Im a poet, philosopher, I paint visions, I write messages and I live/survive through trials; to guide others from experience. Im both a wayshower and a seeker, receiver of intuitive, clairvoyant and precognitive *(truthdreams) messages which I share. My mind work alot with symbols, I am in constant motion.... Energy-Motion = Emotions.

I personally think we are going through a roallercoaster of experiences in these times, which is at times a blessing in lessons of love, but at times feels like an unfair curse, and I dont like that. But things happens for a reason, and sometimes it is well disguised and we can be mislead by psycopaths that destroys our souls and our inner light.

I am passionate in my strive to reach out, through my own hurt and wounded hermit existance, despite my proud and stubborn ego, and I move like the ocean and moon between appearences as the phases of life changes our seasons into light, dark, spring, summer, autumn and winter. I am never the same, and neither are you - we are Evolution and spiritual beeings with human experiences. Sometimes we are so caught up in drama, we forget our own power and the Truth, and it is easy to fall out of love..

It is easy to hate, judge, kill, destroy, be sucked into the spiral of acting out the pain someone else gave us, you know.. Anyone can do that - but only a true hero dare to risk his/her heart...

Im here on tribe to learn more, from you, and to give and share what I might contribute with - even if I might seem a certain way to you, that might not be what I am.. we are mostly judged for what we appear to be, rather then for what we truly are.

We are like dancing energy sparkles in this dimension... we tend to often manipulate each other though, and that is like stealing energy from others, mostly because we do not believe in the power of our selves, and are not aware of the source of the force, the energy we feel when we are IN LOVE... we tend to think to much and feel to little and believe in our fears and focus too much on the darkness - without realising we are manifesting what we think - as a hologram of selffulfilling prophecys..

We need each other.. we can help and give so much, even if we are crippled or have bad selfasteem.. our friends can see beyond that, and true friends tells us when we are dirty in the face - our flaws, how we might hurt others and if we are lost.. but trust your own heart and intution, and if you need to hold someones hand and be in their company - dont forget to follow your self.. noone is supposed to hold you down or steal your energy, destroy your heart and abuse your trust.

Im both a Master and yet Im a novis, Im trying to adjust to new insights, and release old patterns that Ive been domesticated with. No matter culture, age, gender or religion - we have the same needs: acceptance. We want to be free and create from the gift that we each and one have been blessed with in our unique signature.. You are more important then you might realise, and you need to be reminded of that just as much as anyone else, me included.. Its easy to think we are what we own, or what others see in us, but you are more, you are a multidimensional body, mind, spirit and astral beeing that are here on this dimension in this time on Gaia for a reason... you are a co-creator and a co-inspiration to me and others..

I thank you for beeing here in this tribe, in my presence and for sharing your wisedom and for teaching me how one can see and feel from your angles and through your senses. It broadens my mind, my world and bring us closer...

-------------------------

My Mayan Galactic Signature
Check out yours here:
www.icandosomething.com/mayancalendar/

RED SPECTRAL SERPENT

I dissolve in order to survive,
Releasing instinct.
I seal the store of life force
With the spectral tone of liberation.
I am guided by my own power doubled.

Green Central Castle of Enchantment – Court of synchronization, power of magical flight

Red Root Race - The initiators. Key note: birth

Earth family: Red Serpent, White Dog, Blue Eagle, Yellow Sun

PolarKin – Sound the call Crown receive

Blood Clan - Red Chromatic

Tone: 11, Note: A#, Name: Spectral, Function: Liberation

You were born in the Wavespell of Blue Eagle in the Year White Wizard

Red Serpent – Survives Life Force *
When operating in the light of your energy, the positive aspects are:
Protection, Instinct, Purification, Healing, Creativity, Body Wisdom, Intuition, Passion, Intimacy

Shadows
When operating in the shadow of your energy, typical symptoms are:
Making decisions based on familiarity and security rather than intuitive wisdom.
Not listening to your body wisdom. Loneliness, Lack of Love.

