JUST BECAUSE I"M PREGNANT DOESN"T MEAN I CAN'T HOOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Love,
me :)

A miracle or a curse... Depends on who you are and how your looking at it.

Miracle: n 1: any amazing or wonderful occurrence 2: a marvellous event manifesting a supernatural act of God.
Curse: 1. An appeal or prayer for evil or misfortune to befall someone or something. 2. The evil or misfortune that comes in or as if in response to such an appeal: bewailed the curse of ill health.

I see this as a miracle.
Depo provera is 99.97% effective. This means there is a 3 in 10,000 chance of pregnancy under this effect. Consider me one of those three.
Every night for years I prayed that someday when the time was right, I would have another baby. I loved my future baby with all my heart, and often questioned myself: Can I love something that doesn't exsist?
I had pre-reqs for pregnancy. Great husband. Financial stability. House. New Car. College Degree. Career. Insurance.
I have none of those things. I do however, have a man who loves me greatly, two wonderful families, and a head full of high hopes and dreams, only a little different than they were before.

Who's to say when I should bring another life into this world? Shouldn't I decide? Well, somebody did for me. Somebody bigger, more powerful and all knowing than me.
Call it God, call it Fate, Call it whatever you want.
I call it a miracle.