Random Poll

1. How old will you be in five years?
35

2. Do you think you'll be married by then? Gods, I hope not

3. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
Jeff's party, St Patty's Day, PDF Tix

4. Where do you most want to travel?
Europe

5. Who was the last person to call you?
Jazz

6. Do you prefer to call or text?
call

7. Do you have any pets?
No.

8. What were you doing at 12am last night?
Riding home from Baltimore with my girls

9. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
My parents are both married to other people--they never even dated

10. When is the last time you talked to your mom?
New Years?

11. How many states have you lived in?
Pennsylvania and Maryland

12. How many countries have you lived in?
USA only.

13. How many cities or towns have you lived in?
Harrisburg, Hershey, Camp Hill, Annville, Mechanicsburg, Ocean City, Steelton, Lemoyne

14. Do you like anyone at this moment?
yes

15. What was the last thing you ate?
Wedding soup

16. What is your favorite restaurant?
Olive Garden

17. What is your favorite type of food?
Pasta and potatoes--I'm a carb-junkie

18. Do you like coffee?
I like the scent of coffee, just not the taste

19. How many glasses of water a day do you drink on average?
Maybe 1

20. What do you drink in the morning?
If anything, OJ

21. Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
With someone I care about.

22. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
no

23. Do you know how to play poker?
Yes, fairly well

24. Do you like to cuddle?
Definitely

25. Have you ever been to Canada?
Nope

26. Do you eat out or at home more often?
Eat out, I burn water

27. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
yes, one person

28. Do you want kids?
Nope, I'm the oldest of 7, I'm content to be "the Aunt"

29. Do you speak any other languages?
Nope

30. Ever had stitches or other surgery?
Yeah, surgery... girlstuff.

31. What is your favorite color?
I love all colors.

32. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
Ocean, more natural

33. Do you like window or aisle seats?
Window.

34. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
nope

35. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
Social activities... dinner parties, bars, festivals.

36. Do you wear any jewelry 24/7?
No.

37. What is your favorite TV show?
CSI

38. What is your favorite song?
At the moment... Pink~~You and Your Hand

39. What is the main ring tone on your phone?
The default one - rather generic.

40. Do you still have anything from when you were little?
yes

41. What is the color of your bedroom walls?
tan

42. Do you like Winter or Autumn?
Autumn.

43. Do you sleep with your closet doors opened or closed?
Closed

44. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of killer bees?
Bear, I have friends who have them as totem animals. I am sure their energies would help protect me.

45. Do you flirt a lot?
Definitely

46. What do you dip chicken nuggets in?
Ketchup

47. Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?
Yes

48. Do you dance in the car?
Yes

49. If you could move to any state, where would you most want to move?
who said I wanted to move? If I had to, either Maryland or Ohio, I want to stay close

50. Do you think anyone would care if you died?
Definitely

New T-Shirt Slogans

Time for a new T shirt?

1) (On an infant's shirt): Already smarter than Bush.

2) 1/20/09: End of an Error

3) That's OK, I Wasn't Using My Civil Liberties Anyway

4) Let's Fix Democracy in This Country First

5) Bush. Like a Rock. Only Dumber.

6) You Can't Be Pro-War And Pro-Life At The Same Time

7) If You Can Read This, You're Not Our President

8) Hey, Bush Supporters: Embarrassed Yet?

9) George Bush: Creating the Terrorists Our Kids Will Have to Fight

10) Impeachment: It's Not Just for Blowjobs Anymore

11) America: One Nation, Under Surveillance

12) They Call Him "W" So He Can Spell It

13) Which God Do You Kill For?

14) Jail to the Chief

15) Who Would Jesus Torture?

16) No, Seriously, Why Did We Invade?

17) Bush: God's Way of Proving Intelligent Design is Full Of Crap

18) Bad president! No Banana.

19) We Need a President Who's Fluent In At Least One Language

20) We're Making Enemies Faster Than We Can Kill Them

21) Rich Man's War, Poor Man's Blood

22) Is It Vietnam Yet?

23) Bush Doesn't Care About White People, Either

24) Where Are We Going? And Why Are We In This Handbasket?

25) You Elected Him. You Deserve Him.

26) Impeach Cheney First

27) Dubya, Your Dad Shoulda Pulled Out, Too

28) When Bush Took Office, Gas Was $1.46

29) The Republican Party: Our Bridge to the 11th Century

30) 2004: Embarrassed. 2005: Horrified. 2006: Terrified.

I'm bored lol

I generally do not do these suckers, but what the hell?

