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AIDS cure may have two main pathways

Asslut — Wed, 25 Jul 2012 16:56:39 GMT

Although negative myself many of my friends are positive. I hope that this article may be encouraging to anyone stuck with this affliction. AIDS cure may have two main pathways by Kerry Sheridan AAP July 25, 2012 6:41AM Clipped from The Daily Telegraph, Sydney Australia INVESTIGATORS are looking into two main paths toward a cure for AIDS, based on the stunning stories of a small group of people around the world who have been able to overcome the disease. Despite progress in treating millions of people globally with antiretroviral drugs, experts say a cure is more crucial than ever because the rate of HIV infections is outpacing the world's ability to medicate people. "For every person who starts antiretroviral therapy, two new individuals are infected with HIV," Javier Martinez-Picado of the IrsiCaixa AIDS Research Institute in Spain told the International AIDS Conference in Washington on Tuesday. While a cure remains a distant prospect, he said scientists can now "envision a cure from two different perspectives," either by eradicating the virus from a person's body or coaxing the body to control the virus on its own. The most extraordinary case of an apparent cure has been seen in an American man in his 40s, Timothy Ray Brown, also known as the "Berlin patient," who was HIV-positive and developed leukemia. Brown needed a series of complex medical interventions, including total body irradiation and two bone marrow transplants that came from a compatible donor who had a mutation in the CCR5 gene which acts as a gateway for allowing HIV into the cells. People without CCR5 appear to be immune to HIV because, in the absence of that doorway, HIV cannot penetrate the cells. "Five years after the transplant the patient remains off antiretroviral therapy with no viral rebound," said Martinez-Picado. "This might be the first ever documented patient apparently cured of an HIV infection." However, while the case has provided scientists with ample pathways for research on future gene therapies, the process that appears to have cured Brown carries a high risk of death and toxicity. "Unfortunately this type of intervention is so complex and risky it would not be applicable on a large scale," he said. Brown is scheduled to address the media in Washington later Tuesday, in a bid to boost research toward a cure as the US capital hosts the world's largest scientific meeting on HIV/AIDS. Another group of intense interest is known as the "controllers," or people whose bodies appear to be able to stave off HIV infection. One type, known as the "elite controllers," test positive for HIV but do not appear to have the virus in the blood, even without treatment. Researchers estimate there may be a few hundred of these people in the world. Another type is the post-treatment controllers, or people who started therapy early and are able to stop it without seeing the virus rebound. Some five to 15 percent of HIV-infected people may fit this category. More details on a group of "controllers" in France known as the Visconti Cohort is expected to be released at the meeting this week, as international scientists share their latest data in the hunt for a cure. "We now actively talk of potential scientific solutions in a way perhaps we weren't some years ago," said Diane Havlir, AIDS 2012 US co-chair and professor of medicine at the University of California, San Francisco.

Love being Fucked

Asslut — Sat, 07 Jul 2012 23:59:50 GMT

Its fucking great to feel the head of a tops cock opening me up. First sensing the pressure building up at the mouth of my ass cunt as the man who going to fuck me begins to push the head of his throbbing cock into me. Then that incredible feeling that surges through me the instant his wonderful cock busts through and begins its journey deep inside of me. I feel full of his insanely beautiful meat as he starts to pound my tight hole. He pumps me and pumps me and pumps me and pumps me and keeps on pumping me long and hard. I am his bitch. I don't want him to ever stop fucking me and fuck me hard, fuck me til it hurts. I love his big hard cock in me so much. The smell of his sweat. The sounds he makes with every strong stroke of that amazing cock of his. Suddenly he nearly makes me black out sending me insane with pleasure as he reaches around and fondles my tits then squeezes my nipples so hard. Oh! it hurts so fucking good! Suddenly my beautiful big dicked fuck god and master is slamming it up me harder and faster. He is thrusting his hot throbbing meat so deep. This bitch didn't believe she could take it in so far. I push back to get more off him I want all of it up me. He knows my hunger and pulls me back even more. He makes sure that he has me so totally impaled on his loaded hot pulsating shaft and rides Satans whore like a demon. He goes wild thumping it in even harder. His body stiffens his balls are so full he starts to burst. On each stroke he shudders as he fires his huge load deep into his sluts well and truly fucked arse. As he cums he grabs my dick and jerks it with every shot of cum he fires. I lose any control I might have had as my body becomes tight and ridgid. It feels like an electrical current that flows from my nipples down to a point inside me just above and behind my cock and on to another under my balls. He jerks my cock harder as he feels my arse ring tightening around his own draining his balls off every last drop of precious seed . I now have a fat seven inches of hot throbbing cock cumming up my arse, a hand doing incredible things to my left tit and another jerking my own cock faster and faster rapidly bringing my balls to boiling. It was at this point that I exploded. For a moment it seemed as if I had left earth it felt like I would never stop cumming. It gushed out of me so many times. Even when there was nothing left to come out it kept firing anyway . We finally collapsed together and laid quietly, his cock still inside me, resting, recharging until we could fuck some more. One fuck like that is never enough.

