1. How old will you be in five years?
35

2. Do you think you'll be married by then? Gods, I hope not

3. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
Jeff's party, St Patty's Day, PDF Tix

4. Where do you most want to travel?
Europe

5. Who was the last person to call you?
Jazz

6. Do you prefer to call or text?
call

7. Do you have any pets?
No.

8. What were you doing at 12am last night?
Riding home from Baltimore with my girls

9. Are your ... read more

Time for a new T shirt?

1) (On an infant's shirt): Already smarter than Bush.

2) 1/20/09: End of an Error

3) That's OK, I Wasn't Using My Civil Liberties Anyway

4) Let's Fix Democracy in This Country First

5) Bush. Like a Rock. Only Dumber.

6) You Can't Be Pro-War And Pro-Life At The Same Time

7) If You Can Read This, You're Not Our President

8) Hey, Bush Supporters: Embarrassed Yet?

9) George Bush: Creating the Terrorists Our Kids Will Have to Fig... read more

I generally do not do these suckers, but what the hell?

1. Yourself: Quiet unless I'm drinking
2. Your spouse: Good riddance to bad rubbish
3. Your hair: Dark red
4. Your mother: Crazy Baptist
5. Your father: Good natured, big on hunting, fishing
6. Your favorite thing: My friends
7. Your dream last night: Dreamt someone crawled into bed with me and snuggled up to me. I miss that
8. Your favorite drink: Hot Apple Cider
9. Your dream car: Hippie van, complete with smoke and... read more

I have finally realized that I am not ready for love. As much as I have searched for it, I now know why I have never found it. I have way too much shit in my past to deal with before I can even make myself open to love. Perhaps in another lifetime I will find that special someone. But until then, I am just not ready for love.

I'm off for another active weekend. Hashing today, RHPS tonight, then Palmistry tomorrow. Monday starts the workweek with an appointment in Waynesboro, then back to the office for another boring day. It seems that I live for the weekends anymore. I suck at my new job. And I hate failing, especially since I try so hard not to. It really puts a strain on me.