oh i'm still alive!!!

i'm still here.....i almost forgot to log in to tribe. i'mmmm back..

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it’s about finding balance and not letting negative thoughts consume your being. if there’s one thing i’m learning it’s how to be half-full now—at all times regardless of circumstance. that is the ultimate mindset i strive for. it’s important though to recognize feelings of anger, sadness, and discomfort. being able to express to people that you are bummed rather than being passive aggressive or a debbie downer about it is important too.

keeping an open heart and mind is hard. how many times has your heart been broken? 4, 5, 6? 6 times? well maybe it’s time to reevaluate your open heart policy. time to amend the policy. keep it open, but be careful. be careful and mindful of other peoples hearts.

there are so many things to fall in love with that will not crush your spirit. for me those are reggae, hula hooping, social networking, creative endeavors, and dance. those keep me grounded and help re-generate my fractured heart.

in the grand scheme of things, i have everything i have ever wanted or needed. the things i dream are reachable, and this makes me lucky. the things i want to be i can be. so rather than focus on the negative spaces in my life, the things i perceive i don’t have, it’s time to focus on the positive, all the opportunities i have been given. for gosh sakes i’m the luckiest person in the whole world and i need to be thankful for everything i have and will have.

Spring time

I could sit and think about you all day long.

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In my dreams we run to far off lands.


I could sip tea with you all morning long.

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And lay in your arms till sunrise.

I could love you Spring forever.

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Never long for another season.

you join me in this dream world i will presently call reality

"present moment wonderful moment"
living "it" day by day
gifting what i have learned
show me what you know,
<----expand----> my world infinitely
universe of ours.
i have \_so_much_/ to be thankful for.
i forget who i am, where i am, and how i am.
remind me of my small but powerful nature
astral projecting to dreams i am incapable of staring in alone
you join me, YOU join me in this dream world
i will presently call reality.