joined on 06/14/07
last updated 04/27/09
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about me
I am the TPT (total-power-transfer) slave of Master S.D. of Arizona. I have been his slave for over ten years and accept and welcome the changes it has made in me. I am not interested in explaining these changes to the uninitiated.
Although I came from a free life, I cannot and do not do these following things without his explicit permission.
Viz:
+ I do not meet people for sex
+ I do not form outside friendships without his meeting them;
+ I do not donate money to causes unknown and unwelcome to him
+ I do not leave the house without permission, generally
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For reference, I have been involved in:
CTSM in Chicago (co-founder)
KBA, Chicago (member)
MAsT in Tucson (recent member)
Any or all of these vanish like the wind.. nature of being kinky.
I was also once the slave of 'Master Tarsdale', of Quakerstown, PA. Those looking for a reference for him may or may not find one here.
From bondage.com, I know people personally; I will have to obtain their permission to see if I can refer to them here.
And.. I love this control. So, please do not break it. I can form friendships, but eventually we would have to meet.
So, please forgive my recitence if I insist on friendships in Chicago, L.A., Tucson, and other areas my Master and I are likely to be.
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About Friendship:
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You should know about my friendships: I do not take real friendship lightly, but at the same time, I am not too damned serious all the time. I am selective about 'friends' here at tribe.net, but only exclude your listing (your 'friendship' - this is a misleading word in America) if you'd done something terribly, terribly rude to my Master or me, that precludes our link. The other break is, if you tell me to go away. I will.
Gor................?
(blog entry)
What is wrong with Gor? Why do, and do I not, care? At this time! With the country falling about our ears!
Ah, well. When there is not food or hope there is always ideology, .. right? ()*%()!*$()*!!!
I *so* want to care. And I even asked abou...
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damn, commercialism
(blog entry)
Well, whoop de do.
What fresh hell is this?
Your result for The Sex Slave Collar Test..
Utter Slave
You want steel locked tight around your throat, and you don't care when it is (if ever) removed. Explore Axsmar [comma] you won't be dis...
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Obedience
(blog entry)
My Master is able to heal me if only I obey. I can see that now.
Competition
(blog entry)
Maybe I should cut my hair: the dust is always in it.
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Master's gone north to deal with work. I'm here alone and worrying about being alone at night. I am all grown up now but still get the creeps lying alone on the floor thinking about Strang...
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Seeking a Tucson retreat
( local favorites » other )
.. not of the "Miraval" quality, but something where I can
_ not be b...
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listing posted
Wed, April 9, 2008 - 4:31 PM
What is wrong with Gor? Why do, and do I not, care? At this time! With the country falling about our ears!
Ah, well. When there is not food or hope there is always ideology, .. right? ()*%()!*$()*!!!
I *so* want to care. And I even asked about Lee Thompson.
O Passenger, What would you say?
I am thinking about you and will be researching you this week.
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Posted to *(**gor.yahoogroups.com
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Mon, November 24, 2008 - 7:58 PM
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Well, whoop de do.
What fresh hell is this?
Your result for The Sex Slave Collar Test..
Utter Slave
You want steel locked tight around your throat, and you don't care when it is (if ever) removed. Explore Axsmar [comma] you won't be disappointed. Or if Axmars' prices scare you try Wyred Slave. They make collars that are a bit more affordable.
www.helloquizzy.com/tests/th...llar-test
IMHO, The Stockroom makes much better steel-wire collars.
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And Axsmar...
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Sat, October 18, 2008 - 8:09 PM
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My Master is able to heal me if only I obey. I can see that now.
Tue, May 20, 2008 - 5:29 PM
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Maybe I should cut my hair: the dust is always in it.
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Master's gone north to deal with work. I'm here alone and worrying about being alone at night. I am all grown up now but still get the creeps lying alone on the floor thinking about Stranger Danger outside. It's been a week since our cars were broken into. God, I hate Tucson. There are so many horrible wrecks out here. I know I should feel compassionately for some of them, but since we were ripped off even *moving* to this place, ...
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Tue, April 15, 2008 - 5:03 PM
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I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate myself, I really do.
I wake up in the night thinking this. I can't let anything go. I can't sleep either. I really hate, hate, hate, hate, myself and the way it is all going.
I used to love plants and the way they grow, and used to be curious and love biology and botany.
Now I wake up sweating and grinding my teeth.
I can't make it much longer. I don't want to go anywhere. I don't want to go outside.
Fri, April 4, 2008 - 10:09 PM
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