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Uh yeah Valentines Day

   Wed, February 14, 2007 - 11:52 PM
great.
here i am sittin around on valentines day
sheesh
no i'm not makin love, otherwise i would not be blogging

in fact i'm pretty sure there aren't toomany people bloggin
while they make love.

And does my heart feel like theres a big empty hole inside it?
well yeah, it kinda does.

In a way , i'm tempted to regret some of my choices,
on the other hand..
i have seen beautiful things,
so gorgeous it makes your eyes pop out of your head
sooo
on the grand scale of things,
eh
I'm alone.
thats okay

the way i see it,
i'm savin all my love for the next one
even if they are not in this life,
i can wait
til the next

and if i find them again
i will never let go

and if they do and it breaks my heart
then i will wait again

quietly



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Thu, February 15, 2007 - 8:12 PM
maybe this is a good oppertunity to find the love and inner strength in yourself.
solitude is so powerful and grounding. so many people take it for granted or
react to it negatively.

it is a gift, a hard gift, but a gift nontheless.

i wish you all the inner peace in the world matti.

happy love day ( a day late but o well.)
Sat, February 24, 2007 - 8:21 PM
The Gift of Solitude..
Indeed the gift of solitude..
"i've never been alone
though sometimes i get lonely"

from one of my songs. .
Its just that one day you know..
when you usually celebrate it with someone...
Valentines Day
sigh

Still I know there is merit to solitude,
there is merit to tears and hunger.

they all must be meant for us to
understand some larger picture
in the realm of things

maybe not.
Sat, February 24, 2007 - 8:22 PM
o h yeah and thanks for the peace and the love :)
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