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"The reasonable man adapts himself to the world; the unreasonable man persists in trying to adapt the world to himself. Therefore, all progress depends on the unreasonable man."
George Bernard Shaw
"Whatever you do will be insignificant, but it is very important that you do it."
Mahatma Gandhi
"Trust those who are seeking the truth; doubt those who find it."
André Gide
Those who don't feel this life pulling them like a river, those who don't drink dawn like a cup of springwater or take in the sunset like supper, those who don't want to change, let them sleep.
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Let the beauty we love be what we do.
There are hundreds of ways to kneel and kiss the ground.
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There is some kiss we want with our whole lives
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Let yourself be silently drawn
By the stronger pull
Of what you really love.
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Be truthful now,
see yourself as you plainly are.
You've got a hidden wound, and
this is not time for posing.
When inward tenderness finds
that secret hurt, the
pain itself will crack the rock and,
AH! Let the soul emerge.
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a heart filled with love
is like a phoenix
that no cage can imprison
such a bird can only fly
above and beyond
any known universe
"The World as I See It" by Albert Einstein -
"How strange is the lot of us mortals! Each of us is here for a brief sojourn; for what purpose he knows not, though he sometimes thinks he senses it. But without deeper reflection one knows from daily life that one exists for other people -- first of all for those upon whose smiles and well-being our own happiness is wholly dependent, and then for the many, unknown to us, to whose destinies we are bound by the ties of sympathy. A hundred times every day I remind myself that my inner and outer life are based on the labors of other men, living and dead, and that I must exert myself in order to give in the same measure as I have received and am still receiving...
"I have never looked upon ease and happiness as ends in themselves -- this critical basis I call the ideal of a pigsty. The ideals that have lighted my way, and time after time have given me new courage to face life cheerfully, have been Kindness, Beauty, and Truth. Without the sense of kinship with men of like mind, without the occupation with the objective world, the eternally unattainable in the field of art and scientific endeavors, life would have seemed empty to me. The trite objects of human efforts -- possessions, outward success, luxury -- have always seemed to me contemptible.
"My passionate sense of social justice and social responsibility has always contrasted oddly with my pronounced lack of need for direct contact with other human beings and human communities. I am truly a 'lone traveler' and have never belonged to my country, my home, my friends, or even my immediate family, with my whole heart; in the face of all these ties, I have never lost a sense of distance and a need for solitude..."
"My political ideal is democracy. Let every man be respected as an individual and no man idolized. It is an irony of fate that I myself have been the recipient of excessive admiration and reverence from my fellow-beings, through no fault, and no merit, of my own. The cause of this may well be the desire, unattainable for many, to understand the few ideas to which I have with my feeble powers attained through ceaseless struggle. I am quite aware that for any organization to reach its goals, one man must do the thinking and directing and generally bear the responsibility. But the led must not be coerced, they must be able to choose their leader. In my opinion, an autocratic system of coercion soon degenerates; force attracts men of low morality... The really valuable thing in the pageant of human life seems to me not the political state, but the creative, sentient individual, the personality; it alone creates the noble and the sublime, while the herd as such remains dull in thought and dull in feeling.
"This topic brings me to that worst outcrop of herd life, the military system, which I abhor... This plague-spot of civilization ought to be abolished with all possible speed. Heroism on command, senseless violence, and all the loathsome nonsense that goes by the name of patriotism -- how passionately I hate them!
"The most beautiful experience we can have is the mysterious. It is the fundamental emotion that stands at the cradle of true art and true science. Whoever does not know it and can no longer wonder, no longer marvel, is as good as dead, and his eyes are dimmed. It was the experience of mystery -- even if mixed with fear -- that engendered religion. A knowledge of the existence of something we cannot penetrate, our perceptions of the profoundest reason and the most radiant beauty, which only in their most primitive forms are accessible to our minds: it is this knowledge and this emotion that constitute true religiosity. In this sense, and only this sense, I am a deeply religious man... I am satisfied with the mystery of life's eternity and with a knowledge, a sense, of the marvelous structure of existence -- as well as the humble attempt to understand even a tiny portion of the Reason that manifests itself in nature."
