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Brithwen

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joined on 07/01/06
last updated 01/13/08
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My Testimonials

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September 14, 2007
This is a woman who deserves nothing less then an abundance of love and affection.

She is strong, and sensitive.

Here warmth and brightness can be felt right through the monitor of the computer.

Even though we are separted by miles, mountains, rivers and timezones, I feel like she is right in front of me whenever she sends me a note.

this is one person I would love to meet some day, and whomever reads this should do all they can to get to know this woman.

You will not be disappointed. I wasn't.
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My Blog

Another weekend and I am glad. It has been a long week though not a bad one.

The wind-chill number rises...or drops, however you want to look at it. We have not had too many weather advisories due to the cold this winter. Those Packers and Giants are going to be quite miserable, I am afraid. ;)

I tested the dating waters this week for the first time in a long time. It was a nice time and I am glad that I did it, though it has become obvious to me that expectations of anything more I sho... read more
Fri, January 18, 2008 - 8:03 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
Nothing amazing has happened this day. I only felt like confiding in..in my diary I do not keep..hehe.

The weather was startingly cold today compared to what we have been used to and spoiled with. I love Fall and Winter but c'mon..a little consistency would be nice. :)

I received a deck of Tarot cards in the mail today. I got them with some request points on a realy cool site called TitleTrader.com . Its mostly for trading movie/music/book titles and such but they have other things as w... read more
Mon, January 14, 2008 - 8:59 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
So amidst this time of self-rejuvination I have encountered storms of different kinds. This is a favorite painting of mine by John Waterhouse. Not only do I love the medieval aspect of it but also the significance of that which is shown. Storms...

Storms of normal life...the holidays are over but still the cost of it all remians. Thank the good Lord tax return time is coming soon!

Storms of friendships...a very good online friend has made it clear that we need a break. I admit that I ca... read more
Sun, January 13, 2008 - 12:21 PM permalink - 2 comments
 
I never did believe in New Year's Resolutions. I figured that with all of that pressure, I was bound to fail! Thank the good Lord I still figure this, lol.

I seem to have a new perspective that seems at the moment to do a lot with my body. I have started on a low-carb diet. I AM normally a failure at this on my own but my friend at work is the one who started it for herself and I just fell into it with her. I have come to realize that these things are SO much easier to do when with someone... read more
Fri, January 4, 2008 - 6:36 PM permalink - 2 comments
 
It is hard to believe that another year has passed me by. I cannot say that I am disappointed, save for the fact that moments have passed that will never again be. Some of these moments, though do I gladly let slip through my fingers. Although it was a year of many changes with the move and the new job, more steps have been taken back in my emotional life. As I look back on the various blogs I have written...the poems I have scribbled...the things I have talked about to people, I realize that... read more
Sat, December 29, 2007 - 11:00 PM permalink - 2 comments
 
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All About Brithwen

Gender
Female
Age
37
Location
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Just moved to Waukesha in June of '07 after being a resident of Milwaukee for 11 years; originally from MN but have also resided in the south before moving here; discharged from the US Air Force in 1999 (honorably, of COURSE, lol); mother to a wonderful AND wonderfully behaved son; work in the natural and beautiful world of granite..
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Drums - A Poem..and SCA event experience

The wind
whispers sweet nothings to the leaves,
causing them to tremble.
On its wings ride also
the scent of glowing embers
and dancing flame.
It reaches to me, reaches out to me
with the sound of drums...
Carried by the wings of this wind
I am drawn nigh,
calling unto me to share it's glory
yet I am not alone.
For with me are you,
so hesitant yet so willing...
to share in that which calls.
You wonder at my smile,
trying to see behind it.
If I lead, should you follow?
Though I say so, should you be there?
With anticipation we follow
that sound which calls...
which draws and lures.
We snake our way through
the throng of drunkeness.
Glassy eyes and thirsy smiles...
finding a place to perch on knotted wood.
Moonlight mingles with firelight.
Drums mingle with dance..
Spirits warm our spirits,
mind and body soon to follow.
Your eyes capture the flicker of flame
but I say nothing.
We speak above the drums
of this and that
and we drink...
'Tis time to depart
though neither ready to
depart the other's presence.
Fire-flushed,
we stroll beneath the starlight
to a place other than 'home'.
You smile and I wonder,
if you lead, should I follow?
Though you say so,
should I be there?
Drunk with the beauty of the night...
the experience...the company...
I follow.
So kind are you, so gentle.
We talk before our lips meet.
The night..the flames...the drums...
they all return but cannot compare
to that which calls unto me now.
You bring to surface that
which I am...and long to be.
'Homebound'..and both uncertain.
"If they lead, should I follow?"
Your eyes, your hands, your kiss..
draw me nigh,
calling unto me to share some glory.
I, so hesitant, so willing.
You whisper sweet nothings
and I tremble.
I wonder at your smile,
your touch...your easy invitation.
Are you drunk on the night?
The drums...the spirits?
Will you remember me tomorrow?
You lead and I follow...
but only so far.
For I want you to remember.
I want you to remember the drums..
the moonlight...the firelight.
I want you to remember me.