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beanie

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joined on 07/07/05
last updated 02/21/07
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July 7, 2005
This chick don't play; she quit Jr. High School 'cuz of recess!!! Some fools smoke ganj and think they're in touch with Reggae culture... me and Kris laugh at people like that. Bow down to my lil' sis -- she'll be your friend to the end.
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Merely this, and nothing more...

Gender
Female
Age
30
Location
about me
I've been caught up comparing myself to what I used to be, so I'm beginning to focus on what I am and what my surroundings are supposed to be. "Risk! Risk anything! Care no more for the opinions of others, for those voices. Do the hardest thing on earth for you. Act for yourself. Face the truth." - (Quote by Katherine Mansfield, not I)
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What does that even mean?

This phrase is usually spoken with haste toward someone who has created some sort of song, video, or other form of art - some call it art, some call it a waste of time...

I wanna know how wonderful these people's lives are, that they feel the need to put someone else's down. If they are so opinionated, talking about "wasted time on their hands", doesn't that mean that they are wasting their time absorbing this medium, and not to mention commenting and respo... read more
Wed, February 21, 2007 - 10:24 AM permalink - 0 comments
 



Condensed gray cloud in space of my brain.

I can't think.

Psychological streets are desolate.

Long country roads, my brainwaves

are barren.

I feel like I am not there.

Unaware.

My face, a clean slate,

No pre-existing features

Anymore.

An empty glass.

Hair falls like an upright mop -

or better yet, a fistful of hay,

Stiff, prickly, and course.

But I can't feel it.

My fingers are like pretzel sticks and

My eyes do not exist

In this worl... read more
Wed, February 21, 2007 - 9:52 AM permalink - 0 comments
 


that I'd rather know that i struggled and survived,
than existed as an
un-noticed leech
hanging on to the balls of the earth
along for the free
fun ride
and unlimited supply of
eggs and milk.
Wed, February 21, 2007 - 9:48 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
Dedicated to:

Dougie Freshcat 8/04 - 6/05

Biggie (mamacita) Smalls 8/04 - 9/05


It all started with a simple hiss;
Baby Dougie stood on your head,
Just to protect you from
The unfamiliar touch of a human kiss;
So tainted.
And another hiss;
I thought it would never end,
Now you wrap yourself,
So comfortably around my neck;
I feel like you’re my only friend,
Sometimes
When I think of you,
I’ll imagine,
A reminiscent slide-show,
The way your little pink paws... read more
Mon, September 19, 2005 - 9:55 AM permalink - 5 comments
 
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