Transformation
To come out of the shadow: Follow your gut feelings and intuition to make choices in the moment. Learn to use passion and the senses to access and align with Higher Self. You are the love you seek.

Life Question: How can I release and let go?

Interesting dicussion I copied, made by viewers to the video above...

- "Ok, first of all.. The HAARP (earthquake, mind control and weather device) and so on is based on Nicola Tesla's suppressed inventions and NOT alien technology.. The government also mastered time-travel, teleportation and other dimensional technologies with the help of Tesla's stolen work. There are soldiers that have done missions on Mars, being teleported to Mars with a StarGate-like device and then they serve 20 years there.."

Reply:
Somewhat true, but Nikola Tesla's grandfather had access to the Vatican libraries (documented fact) and he made many of his inventions (including the working elements of Nikola's work) from this inter-dimensional intelligence.

.

Watch some videos about the Philadelphia Experiment & Montauk Projet - Stewart Swerdlow & Michael Outzager
www.youtube.com/view_play_list

.
. .

(¯`v´¯)
`*.¸.*´
¸.•´¸.•*¨) ¸.•*¨)
(¸.•´ (¸.•´ .•´ ¸¸.•¨¯`• WILD ANGEL
performed by Joshua Kadison (album: The Venice Beach Sessions)

Lyrics:

.¸¸.•´¯`» Didn´t anybody ever tell you
that you´re made of stars?
Didn´t anybody ever tell you
how wonderful you are?
Didn´t anybody ever look into your eyes
and see the whole world
spinnin´ around, spinnin´ around?

Strage days we´re living in.
Sometimes it seem the signal´s getting low
keep picking up waves of love
on your human radio.

Wild angel, don´t you think
it´s time now?
Wild angel, don´t you think
it´s time now?
Don´t you think its time now
to love yourself?

Didn´t anybody ever tell you
that you´re made of space?
Didn´t anybody ever tell you
that you´re filled with grace?
Didn´t anybody ever "sing" in your ear
the sweet sounding song of yourself,
song of youreself?

Strage days we´re living in.
Sometimes it seem the signal´s getting low
keep picking up waves of love
on your human radio.

Wild angel, don´t you think
it´s time now?
Wild angel, don´t you think
it´s time now?
Don´t you think its time now
to love yourself?

**********(¨`•.•´¨)********** **
******(¨`•.•´¨).¸..(¨`•.•´¨)* ******
*(¨`•.•´*•. ¸.•´ ** `•.¸.•´ `•.•´¨)*
* `•.¸.•sHoWiN' sOmE LoVe.¸.•´*
***************************** **
*******(¨`•.•´¨) (¨`•.•´¨)*********
********`•.¸(¨`•.•´¨)..•´**** ******
***********`•.¸.•´*********** *

I am safe. I trust more; I fear less.
I am centered and grounded.

I feel my emotions and my pain.
I reawaken my passion.
I surrender to this moment.

I am courageous. I am whole.
I stand in my power.

I am loved; I let love in.
I am kind to myself.
I live in peace and gratitude.

I play in my imagination.
I create my reality.
I know and share my truth.

I honour my intuition.
I accept my path.
I am healing; Body Mind and Spirit.

I connect with Spirit.
I invite sacred transformation.
I embrace the unity of all beings.

(*.¸♥¸.*´)¸.*´ ♥«´¨*°*´¨»♥ .¸.* (*.¸♥¸.*)

Narcissism and psychopathic personality, underdeveloped emotional and social skills, extremely immature and selfserving, impulsive, irrational, borderline between domination and victim-roleplay. Compulsive liar, without any guilty conciouss at all. Copycat. Imitator. Abuser. User. Parasite. Dramaqueen. Chaos wanna-be 'magician'.

Laborating with emotions, playing all the roles on the scale from 0-100 just for the amusement of triggering OTHERS, without being attached in any part of SELF at all. Without a self; simply a pretender, and not such a great one either. Intellectualizing and verbal attacks, hierarchy-and alpha-conflicts without end, scared to death of intimacy and exposure - absorbed by keeping track of others; guarding their selfmade image/rumour.

