February 5, 2007
I am missing this girl like crazy!! Now on the other side of the world, but rooted deep in my heart. Existence has put us simultaneously on paths of deep self-discovery and re-birthing and I honor this journey, even if it appears we are not travelling it together for the moment. Can't wait to see you again one day soon, my sweet sister. We WILL reunite. You are my dearest friend, forever family, and I LOVE YOU without end....xxxxx
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November 17, 2005
This Divine creature is a sacred prayer at twilight.
This flowering gemstone of consciousness is as deep and multi-faceted as the whole realm of stars in the infinite dark of night. She is Shakti's sister, this is Pele's daughter, this fire so potent she can ignite the frozen water with her love, Comes from way down deep and from so high above, she might leave you realing, and by now you can tell how this dear one has me feeling... This is truly a blessed awesome friend, and like me, if you have guessed correctly, you would never want it to end. Dear ones, this is beauty x 100 x 10,000 x the blazing sun, all factored down and simplified, to the sweet square root of 1... OH SHIT! MY HAIR'S ON FIRE! August 25, 2005
Lieve Sandhya,
I have great respect for how you conquer the world...How you're so open to everything, how you move forward in times of hardship and pain. How you keep finding the positive vibe within. I still think about how we met often, at the OM-meditation in Puna, I was attracted to your energy....Can you believe that has been 7 years ago!! We've met in three different places: India, Holland and the U.S.A. and I always feel that you understand the choices I make. I will forever stay curious to which roads you will be walking, which paths you will cross. I'm sure ours will keep on crossing! Be faithfull to yourself, Sandhya.... then nothing is impossible! Love You! Katja-XXX- August 13, 2005
Sandhyaaaaahhhhh....Sweet, sexy girlie, beautiful, bubbly sister, fellow monkey...it is an honor to know you. Since the day the this gorgeous creature showed up on my doorstep to live four years ago, I have been deeply touched. Instant and forever family. This soul runs deep. I have never met anyone who lays it out so completely and honestly like she does--on the dance floor, sitting at the kitchen table having a tea, interacting with complete strangers...She loves to love, is very loved, she's LOVE! all wrapped up in one of the cutest, sexiest little bodies you've ever seen! I LOVE YOU, Sandhya!
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I was born in Holland with gypsy blood running through my veins, guess I really love free flows,not posseble to label,...have travelled a lot the last 22 years so havent established a lot of commitments,for long Sedona was my home...the magnetisme of the earth and my friends there still feed my spirit.....This moment I'm networking my ways to re-establish myself somewhere on this planet,I feel there is a "calling",to be of service to the blosseming of my heart and touch those around me as gently and genuinely as posseble.I'm here to be purified and seek awakening, its all a mystery to me though,don't know NOTHING..but It's worth the ride..that is a given!!! I am learning profound lessons of surrender,disattachement and acceptation of what is...sometimes we dream of great fullfilled intentions..ahhhh..spirit gives us what we need,even if we don't like it!!My advice is "surrender"and stay tuned in to the love we carry through whatever heartship there may be,we are so powerful when we love!!! Besides being a silly aries monkey gal..I'm learning to become more humble and less selfish and watch the world around me with amazement and try to touch peoples worlds with my sparklles and genuine interest..its a treasure needed to be shared...I absolutely love being on "fire",dance,feel my inner drumbeat,dream lucidly,and sense my body,..and all the emotions that run through my veins...I believe denial to be one of our biggest enemies...wanne look at my shit..but hey we all fuck up sometimes!!!Cant take it all too serious!!So..what ever it takes,Im up for it ..to live a full life..in different colors everyday!!! This moment my truest of intention is to once again attract a beautiful tribe somewhere on this globe and honour the priestess within!!!!
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Tue, September 25, 2007 - 6:36 PM
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....it looks like i'm gonne be doing the Dutch country living!!!I've been fighting this whole prospect of settling for my homecountry..it's been a very rich 22 years of soulsearching,traveling the planet,eventually finding my "utopian" land of sedona..believing this to be my heart,my home!!! So yeah,after my deportation I went completely nuts not knowing what direction is calling,as long as it's not Holland......everything I looked into as a new potential destination turned out to be the wron...
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Wed, May 23, 2007 - 7:34 AM
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There comes a time
Sat, April 21, 2007 - 10:35 AM
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when you will have gone as far as you can go in the way you're used to going There comes a time when you're led another way of going to get to a new place you've never been before and must get to There comes a time when all the places you've been won't help you go to the next place calling your name There comes a time when coming and going will end and staying the course bringing you peace will forever end your wondering There comes a time when eve... read more
I got deported on the 26th of November...They picked me up at a border patrol near Bisbee AZ where I had spend glorious days with a beautiful love..in a blink of an eye heaven turned into a very dark place,I spend 5 weeks incarcerated at an Arizona prison and had a journey that has affected me deeply......The system punished me for having made America my home,loving it,honouring the land...just not the system....I am sorry for this loss..wasn't quite prepared to let go....nevertheless the l...
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Wed, January 3, 2007 - 4:05 PM
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Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate
Sat, September 2, 2006 - 10:38 AM
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Our greatest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure It is our light,not our darkness that most frightens us We ask ourselves,who am I to be brilliant,fabolous,gorgeous,talented? Actually,who are you not to be? You are a child of God, you're playing small doesn't serve the world There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you We are born to make manifest the glory of God that's within... read more
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