Amber |
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Female
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24
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about me
I'm just a person looking to survive in this world like everyone else. Find my niche and live in it as long as i'm allowed to live. Until i find that i'll be lost. I'm currently unemployed (due to many reasons), sick, single, and looking for my niche. I craft and attend church regularly and thats about it.
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britney spears episode?
(in bipolar support)
Now that i've got your attention :) Has anyone gone through a time when they wanted to keep cutting their hair and have contemplated shaving it? Do you remember what mood you were in? I think i'm rapid cycling again and i just cut my hair for the ...
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discussion post on Wed, December 2, 2009 - 9:38 PM
Re: pain
(in Depression)
Thank you everyone. I am so used to apologizing because any time i've said something even remotely sad the people in my life get angry with me or go away so i'm soo used to apologizing for opening up.
I'm trying to believe the things you've al... read more discussion post on Thu, November 19, 2009 - 1:19 PM
Re: pain
(in Depression)
i just wish i could be ok... neglect has formed many great people! i just... wish i had someone who would hug me... thank you everyone i'm sorry i'm such a downer...
discussion post on Mon, November 16, 2009 - 8:43 PM
pain
(in Depression)
I hurt so much... i am so unlovable and can't do anything right, so say those around me. My meds do nothing... my leg looks ... terrible because of what i did.
How can you support yourself when no one around you can help? How long am i suppose... read more discussion post on Fri, November 13, 2009 - 9:42 PM
A glance
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The lines on the screen zip past my eyes
they dance through my head marking score cards in my mind while i lay bound and restless in my bed the hushed buzz of static comforts trying to pierce the raging mob a mushroom cloud erupts with angst... read more
blog entry posted Sun, September 20, 2009 - 11:05 PM
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The lines on the screen zip past my eyes
Sun, September 20, 2009 - 11:05 PM
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they dance through my head marking score cards in my mind while i lay bound and restless in my bed the hushed buzz of static comforts trying to pierce the raging mob a mushroom cloud erupts with angst as thousands of thoughts seep into my blood no one shouts louder than another No one thought stands out just uninterrupted noise that no one could doubt Sitting with tear stained cheeks your body's numbed and your hearts in a bind with your ... read more
I can't sweat my tears of diamond anymore
Sat, September 19, 2009 - 12:07 PM
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my pores cry tears of blood lined with stardust each dream fades into oblivion With the slight motion of my hand Being loved washes away with the ocean's tide kind words flee like the lifespan of a spring flower Wind wisps and takes with it life's passion Understanding is taken for granted and i am taken advantage of with my permission Torn from the bowels of a sleepless abyss, i bear no face. The darkness speaks through the haze saying "f... read more
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