“i can be changed by what happens to me. but i refuse to be reduced by it.”
“I don't know if I continue, even today, always liking myself. But what I learned to do many years ago was to forgive myself. It is very important for every human being to forgive herself or himself because if you live, you will make mistakes- it is inevitable. But once you do and you see the mistake, then you forgive yourself and say, 'well, if I'd known better I'd have done better,' that's all. So you say to people who you think you may have injured, 'I'm sorry,' and then you say to yourself, 'I'm sorry.' If we all hold on to the mistake, we can't see our own glory in the mirror because we have the mistake between our faces and the mirror; we can't see what we're capable of being. You can ask forgiveness of others, but in the end the real forgiveness is in one's own self. I think that young men and women are so caught by the way they see themselves. Now mind you. When a larger society sees them as unattractive, as threats, as too black or too white or too poor or too fat or too thin or too sexual or too asexual, that's rough. But you can overcome that. The real difficulty is to overcome how you think about yourself. If we don't have that we never grow, we never learn, and sure as hell we should never teach.”
Whether I shall turn out to be the hero of my own life, or whether that station will be held by anybody else, these pages must show. —Charles Dickens, David Copperfield (1850)
Never will I seek nor receive private, individual salvation;
never will I enter into final peace alone;
but forever and everywhere will I live and strive for the redemption of every creature
throughout the world from the bonds of conditioned existence.
Kwan Yin
To BE an artist is to DISCLOSE and you've GOT to get comfortable with that or you've chosen the wrong avocation.Make the PROCESS be your high, and make the work only for YOU.Dispell any fantasies of fame and fortune, as those are needless and actually HARMFUL distactions to the Spiritual practise of making ART.When you can release all the ditritus that interferes,then there is actually a much greater chance that you may succeed on some level. POSSESS the ACT of the creation NOT the creation itself.
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I’ve had some bumper stickers printed up: “People before Profit” . They are 1 ½” x 8 ½ “, black background and white lettering. If you would like one please send $1.00 to cover printing and postage to:
From A Wild Place
PO Box 130
Twentynine Palms Ca 92277
Please pass this information along to anyone who might be interested. All profits go towards supporting the writing workshops I teach at domestic violence shelters so feel free to send more than $1.00 if you are so inclined.
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Thu, January 3, 2008 - 6:25 PM
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A warm hug and embrace for all of you. (Are there many of us left here?) I don't have internet access in the desert this year and I am finding it a wise decision. The world rarely intrudes on my happy oasis. A recent rainfall has covered my little homestead with wildflowers, a real treasure. I'm becoming very involved in the desert community and enjoying it tremendously. I find myself happy here as I have not been since I lost my home in a forest fire four years ago.
In this sense...
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Sun, November 11, 2007 - 7:30 PM
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The cabin is 20' x 20' square with a 6'x5' bathroom in the NW corner. All these walls (including the bathroom) are cinderblock wall reinforced with rebar. Along the top of each of the N/S running walls are 2 2" x 6" boards. The joists are also 2" x 6" boards, and they are anchored at each end by joist hangers. The boards are 16" from center to center.
So, the two mistakes (that I know of so far) are that the boards that cross the entire 20' may be too far apart and rather than using jo...
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Thu, August 23, 2007 - 10:51 AM
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I am so grateful to this forum and to all of you who responded to my last blog and have been so supportive. I hoped it would jog something loose and it definitely has. A really neat man (friends only) popped into my life recently and today is his birthday. He lives two hours away and I was supposed to drive down and join his friends to celebrate but I really didn't want to go. The last few times we've talked on the phone I've been argumentative and it became very clear this morning what w...
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Sat, August 11, 2007 - 10:16 AM
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