Possibly Aspberger or bi-polar parallell diagnoses - obsessive narrowminded interests, which is serving of the egomaniacs need to 'dominate' hangarounds seeking their 'specialized knowledge' - stepping outside the comfortzone will lead to a complete breakdown - hence attack on those that they with paranoide frenzy imagine 'threaten' their zones i.e. 'supply sources' (other persons they have manipiulated). Very calculating, and also well rooted habits i.e. addictive responses (study them for a short period and you can KNOW they are EXACTLY the same 10 years back and 10 years forward.)

Outsiders, with a pride of being 'Special', and refusing to grow up above 2-yearold 'I want it, and I want it NOW' behaviour, getting away with 'being cute' with momentarely roleplay in lolita-posing (doesnt matter that they are over 14 years old, they will do that til they are over 60), or simply using others normal sympathy (which they laugh at and see as weakness) in their played victim-agenda. (Oh I had such a shitty childhood and was abused, so I think I should get away with everything buhuuuu... )

Gossiping, jealousy more or less hidden or open, compulsive behaviour, compulsive liars.
Trash, no class, no ethics, moral. Damaged brain, not wired correctly, impossible to 'cure';
cuz they are never wrong, and they are skilled manipulators since childhood -
all one can do is if you EXPOSE them = prepare to be stalked and harassed,
if you turn your back to them = prepare to be stalked and harassed,
if you insult them = prepare to be stalked and harassed,

til they have found a new prey which will become their new 'supply source'.


.
. .

Humans and demons.. their ridiculous fascination and obsession with this biosuit. The pathetic so called sex-act, penetrating shit causing friction and nervendings signal to their so called brain. The addiction under their senses. Its less logical, then it could be scientifically intersting to study - in experiemental level. If it was only a physical need, but you idiots have let it become an industry, a living God, eating the little piece of Soul that was if ever there. And you PAY for it too... Its not even funny. You are 'a-mazed' - caught in the maze.......

Im bored with most of your limited mind, fantasy and intelligence.

I am discusted by your social games, made up gods, lowgrade mating behaviour.

I wouldnt bother doing the 'flatter' card here - or the 'imitation of so called interest' to score point in ANOTHER social manipulation 'game'. I see through you, but most of the time, Im too fucking polite to inform you of it - instead you get a diplomatic silent withdrawal, for YOU to not loose your so called dignity. Some of you are too dumb to get the signal, and force upoon yourself a less pleasant rejection...

Im far too aware of the deep level of infested demon activity in this dimension and how most of you are addicted by a daily mindrape by that virus, Im too aware of how extreme mindfucked you are by certain strategic commands. YOU are not my priority - you are just their braindead pawns, controlled by your lack of impulsreactioin and lack of Self.

This is a request to those who compliment themselves to be the smartest of you:

DONT BOTHER - you just bore me, at best.
Get rid of that cute attitude, its under your dignity. I couldnt care less about 'cute' or 'cool' shit, or your dick, or what the fuck ever you might have invented as a lameass attempt to get my attention with.

Im NO WAY NEAR impressed by your extremely limited vocabulary or neuro-exchange in what is called your brain. Dont waste my time, dont try to 'get my attention' - and you do yourself a favour. I would strongly suggest you DO think twice before desciding to ignore this text.

OUT.

From the East, House of Light
May wisdom Dawn in us
So we may see all things in clarity

From the North, House of Night
May Wisdom Ripen in Us
So we may know all from within

From the West, House of Transformation
May Wisdom be transformed into right action
So we may do what must be done

From the South, House of the Eternal Sun
May right action reap the harvest
So we may enjoy the fruits of Planetary being

From Above, House of Heaven
Where star people and Ancestors gather
May their blessings come to us Now

From Below, House of Earth
May the heartbeat of her crystal core
Bless us with harmonies to end all war

From the Center, Galactic Source
Which is everywhere at once
May everything be known
as the light of mutual Love

Oh Yum Hunab Ku Evam Maya E Ma Ho

All Hail the Harmony of Mind and Nature

PROJECTION is to "paint someone in your own ideas, wishes or dreams" -
that is, you DONT ALLOW them to be themselves, since you expect
them to live up to YOUR needs, wishes or dreams...

