Needy Girl
[Calypso]
When shall I be free?
My Bio
You must be a lotus~
Never will I seek or receive private, individual salvation; never will I enter into final peace alone; but forever, and everywhere will I live and strive for the redemption of every creature throughout the world.
My Blog
somehow i ended up in a room full of people, where one of my old boyfriends, ~ he was a seriously wounded shamanic ketamine-addict who was convinced he was Shiva, would call me Kali and Parvati interchangeably, and swore he could see the molecules that made up my body ~ wearing a black leather jacket, was set to rampage with a gun. he was prepared to kill everybody, and i'm convinced he would have shot me had i not feigned death. it seemed there was another guy who i had feelings for trying t...
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Mon, November 2, 2009 - 4:28 AM
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i was just researching the relationship between the kundalini spirit and the serpent in the Garden of Eden when i had a flashback:
Fri, October 16, 2009 - 10:05 PM
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late one night, early last year, in a home for wayward girls, i lay entranced on my single bed; i was on a beach in a violent storm. from the dark waves a monstrous serpent rose and reached above me. it came over me, and there it stayed. as a storm broke, i awoke and rushed downstairs to tell the good women what i'd seen in my half-sleep; i told them i had see... read more 
last night i dreamed i was by the sea with lots of people. i forget who they were and how it started, but i was the first to notice a red plane nose-diving toward the water further up the beach. by the time we arrived, others were dragging dead bodies from the water; i was told the passengers were all the people i went to primary school with. there were no survivors, but still we agreed to pull them all out. i went in up to my waist to wait for one to surface, but was overcome by the idea of ...
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Wed, October 14, 2009 - 1:45 AM
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