Careful now, she cried,
as the sum of all her days weighed down upon her
Walk steady, she murmured, for this is your time
Breath into the mirror of your shadow
as it shows what is no longer temptation, necessity or reality,
but ghosts of past selves who did not know their way to the light.
Careful, as the waves roar and spread and open,
like her mind, like her womb
Careful as the warm offspring of her most refined contours are born out from the darkness;
Light tendrils fast and brilliant, slow and swirling, alive and scintilating, mark their course through her flesh
This is just the beginning, a mark along the curve of her spine,
a delicate movement of new color and sound through her bones
She remembers everything
And she longs to be free
And she feels every vessel inside her heart, beating, birthing, vibrating, revivified,
a tonic to the dark night outside, to the cries she hears in the night....
She is ALIVE!!!!!!
A queen of every angle
A torchlight made blue with the heat of her star-born soul
The beginning and the end her very presence
And the night dancers howl
And the black blue bird wings of her thoughts stand perched, awaiting flight
And all songs cease and renew in the fabric of her voice:
Lifted cloud, sorrows siren, her one and only flight....
Careful, as the world turns and yesterdays fortune dies while tomorrows not yet arrived,
On the precipice of a deep dive from which there is no return....

For what was once my name is now a field of perfect stars. From their shining constellations I come and to their infinite arms I roam. Balanced in a rapture between worlds, long held velvet nights on the edges of the quickening fire pulses of dawn, I have come to bless this world with the gift of song-slivers and shimmers of silver drenched melody making its way through the caucaphony of noise trembles and mire. I have come from worlds far and loft, their spells and murmurs awake in my bones, telling of lifetimes gained and lost. Lavender skies unwind in my smile as deaths ringing culprit surrenders its clutch and I find myself spinning in infinities touch- it’s vast array of color and sound the constant companion to this flesh life- a reminder for all what stretches beyond this seeming sight. I know of pain and its workings. I live on the verges of ceaseless sorrow and joys untold. I know of something so beautiful, and yet I forget how to spell out the letters and the stories of these places so real inside. And so I come to this threshold moment in time to herald the verge of this awakening –to call forth what has once been lost that perhaps my spirit may know the taste and the feel of its own release. I come back to the place I started from.

Blue Velvet Curtains Part
For the Revealing of the Within.
Within-
Spells of Swirling Rhythms
Divine Past and Future Ecstacies
Sapphire Selenite Caves Alight-
Dancing Spark and Riddle Tongue
Blue Palace of my Womb Murmurs
Subterranean Lullabies
In the once Dark, now Shining Night Within
Trillions of Stars-These Cells-Birth Anew
Scintillating Fabric of Sparkling Matter
Echoing the Domed Temple of the Skies...
Owl Speak, Wolf Cry-
Sacred Protecters of these Rich Inner Chambers
I am filled with Jewels and Windows,
Radiant Bird Song,
Misty Lanes,
Mirror Wisdom,
Winged Tomorrows...
Vast Inner Dimensions Unfolding,
Unraveling,
Delight....
This Blue Night Within...

Falling
Under stars awake and night blooming
Crystal veins flow
Light of blue eyes shine
Deep beneath the canopy of the sky
She’s dancing over water
Light steps awake on the path of the moon
A candle, a lotus
Weeping willow tears