I am not here to fulfil anyones dreams... sorry to say this so bluntly....
We are all the dreamer of different realities, cooperation and co-creating.

Projections to me, have sadly ment alot of INVADING of My Space...
That - Im not okey with. And I feel I want to make it clear now.


This goes to everyone that have an issue with me, either =

- if I HAVE let them down; by not answering their emails
(I have over 600 un-answered right now, and english is my second language...
+ my computor shuts down the internet several times a day,
thats why I have such a hurry to post information in my blog asap before its lost..)

- or if somene cannot handle that Im showing my limits
and demand equal respect in our relationship...

theres some things I dont like - and heres some of it =

*************************************************************

... Im actually here to do my own research, post my findings to share,
and to hopefully have the time to explore what ever I am drawn too
(this is hard since I know some have second agenda
and are around me to manipulate me into their own twisted ideas
about how to use me and my energy, but its okey, Im handeling it..

the question is - CAN YOU HANDLE IT?

..... that I draw a line when someone pushes me too far
.... or get too much under my skin?? Cus I need space -
.....even though Im open and sharing and kind... get that!


Just PLEASE let me be a little "ego" from time to time, please...

I dont have the energy to give as much as YOU deserve OR desire of me
everytime I would like too, ALL the time... perhaps in periods of time too...
or when YOU think its "time to"...

I need to fix my shit first, and to be online here is a brake for me from that shit...
so dont give me shit, if you get what I mean ; ) haha! *PARDON MY FRENSCH!*

... I dont like writing it, I dont like my tone, or how I poooooore myself out...
*it pisses me off actually* BUT I also have the right to say - ok a bit, but NO further..


BTW - MESSAGE TO WHOM IT CONCERNS - dont EVER underestimate my intelligence...
Im SO aware of what goes on underneith the fasade.....

Just remember, all the sweet-talk mean NOTHING if one doesnt act thereafter...
if you talk the talk, youd better walk the walk..

so, if anyone throws "love and light" around - well for the sake of GOD,
show you know what both forgiveness is, what love is
and please get enlightened or get OUT of my life!

Just dont stay in MY profile to suck energy of me,
just then leave me if I say PLEASE STOP....
or asking why or what ur up to REALLY acting like that...

YOU who reads this are 99,99% NOT the one it concerns, so no offence to YOU...

Dont keep track of ME for the sake of your EGO instead of the HEART... thats all I ask.
NOTHING MORE, I ASK NOTHING MORE of YOU.... just let me have the right to say NO..
Just as YOU have the right to say no or disagree with me... that is of course basic rules!

Dont give me ANY comments on this please, its not the most important in my profile...
I have limits and its time I show it.... thats all. If my friends dont respect this wish,
then Im sorry, we cannot be friends... I am not to take advatage of in ANY way...

Otherwise Im still CARING about those that I MYSELF choose to give my energy and attention too!

This info are not to be fokused upon, but its definitly worth taking notice of -
so we can AVOID conflicts... especially if you wanna be my friend and stay friends.


LAST NOTE - IF you are male, dont flirt with me please..
or judge me cuz of my appearence.

Im not interested in sex, dating or to be in YOUR church either...
I am spiritual, not religious.

FOR ME, Since Love is Holy - then you dont treat people carrying a heart like shit!

and the Holy part are EQUAL... that is not a dominant male OR female..
There is NO MALE that should be worsipped as The Lord,
nor should a female be treated as a slut, just because shes sexy,
and there is no reason either for us to be in some kind of gender-war!

Its YOU then who cannot handle the reactions of ur own body, mind and senses,
neither the responsobility we each and everyone has when we interact in this world.

Be CIVILIZED...