Liber Domini Satanae (with commentary)

Asslut — Sun, 04 Mar 2012 00:52:04 GMT

The author of this, as well as the commentary, is unknown, it was sent me via a yahoo Satanic group I'm a member of. As a Satanist I found it of interest. Thus by way of this blog it is presented to other followers of the Dark Prince as well as any others who may have an interest. Liber Domini Satanae (with commentary) Author Unknown 1. My Power is above all power in the earth and beyond the stars, I am will itself, the mighty Lord Satan. Comment: Satan's power is, from our point of view as conscious beings on this planet, the greatest single meta-influence that we are aware of. Although we are unsure as to the full range and extent of this power, it certainly pertains specifically to our planet and the development of life and consciousness thereupon. He is will, force, drive, and evolution by means of conflict. 2. None may speak for me and all who claim to do so are frauds and liars. I alone speak for myself, to whom I will and at my own choosing. Those who claim to be my prophets are deceivers of many, for I have no prophets and no holy men follow me. Comment: Satan is a power beyond our reckoning; His motives are known only in a general way. No man or woman may interpret His inscrutable Will for anyone else other that him/herself, and of this latter, one should always proceed cautiously. 3. Those who claim to be my chosen vessels are nothing but foul wind, blowing this way and that, stirring up the loose earth beneath my majesty. Pay no heed to those who claim such authority on my behalf, they will merely lead you down the path of self-deceit. Comment: Satan has no human representative any more than does the force of gravity. Those who make claims about the Dark Lord in an authoritative way are best treated with extreme skepticism; most often they do nothing but stir up the loose earth of gullible individuals. 4. The path to my power must always be tread alone; no other can lead you to me. Comment: Unlike other paths which focus on conversions and herd mentalities, the path of Satan is for the individual alone. Embracing this path is a choice which must be made for personal reasons, never at the direction or discretion of others. 5. I have no creed or code of conduct; I have only will, pure and inviolate. Belief in dogmas is for those who prostrate themselves before their so-called gods, fashioned from their own minds or, better yet, bequeathed to them by false prophets and books filled with feces. Comment: There are no specific metaphysical or ethical beliefs required to follow Satan. It is one thing to have personal opinions on these matters, but quite another to claim some kind of authoritative sanction for them. What the followers of dogmatic religion choose to ignore is the fact that these dogmas are always the opinions of other men - whether based on a personal intuition or a so-called inspired book. In matters of faith, no man has authority over another - a Satanist must recognize this fact, or they will fare no better than the sheep of dogmatic religion. 6. I trample on these powerless and false gods. I laugh at their petty disputes over the unreal world inside the minds of their followers. I blaspheme against all their articles of faith, the toys of children and those who would inflate their own stature by claiming a mandate from heaven. Comment: Once freed from the grip of dogmatic faith in the opinions of others, the Satanist can stand back and see what a silly mess these religions are mired in. They all contradict one another. They all damn one another to eternal suffering. This stands in firm opposition to the freedom offered by Satan, and with this freedom comes understanding of just how pointless and childish such disputes really are. 7. God is dead because I killed him. I rent his spirit into billions of pieces and gave each man his own share. I curse all these gods with an unconquerable laughter; they are divided against themselves and so must fall. Comment: The individuality of consciousness has ensured the proliferation of a multitude of metaphysical opinions. There is no "one God" - there are as many versions as there are individuals. Each of these interpretations is somehow different than the others, and unity is impossible as long as individuality remains. When any opinion claims absolute truth for itself, it renders all other opinions false, and so the gods of dogmatic faith are truly divided against each other in a hopeless struggle. As long as there is such widespread disagreement concerning the divine, all claims of absolute truth and unity will continue to ring hollow. The Satanist is able to see this situation for what it really is, and to find humor in the meanderings of the sheep. 8. Let those who follow their gods be set upon each other with a mad frenzy; let them compete in sports of bloodshed and treachery. Watch them as they kill each other in the most ingenious of ways. Observe as those who would consign me to the fires of hell endure a hell fashioned by their own blood drenched hands. My laughter can be heard among their decaying corpses Comment: The belief in absolute truth and moral clarity has ensured the countless religious wars and persecutions of history. It is ironic that the religions which have the strongest belief in absoluteness and righteousness have been the worst perpetrators of these slaughters. Those who feel the strongest about hell and the "torment of sinners" are the most likely to create such a hell right here on earth. 