THANK YOU for your LOVE & SUPPORT, FEELING SO MUCH LOVE AND GRATITUDE FOR MY WORLD and YOU IN IT !!!

I'm sending my most special prayers of gratitude and love to all of you, my friends and families. This is the first time I've had to share some of my story ,this is actually my first blog entry anywhere, but I so apprieciate tribe and my friends and family here that I am happy to share my story in hopes that it may inspire or encourage anyone in there life's journey. "Having Cancer" was never a reality one wants to embrace, I never actually did.... I never spoke the words "I have "it", or to say "I have CANCER".
In reality we all have cancer everyday, or bodies celluar networks are constantly destroying and recycling thoose cells that have fallen out of our greater alignment, into dis-ease. For me, I viewed it as an issue of HEALING MY LIFE, and the mental, emotional, and physical counterparts that can create or uncreate disease. WHEN our body shouts "HEY YOU, LOOK AT THIS", it can be an OPPURTUNITY to heal our lives. In my case, like many cancers, it was already to late to reverse a mass or tumor once it has manifestied itself in the body. Looking back now, I don't think all the cleansing in the world could have changed that. This part of my body, or mass of cells, was not ME anymore, these cells were not alignied with my gentic coding, DNA, or DIVINE blueprint that is the human being. So it was time to release that PART of me that's not ME. It sounds so simple to put it that way. I'm glad to have embraced the surgrey as a step toward my health and wholeness. It FELT like the right thing to do!!!....well FINALLY, after overcoming my resistance to surgery in genral, but that's a whole other story, for this wasn't my first surgrey THIS YEAR!!! OOUCH.
Janurary 29, I was struck by a giant rouge wave(I can't make this stuff up folks!!!) while walking on a rocky BIG ISLAND beach in KONA PARADISE, I tumbled down a lava rock tower about 8-10ft down to the tidal drain, breaking my right shoulder, completely smashing my right elbow, fracturing a bone in my foot and cutting my head in four places. Yes I was a bloody mess, and spent a week in the hospital. I had surgery for the right elbow, a screw in the base of the humerus so it could attach in the joint, allowing my to USE my arm normally again, Yes DR., I accept your treatment, and thanks for the help. I had never been in situation like that before. Sure I've broken bones, but no major traumas like this. This experience allowed me to see the Medical Profession in a new light. So what were my lessons,,,,,MANY, but let me share this one.
This trauma led my to accept the care, love and support of my parents and sister, both now in LAS VEGAS, something I probably would never have done otherwise. So in turn, that allowed my to be in a place to focus solely on taking care of myself, and thus addressing this Cancer Issue head on, in my own way, and with the support of my FAMILY. Or at least some form of their support, Mom and Dad aren't exactley to hip to HERBS, CLEANSING, AND ENERGETIC modalites. But it's all LOVE. No one can do your work for you anyway, we can only ask for love and support. I cleansed, fasted, juiced, and meditatied. I overcame ever food addition you could image, I even stop eating Chocolate(COOKED) and Green Tea Y'all, some daily habits for me!!! My body healed rapidly, but the out of control cell mass grew also. I had a goal, set a date, and still no change. So it was time to ask the Medical Profession for assistance in finding my wholeness, and so I did. The Surgery was very succesful, but most importantly the pathology report was teriffic news. The cancer was localized. There was no sign of disease or growths anywhere else that the surgerons or radiolgy scans could find at this point. However the Doctors will be meeting to dicuss further treatment options and most likley recomend a short course of RADIATION treatment, I met with them on the 26th to dicuss thier treatment options.
I may be looking for a place to stay a few nights here or there at the end of the month unitl I can get into a sublet arangement in early JULY, so let me know if have the space for me to land in. Thank you all again for your thoughts and PRAYERS, there are many of you out there whom I wish to thank personally and with such love, and also many who aren't even on my tribe or email list, so may this message of love and gratitude reach out to you too. Remeber also I lost my phone last summer and I am still collecting numbers I have lost, please feel free to call and connect, for I might not be able to find some you lovelies out there.
BLESSINGS to you,
JACOB 415-401=LOVE
ps. I feel FUCKING FANTASTIC!!!