SO, I am going to break my own rules here. Let the little dignity that I have left go and I am going blog something very personal because I need to get it out and I need someone to hear it.
I cant believe I have allowed myself to reach this state. I blame myself first. I have weakened myself, giving into the wanton of love and lust. . . and the spell of a wicked woman. My heart has become dark. Tonight I transformed and fled into the dark sorrow that hurt antagonized within my broken... read more

Returning from the burn. . . . I am wanting to let you all know after much recourse have decided to exodus the 4407 Co-op completely. Knowing the coop has been in the community for many many years has made this decision very difficult. . . . also due to the many many years of transient use and many hippies in and out, the house has fallen into great disreapair which i cannot take upon myself anymore without the help of the home owners. Unfortunately they recently have raised the rent a... read more