9. Draw a circle upon the ground. Stand inside and mutter worthless words framed in dead languages. Make elaborate gestures and concentrate all your focus. Doing such things will summon only your own fantasies; I am not to be found here. Beware the vast powers of the mind; you are being deceived by your own imagination. Comment: Ceremonial Magick is a relic of the 19th century. Satan can no more be manipulated by these formulae than the sun can be made to stand still by the sounding of a trumpet. The results obtained through such rituals may be real enough, however they are merely a result of the focused will of the practitioner, not the binding of "demonic entities" in servitude. The mind has vast power, to deceive as well as create - the Satanist should be wary of falling into a pit of self-delusion created by his/her own mind. 10. I am pure fire. I consume all falsehood in my path and I know no fear. Comment: Satan's Power can be likened to fire which purifies the worthy and destroys the false and baseless. All absolutist metaphysical doctrines and false moral claims are fearlessly dispatched by the Power of the Dark Lord. 11. I am not to be sought in arcane rituals and the ceremonies of deluded charlatans. I am answerable to no commands or formulae, for I am Power itself. Comment: Every ritual or ceremony has in common that it was devised by the minds of men. It is foolishness to think that these mind-creations can in any way compel the Dark Lord to act according to any will other than His own. 12. Neither pray to me, for those who pray I hold in the highest contempt. Pray not, rather ACT and you will be rewarded. Comment: Prayers are for the sheep of dogmatic faith; Satan is not a metaphysical Santa Claus. Prayer is a denial of real causality and an excuse for inactivity and sheepishness. 13. My power can neither be contained nor compelled. I act as I will for my own purposes, and those who would seek to bind me in service I will surely destroy. I am your master, you are not mine. Comment: Satan is the Master and Lord of this earth - it is ridiculous to think that He can in any way be compelled to act, whether by ritual, prayer, or otherwise. Failure to understand the relative stature of humans and the Dark Lord can only lead to self-delusion. 14. Only those who truly know my essence will be rewarded with a share of my divine power. My gift is precious and will be given only to the worthy. Seek me earnestly, and I will be found. Seek after phantasms and you will be forever lost, a wanderer in the wastes of your own daydreams. Comment: Many lies and opinions have been spread about the true nature of the Prince of Darkness, these can only lead to confusion and ruin. One should always be cautious when listening to what others have to say about Satan - His path is for the individual, and any inspiration from the Master will be conveyed to the individual alone. No one can reveal Satan to you; He must be sought and found personally. 15. If anyone says he has found my essence, they surely lie. My gift inspires silence, not empty boasting. Comment: Those who make grandiose claims about the Dark Lord and their relationships with Him are almost certainly frauds. Those who seek to gain attention for themselves by puffing up their own stature are the least likely to be true possessors of esoteric wisdom, whereas those who genuinely walk the path of the Master are confident in their own existence and need no adulation heaped upon them by others. 16. I am the first being, before all others. Observe the proper respect. Comment: This statement refers to the preeminence of Satan within the existential order of this planet only. He is first as He is the driving force of evolution and life/consciousness development on earth. 17. If anyone says to you, "follow me," your answer should be a scornful laughter. Follow no man who seeks to be followed. They are weak beings who need others from whom to siphon energy. Let them enslave one another. Those who are of me are slaves to no one or nothing. Comment: Satan inspires independence - no true servant of the Dark Master will seek to follow another man. Those who desire others to follow them are psychologically immature, incapable of standing on their own without assistance from "yes-men". The follower of Satan can not help but laugh at these childish types. 18. No creed can bind them. No false hope can delude them. No blind allegiance can compel them. I offer freedom from these prisons fashioned by men. Comment: Faith, hope, and obedience are prisons fashioned to control the sheep who follow dogmatic religions - Satan gives freedom to those who reject these silly mind-creations by following His path. 19. Carry yourself with inner strength, not vanity. Vanity is ever the servant of the opinions of others. Care not what any man thinks of you; your strength is no illusion of the flesh. Comment: The true Satanist could care less what opinions others may have of him/her. Vanity gives power over one's actions to others who are often of little significance in one's life. On the other hand, the inner strength characteristic of the follower of Satan is empowering and liberating, allowing the individual to act according to will rather than the illusions of the flesh. 