December 4, 2003
What to say about Amanda . . .
There's so much to say, yet when i think about it right now i feel as if i don't even know her. It's her complexity. Amanda is a very deep person, with layers upon layers of inner thoughtfulness. I wish i could see what goes on inside her - i imagine it's something extraordinarily beautiful, yet equally frightening; something sublime, which only one in a million of us would be able to handle without psychically bursting apart. Though what a psychic death it would be! How worth it! That is how i would wish to die, if given my choice. Amanda is everyone's pal, which is tough, because her eyes make you fall in love. Simply, Amanda is the best. Get to know her if you can. I wish i did.