1. Yourself: Quiet unless I'm drinking
2. Your spouse: Good riddance to bad rubbish
3. Your hair: Dark red
4. Your mother: Crazy Baptist
5. Your father: Good natured, big on hunting, fishing
6. Your favorite thing: My friends
7. Your dream last night: Dreamt someone crawled into bed with me and snuggled up to me. I miss that
8. Your favorite drink: Hot Apple Cider
9. Your dream car: Hippie van, complete with smoke and people
10. The room you are in: Kitchen
11. Your Ex: see number 2
12. Your fear: Being forgotten
13. What you want to be in 10 years: in love
14. Who you hung out with last night: poker buddies, Art, Al, Melvin, Ken
15. What you're not: working
16. Muffins: Blueberry
17: One of your wish list items: New living space
18: Time: never lasts as long as you want it to
19. The last thing you did: Dr's appointment
20. What you are wearing: Purple top, white bra, white skirt
21. Your favorite weather: Vegas in August
22. Your favorite book: Beauty Trilogy by Anne Rice
23. The last thing you ate: Eggs, Bacon, Toast, Home Fries
24. Your life: Roller Coaster
25. Your mood: Introspective
26. Your best friend: Missy
27. What you are thinking about right now: Who I'm gonna hang out with tonight
28. Your vehicle: '97 Ford Escort, Burgundy
29. What you are doing at the moment: Filling this out
30. Your summer: Was a real learning experience for me
31. Your relationship status: non-existant
32. What is on your TV: Candles
33. What the weather is like: Sunny and windy
34. The last time you laughed: Last night talking to Cassanova on the phone
35. Odd or even numbers: Even
36: The real reason you logged into Dusty's blog: I love reading my friends' blogs

Love

I have finally realized that I am not ready for love. As much as I have searched for it, I now know why I have never found it. I have way too much shit in my past to deal with before I can even make myself open to love. Perhaps in another lifetime I will find that special someone. But until then, I am just not ready for love.

Thank Gods for Weekends

I'm off for another active weekend. Hashing today, RHPS tonight, then Palmistry tomorrow. Monday starts the workweek with an appointment in Waynesboro, then back to the office for another boring day. It seems that I live for the weekends anymore. I suck at my new job. And I hate failing, especially since I try so hard not to. It really puts a strain on me.

Recuperating at my own pace....

Well, I made it back from PDF in one piece. Time to go back to the daily grind. It always feels so different coming back after a burn. It's almost like you're on another plane of reality. Like reality is happening around you, but you still can sense everything from the Playa. Feel the fiery heat on your face; smell the sweet scent of smoke in your clothes, hair, car, blankets, etc.; taste the exhilerating flavor of the night; hear the crackle of the flames (or the whoosh); see the flames climbing high into the sky in your mind's eye. And then there are the friendships made and the bonds shared and the freedom to be whomever you want to be with nobody judging you. Everyone just accepts and loves. And that's how it should be, both on and off of the Playa.

Back again

Sorry it's been so long. I've started a new job, in a totally different field, and I'm just starting to settle in here. Time sure does take it's toll sometimes. Anyways, I'm really looking forward to Fall PDF and seeing all my new friends again. Hopefully I can keep in touch better this time around. See you there!!

Everything Comes in Threes

Well, I'm now 30. I'm finishing off my third decade, and here I am, starting over for the third time. I've moved yet again, and I'm back to being habitually broke. I'm looking for a new job, something that will pay the bills better and maybe even let me get on my feet financially for the first time. I'm also starting on a new path for my body, as I have resigned myself to the fact that I'm not getting any younger and need to start exercising on a semi-regular basis. I'm also trying to reestablish myself with the Goddess in me. I know She's there, but lately I've been feeling cut off from Her. I think maybe a womyn's ritual would be beneficial to me and to others like me. Anyone who's interested, please contact me. I'm thinking perhaps Thursday, September 14th would be a good date. I'm flexible with the time, we can figure it out later.

30, 30, 30

I've been working my butt off at work lately. My review is in a couple of months, and I need to look good for it. I'll be on vacation next week (thank Gods), starting just after my birthday. I turn 30 this year, and I'm just beginning to be more cautious about the way I live. Look out world, Heather just got a little older and a little smarter! LOL

Blog Blog Blog

Went on a trip to Delaware for a showing of RHPS with some friends of mine. Had a blast at the theater. Perhaps we'll do it again sometime soon. Working on some new poetry right now. Lammas went great, I got to meet a bunch of new people and celebrated long into the night. Wonderful time, wonderful people.