizing some vendor lists, then I made a sandwich. Then I realized that I must be up at 7 AN! Oh noo!!!!

I am trying, I dont think it rhymes.

What are you working on at the moment? Did you ever find a gig?

I might figure out how to turn get a biomass, I'll ask these burners later on in the day if they know anyone who could help teach you so you could teach another. Ok, so I need to smoke a clove, before I go in, its on the to do list.