So, I just got my taxes done, and while I only owe $250 to the IRS (and that's not bad considering I had to pay up $1300 last year... yikes), I am also vainly attempting to save up for massive spending at Tribal Fest in May. And my boyfriend is moving out at the end of this week, so that puts a bit more of a financial strain on me as well, but the benefits outweigh the struggles, trust me...

Yesterday I was totally coveting some beautiful Melodia stuff --- M32 Espresso Sash pants, M33 Grey Tribal Spiral Phoenix-Rising pants, a dark brown tie top, and a black twist top to be specific. There's also some beautiful Geisha Moth pants and stuff that I would love to have. There's also some lovely (sexy) corsets that I wouldn't mind having from Fredrick's of Hollywood. I have absolutely no money to spend on all that though (which saddens me, but, rent and bills and dog food comes first).

But, I was ok with that. I've managed not to splurge before on things that I wanted oh so badly. And then... this came...

www.bmeshop.com/ProductCar...viewPrd.asp

OH MY GOD I want this book with the passion of a thousand suns. A suspension book?! How amazingly awesome is that? And it's $75. I guess I'm just a little down right now about financial things... especially since I just did taxes, and Tribal Fest is in a month, and I'm scrunched for money as it is. So.... does anyone wanna buy me this book :) ? I'll bake cookies and brownies and cakes and make spaghetti and chip dip for you :)

Of course I'm just being silly. Or am I? :)

Stef.