Here' s what I say, honestly and differently each time, to the people I live for:

Only lost do we start to find,
And one day we shall find that moment.
I look around and see GODS
Dimming the light with their own devices.
But you, you give me hope.
You serve as a beacon to all that I look for,
and a boundary to what I abhor in us all.
Knowing your bravery to be yourself,
I may never feel alone.
Whatever demons we may invent
I will chase away to the shadows,
And live brilliantly ... read more

May 31st 2008
I go to SF to party with Crystan for her friend Xtina's birthday. On the way I stop by a Playa Info meeting for Burning Man, bring some gifts, give some ideas, and reverse engineer some playatech furniture. After partying with some beautiful women, I leave to catch the show at Cellspace (a nice club).
My car is gone. I can't find it. I walk miles searching. I know it is near the corner of Green and Union. I call 911 because it has been towed or stolen. Flavor Flav hit ... read more

Part 1st
UC POLICE+
Yolo Jail
THREAT
PRISON FRAUD
RIGHTS VIOLATIONS

5/8/8
Tracy Cooke 581 9th St 10
(530)908-7532 Davis, CA 95616

To Those Interested,
I have experienced a great tale of frustration and abuse at UC Davis. I attempt to retell it here to enlighten a situation riddled with shady actions:

The Beginning Of the Confusion
In the spring of 2006 I enrolled in what was to be my last class to achieve my B.S. degree in Mathematics f... read more

for anyone missing a friend

For the light always here and ever,
Though nothing can be constant in time,
Life-[love] is the most precious thing we have.
The fun was never-ending,
So long I've forgotten the beginning.
You are my brother, and this is for YOU.
Ever feel alone - because you can't be.
Family never "leaves"
Wherever you situate,
I WILL not 'hesitate',
No one may absolve our brotherhood
THERE IS NO BOTTOM --->
you may count on those you TRUST (especially yo... read more

Cooke's Circular Consciousness Patterning, Organically is what I've invented. I guess I can finish all "math"... whoops. I'm trying to get the department of defense to do it cause they have money + stuff, and ITS ALL GOOD FOR EVERYONE EVERYTIME - provable.
JUST 4 ATTENTION: bomb, terrorism, nuclear technology, manhattan project, UFO, alien civilization, Atlantis, fuck the government, anarchy, death to christianity, fuck hitler nazi george bush (either one), "I am going to kill the preside... read more