I've been stroking and edging for two days now. The feeling is wonderful, beyond description. I feeling a strong connection to my tribe friends who share this enthusiasm.

Several more hours of edging have passed. I'm in a trance, my juices are boiling. Bliss.

I've given my penis an amazing amount of attention over the last five days, and I am feeling the rewards. What is it about this beautiful piece of flesh--so softly rigid and warm in my hand. When my cock is so hard and warm like this, it is most powerful. The penis energy is strong and when I hold it in my hand, I feel the electricity shoot throughout my body and beyond. It's the most satisfying, gratifying, and humbling experience. I've gone to the edge many times in the last five days, but ... read more

I began my morning with stretching and breathing, followed by a self-massage to wake up my body. Cupping my penis and balls with one hand and the other on my heart, I massaged vigorously to open the connection. I continued for an hour stroking my penis, arousing my body, opening myself to an erotic state, channeling the ecstasy throughout my body--all the while, the cool morning air dancing on my skin. My penis delivered several sacred drops of semen, small amounts without orgasm, and I honor... read more

I was reading some posts by people who practice yoni gazing and meditation and found it quite inspiring. I've been seeking new ways to explore and honor my penis and want to discover ways to practice this. If anyone out there has experience with lingam gazing or meditation on their penis, I'd love to hear about your practices or thoughts on how to prepare for and practice my ritual. One post suggested that men journey into their penises, like walking into a tunnel. What should one meditate on... read more

I've been edging this morning for about three hours now. In doing so, I expelled a few drops of semen, something I was trying to avoid, but it allowed me the rare opportunity to taste myself without orgasm. I love when this happens, and I savor the sacred semen in my mouth as long as I can. I hope to get more before I'm done.