the boobies, they are poked

I would have to say that being pireced by Fakir ranks really high up there on the most transformative and cherished experiences in my life. I'm so very grateful to have been fortunate enough to have that experience. There is too much to put into words about the hows and whys so I'll just give you the superficial review.

It did hurt but not as much as I thought. I did not scream but I kinda hollered/yelped on each side. Most surprising though is that by the time I was falling asleep they did not hurt at all anymore. I took 4 Advil and an Alleve, but I think that's still impressive! They did not hurt in the shower this morning either which many people told me was going to suck for a few days. I am super proud of how brave I was. It's the first time I've gotten pierced without either looking for, or making for the exit! It takes a lot for me to say that I thought I was brave but I really did so hopefully that is not to arrogant or prideful or summat like that. Also, I gazed into my sweet Daddy's face the whole time and that helped lots. Because I was gazing into his face I was not really aware of anyone other than Madame Butterfly who had my head, and Cleo at my feet, and Fakir and my Daddy. So after the righty was done, it was kinda surprising to me to look up and see August standing there all intense looking. I know from taking a blood play class with her that August loves the blood, so I was teasing her that she was like a shark and came running up when she smelled the blood n the water so to speak! That was kinda a highlight for me. I was also grateful to her for putting her warm furs on me. There was not much blood though so I promised that next time I'dd try to bleed more for her.

So now I have holes in my boobies with barbells through them. I'm all subspacey today which is awesome because I feel great and just want to hug everyone. It's like natural E only better! Um it seems to me liek this was a scattered blog, but oh well! Enjoy your day peoples, it's Hump Day so go out and hump!

gothic lolita name contest

So I need some help coming up with a cool gothic lolita type name for this gothic lolita community I'm on. I've been trying to think of something snazzy but sadly, I'm just not very creative when it comes to snazzy names. I'd like it to encorporate a bit of littleness, maybe something to do with goats or bats or zombies or something awesome like that. An example of a common gothic lolita handle would be loligoth

lilgoatloli?
gothygoatgirl?
ilovebatsnthings?

see i neep help.

aliceingoatyland? heh. i made me laugh.

Although I am not creative with snazzy names I am creative at making things. So if you win I will make you something snazzy and gothy that you will love. Not telling what though because it's a surprise!