20. Lust after all things of the earth, each in its due course. All has been given so that you might rejoice in your freedom from all that binds the others, pay them no heed, they understand nothing. Comment: Those who see certain enjoyments as being "sinful" are truly deluded. The fruits of the earth are ours by right, there is no god who says "thou shalt not". Those who are bound up in this "sin-mentality" are neurotic slaves of the whims of others - the Satanist is free from these shackles. 21. Have no fear of eternal punishment, nor delusion of eternal bliss, both are lies fashioned to control those with no real power. Comment: Heaven and hell were created by men to control the actions of others by giving them either false hope or fear - emotions which have no power over the follower of Satan. 22. Enjoyment is to be had in the present, not the future. Never sacrifice what you really have for what can never be yours. Comment: There may be an afterlife, there may not. Whichever the case may be, one should never make any decisions in this life based on what is unknown. 23. Do not seek me for a guide, I guide no one. Guidance is for the weak and for children and neither of these belongs to me. I am power and knowledge, the great Flame of All. Comment: Those who desire to follow Satan must be able to stand on their own; the Master will not hold your hand. Those who need guidance are probably not suited for the path of the Dark Lord, who gives strength and knowledge, but not guidance. There is a difference between someone who understands the incompleteness of his/her knowledge and someone who feels this incompleteness requires another to lead him/her to fullness. 24. Those who claim I am flesh are truly mad. My essence is the very destruction of flesh; I am the Conqueror; I am the Flame. Comment: Some "Satanists" claim that the Master has a body - they are deluded. A body is a spatial-temporal limitation which is totally unbefitting the Dark Lord. These fools are far from a true understanding of the Master. 25. I was not born, and never was I created. I have no father, no mother, and no offspring; I am Purity. Comment: Those who claim the Master has a body are foolishly anthropomorphizing a being that transcends the limitations which we as humans are bound by. Satan is a being of purity, not born of a female and not siring any offspring. 26. Cursed be those who claim I was created by a god; I am the Essence. Comment: Those who seek to understand the God of this earth as a being created by an omnipotent "creator god" are doubly deluded. Firstly, their creator is nonexistent, and secondly, the Dark Lord operates in a metacausal way. The Lord Satan transcends our own limited understanding of the universe as a causal space-time nexus. 27. Cursed be those who claim they speak to me, for my Voice shatters reality itself. Comment: Anyone who claims to speak with the Master as humans speak to each other has a poor understanding of the true nature of the Dark Lord. If Satan has a voice, then He has a mouth. If He has a mouth, then He has a body. If He has a body, He is definitely NOT Satan. 28. Cursed be those who claim to speak for me, they will answer for their impudence by being believed by none but imbeciles. Comment: Those who claim an "infernal mandate" are deluded charlatans, only the weak will believe them. 29. Cursed be those who deny my reality, they are forever lost among ideas and opinions. Comment: Many do not admit the reality of Satan for various reasons. Any who ignore His presence are missing an important piece of the picture. 30. Cursed be those who claim power over me, I am Power itself. Comment: How can Power itself be compelled through sound or script? Magicians and "exorcists" alike are fooling themselves. 31. Cursed be those who live in fear of me, they are slaves to their own minds - a pitiful reward. Comment: Many sheepish followers of the dogmatic faiths live their lives in constant trepidation regarding the Dark Master - they have fashioned a mental prison which will be difficult to escape. 32. Cursed be those who follow any god but me, they deceive themselves concerning that which they know not. Comment: "Gods" are either creations of primitive cultures to explain mysterious phenomena or they are airy metaphysical speculations. The only God whose existence cannot be resisted is the Lord of the Earth - Satan. 33. Cursed be those who follow any man, their very existence is wasted and worthless. Comment: Those who sheepishly follow others and constantly strive to do what they are told are either children or worthless adults. 34. Cursed be those who act according to the rules of others, they are slaves as well. Comment: Doing something because someone told you to is probably the worst reason you can have. 35. Cursed be those who lead others astray, they are blind themselves. Comment: Those who teach their lies to others are seeking to ignore their own frailty. 36. Cursed be those who possess no will, no desire, they are a waste of useful energy. Comment: Satan will ensure that these evolutionary dead-ends meet their justice. 37. Cursed be all who deny my will, they can only win at the cost of their own purpose. Comment: The fulfillment of mankind is in the path of Satan, denial of this is a denial of one's true nature. 38. I am Satan. I am the Lord of the earth and the air. I am the Master of Power and Will. My truth will never cease and my reality cannot be denied. I am the Fire which burns all, the Flame Eternal. None can resist me. Comment: The Power of Satan is the highest metacausal power we are aware of - it should be treated with reverence and respect.