Finished laying my engineered hardwood floor. Ahhhhhh.
Now i own a floor nailer. I'm slow to sell it right now, it's a rather fun tool. So if anyone wants to borrow it, they ought to look me up.

I see the resurgence of old forms or spirit, shamanism, pagan ritual, tarot, herbalism, crystals, even yoga & dance. Interesting that now again these forms become re-significant. Obviously the decline of the Churches, prodestant & otherwise contributes or is a symptom of the same.
That is, we are, spirit incarnate. In an earlier time, i expect the feelings of say, pagan ritual, was felt clearly and strongly in body, the body being always the seat of the soul, would seek expression. I doubt we can imagine, so divorced from our body these days, the real clarity of these forms. We struggle to find what we have lost & previously known by virtue of our industrial culture.
No longer do we work & feel with our bodies. We are educationally trained to sit in a desk, forget ourselves, & push about papers, type, stare into screens. No longer do we pull weeds long enough to be doing anything besides thinking about our day's activities when what we are engaged in is pulling weeds. No longer do we dig ditches with our neighbors, we twiddle knobs aboard a track-hoe. We work our bodies on machines while listening to recorded music on a personal headset, or flow-yoga tone our shape. Our food is pre-pared by machines or hands earing money, not by our partners love labor. The body must submit to the spirit, our sex is a constant searching for the unitycontact we so desperately crave. Our lives are little more than video games, driving, watching, clicking, texting, & talking, wireless & remote.
As we return to the old ways, seeking our body, our feelings; we find only our spirit, still dictating, offering us a feeling that originates outside of our bodies. We feel a subtle shadow that once must have been profound awareness. Can we imagine the true marriage, when two became one body?
Once, assuredly, over-aware of body, spirituality sought to engage the soul. Now seperate from the feelings of the carnal we work to rengage the body. Perhaps now, as the circle closes we will at last realize our true incarnate nature.
In this sence the old forms are of use. And they serve a function opposite of their original intention. What then are the true new forms? What resonates to our new truer understanding of incarnate?

I strike prematurely at the old forms which still serve, i yearn for the new flesh, infused. Or more acurately for the understanding of the spirit so dominate, yearn for the new incarnated spirit. I am the vanguard of the true incarnate. I seek not your moldy ritual of ancestor's feelings, nor your broken corrupt spiritual guidance. I am my own path's leader. I know what you seek. How can i make you a visionary at your clouded party?

And there is so little time to crush "your timid lying morality." So little time to truly engage incarnate being. I cast down your forms so that you may see. That you may finally be what you are.