So I'm a little freaked, to the point of figuring out which one of my friends is a Costco Club member that I can sponge off of in order to start stock piling on canned goods, water and other emergency supplies.

18 months & the pandemic could be upon us in the United States. I am not prone to panic & frankly I am a poster child for procrastination and ignorant to most current events, i.e. no earthquake kits, no extra flashlight batteries, no emergency condom stashed in the wallet. But thi... read more

Don't tell anyone I have become
the appendage of a full grown man
Now, i play with little boys to forget
the insults and pokes at your pride
a bronco unbroken, just angry

I told you your eyes scared little children
You told me to go fuck myself
and I did, the force of my hips made me smile
even through the cinders fallen on your face

I'll keep a room for you inside my head
and only bring you out on rainy days
when the trickle brings my heart back to it's place,
a few inches be... read more

I've noticed, even meeting cool people
still numb
down there, numbing, numby, numb
yup, rub it a lil, hmmmmm
still numb

maybe it's just broken
or maybe nothing good enough to rouse it?

aloneliness, just won't leave me alone.

Are those jolly ranchers?