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Goabebe

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The truths of me

January 4, 2009
Bebe is the perfect example of the power of femininity and how femininity is superior to the male ego. When I see her life displayed in her Tribe pages and the beauty of her dancing through pictures, and her feminine mystique, my desires to be a woman are uncontrollable. She is the perfect example of why 21 years ago, I began to live a daily life of humiliation by coming out of the closet and announcing to the whole world, "I am a man who wants to be a woman, so for the rest of my life, I am going to live, dress, and act as a woman."

Despite being sexually attracted to women, I can't help but want to be a woman. Women are so cool, so beautiful, so confident in the superiority, so feminine, who would not want to be a woman. Bebe, seems to be an exmaple of all these qualities.

I live, dress, and act as a woman, despite wanting to be with women. I totally pass as a woman until I open my mouth and speak and everybody knows I am man living as a woman at that point. Once women realize I am a man, the general reaction is laughter at the delight of my humiliation and their supriority. They know that they are so superiou, that men like myself are willing to humiliate themselves daily just to be like them.

The humiliation is ten fold when I am sexually attracted to a woman and she laughs at me once she realizes I am a man. She will even scorn me if the realization that I am a man comes out while I am hitting on her. There is nothing more humiliating than to o have a woman you are sexually attracted to reject you by telling you, "No chance in hell, would I go out with you. I prefer men, not sissie who live as a women."

Despite being humiliated like this daily, I would not change a thing about my life as I would much rather have the world view me a sissy striving to achieve the femininity that Bebe has perfected, than to live as a man. It doesn't make sense, but that is just the power that women have over men.

Jewels, aka Cissy
July 25, 2007
sometimes when we touch, the honesty's too much... and i have to close my eyes and cry..... i wanna hold you till i die... till we both break down and cry... i wanna hold you, till the fear in me Subsiiiiddddeeesss!!!!

your yin i'm yang, or maybe i'm yin and your yang.....

you say something naughty, i say something nice...

the original choo sisters bred on wine, food, and fanny packs....

the story begins somewhere in the woods on a hot summer day, which only makes sense seeing as how we were born in the winter.....

aww what more is to say about my katy then that.... she makes me laugh, she makes me smile, we could watch massive amounts of tv that would put the normal or 'weak' into a comma... and yet some how we still find our way humping it up to the main stage.... in our underware prefreably, but since our style is so rocking we sport other such clothing articles...

in describing katy 'we' comes to mind a lot, who knows why, we couldn't be more different, yet more a like at the same time... i guess thats how legends are born.....

and she surly will make an impact on your life with the beauty of her heart.... and the loudness of her voice which usually spots some kind of redrunkalous 'story telling'.... ;-)

I love you very much my katy-did!!!
July 19, 2007
Katy is one of the craziest chicas I have ever met, and I like that! She is always choo chooing it up and having a good time, shes a blast a party with, and shes very straightforward and honest, something which i respect and alot of people tend not to do. keep on keeping on chica- CHOO CHOO!!!
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My Recent Activity

Re: theme? suggestions! (in INTERFUSE) Im totally diggin the Mad Max theme...return to the thunderdome!
discussion post on Sat, December 12, 2009 - 11:32 AM
WE NEVER LEFT!!!!!!!!!! (in Katy and Alyssa.com) I know some people think that we left...well greatness never dies so here we are!! katyandalysssa.com is still going and im making a promise to keep it updated so all our fans can satisfy their daily dose of our lil biskins
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Girls weeken... read more
discussion post on Sat, December 12, 2009 - 11:30 AM
Oh tribe i missed you (blog entry) Well i've decided to stop negelcting my tribe and actually get my butt on here....Not a lot new in the life of a chooster..Living in Waterloo and starting school in January for Nursing....still love the box wine, still miss my friends all the time... read more
blog entry posted Sat, December 12, 2009 - 11:19 AM permalink - 0 comments
Walkin on Sushine.... (blog entry) My life just keeps gettin better and better and I honestly can't beleive it. I went to 515 in dsm this weekend and literally had the best time ever. Killer festival and afites that just wouldn't quit. The more I go hang with my dsm peeps, the more... read more
blog entry posted Tue, July 31, 2007 - 6:45 AM permalink - 5 comments
yikes (blog entry) I was running late for work today coming back from my lunch break and I was about to turn onto the street work is on when......................a-ha's "take on me" came on the radio. I drove past work
I was 7 minutes late today
blog entry posted Tue, July 24, 2007 - 12:54 PM permalink - 4 comments
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Well i've decided to stop negelcting my tribe and actually get my butt on here....Not a lot new in the life of a chooster..Living in Waterloo and starting school in January for Nursing....still love the box wine, still miss my friends all the time...still rage......♥
Sat, December 12, 2009 - 11:19 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
My life just keeps gettin better and better and I honestly can't beleive it. I went to 515 in dsm this weekend and literally had the best time ever. Killer festival and afites that just wouldn't quit. The more I go hang with my dsm peeps, the more I love them. Its just a warm feeling that you get from this group of people, like real friends who do real things and treat you like a real person. I can't imagine my life without them, and im sooo glad I've decided to start making more time for all... read more
Tue, July 31, 2007 - 6:45 AM permalink - 5 comments
 
I was running late for work today coming back from my lunch break and I was about to turn onto the street work is on when......................a-ha's "take on me" came on the radio. I drove past work
I was 7 minutes late today
Tue, July 24, 2007 - 12:54 PM permalink - 4 comments
 
hmm I know its a bit late, but i felt the need to blog about this day. IT was awesome!!!! imagine a group of rogue hoopers taking over a downtown park and setting up shop! Hippy hoopyness in an urban jungle....it was fun to see the looks on peoples faces and how they were honeslty just suprised to see a large group of people chillin and hoopin. I increased my skill level a little bit, but mostly just learned how to handle my hoop better and smoother:) After hoopin my butt off at the park, me... read more
Thu, July 12, 2007 - 4:01 PM permalink - 4 comments
 
oh man thats how I feel about that party!!!!! got there kinda early and snagged the same camp spot that I camped at for earthdance. rad. then I drank wine coolers and fell asleep at 10:30. Imagine that;) then I wake up to realize that I missed all of Meta and facehead was in ful force. I crawled out my tent and commenced getting crazy with all the other crazy people. There wasn't a ton of iowa people, but when I least expected it....... I hear a CHOO CHOO CHOO CHOO. I look over and see Geal ... read more
Tue, May 22, 2007 - 9:09 AM permalink - 6 comments
 
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