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Saij

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joined on 06/04/06
last updated 06/16/06
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"I am real, Not a Wandering daydream."--So say's Hunter S. Thompson. Oh, to be so assured.

I find myself lost, betwixt the image of this man I am afraid to be, and the man I'm afraid that I am. Am I neither, or am I both? Or, if for my sins, am I forever banished to walk the valleys between

"I believe in Sex and Death, two things that happen only once in a life time, but at least after death, you aren't nauseous."--Woody Allen
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Reconciliation (blog entry)
My Ex-Fiance has returned from France.

I had been loathing this day for sometime. Frightened that it would set me back in my recovery. Send me back down into the catacombs of despair that had been plaguing me for so long, and that I had o... read more
blog entry posted Thu, July 20, 2006 - 11:05 PM permalink - 0 comments
Rivers in the Mist (blog entry) Today I began a 10 day stint, house sitting for a couple friends who are off in Italy. These friends are uber close to me, and it isn't the first time they've given me the charge of keeping their animals alive.

The last time I house sat for ... read more
blog entry posted Thu, June 15, 2006 - 1:56 AM permalink - 1 comment
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My Ex-Fiance has returned from France.

I had been loathing this day for sometime. Frightened that it would set me back in my recovery. Send me back down into the catacombs of despair that had been plaguing me for so long, and that I had only recently found the strength to hide from.

No. On her second day back, still reeling from Jet-Lag, she rushed over to my place, to see me.

She knocked on the door, I grabbed the handle ... shaking, not sure I even had the ability to open ... read more
Thu, July 20, 2006 - 11:05 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
Today I began a 10 day stint, house sitting for a couple friends who are off in Italy. These friends are uber close to me, and it isn't the first time they've given me the charge of keeping their animals alive.

The last time I house sat for them, was for a different 10 day stint, a year ago ... and I did so with my then Fiance. Leslie and I had treated it as a vacation. We acted as though we had rented a huge hotel room, in an exotic place, and we reveled in the solitude.

This is a... read more
Thu, June 15, 2006 - 1:56 AM permalink - 1 comment
 
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