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.:magic:. - My new name

In the early morning hours of June 26th, 2007 I woke from a dream with a mix of emotions including fear and ecstasy. The whole night had been one of those nights where you hover between being asleep and not. It felt as if I were journeying rather than dreaming. I had many odd "dreams" that night most of which I dont recall but bits and pieces of others are still vivid. One dream however is as clear as day even two days later.

This dream was short and intense. It consisted of my face coming out of the dark and yelling very loudly, "I am magic!!!". It was an informative tone, like it was telling me this was an indisputable fact. This awoke me from my sleep and I was astonished. It felt so true to me. I am magic! I just layed there for at least an hour repeating to myself, "I am magic!". It was something that just was, it was an agreement I made with myself never to be broken.

I truly believe this was a journey and the visions I had that night were from a higher power. That higher power gifted me with the name .:magic:. .

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My Symphony by William Henry Channing

To live content with small means;
To seek elegance rather than luxury, and refinement rather than fashion;
To be worthy, not respectable, and wealthy, not rich;
To study hard, think quietly, talk gently, act frankly;
To listen to stars and birds, to babes and sages, with open heart;
To bear all cheerfully, do all bravely, await occasions, hurry never.
In a word, to let the spiritual, unbidden and unconscious, grow up through the common.
This is to be my symphony.

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All about Tom

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Seattle
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I am magic!!! I am learning to love life because hating it didnt work for me. I am giving myself a second chance at becoming the loving, spiritual being I am meant to be. I am passionate about nature. I love to support local, sustainable businesses and I dream of living in true community. I want to create and nurture food forests in the urban setting and I want to enjoy them with my neighbors. I am getting to know my authentic self for the first time since i was an innocent child before being programmed by parents and society. I am magic!!!
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I'm single again but not really (blog entry) A year ago I would never have imagined this. It's still a bit hard to accept and understand. I am sitting here at this computer listening to Andre Feriante, a classical guitarist I once took Sara to see on Valentine's Day, and for the first time i... read more
blog entry posted Fri, May 4, 2007 - 8:56 PM permalink - 1 comment
Coming to grips: Part II (blog entry) In part one I told you of the day I met my beautiful Sara. Tonight I want to write about or first date which occurred thirteen years ago tomorrow. March 1, 1994.

I knew we were going to The Hurricane but that was all I knew. Like I mentioned be... read more
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Coming to grips (blog entry) That title may be a bit misleading. I never thought this divorce would be so hard. In two days, on February 27th, it will be the 13th anniversary of the day I first saw Sara Louise Moore (McArdle at the time).

I had this insane beater of a Dod... read more
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I'm single again but not really
A year ago I would never have imagined this. It's still a bit hard to accept and understand. I am sitting here at this computer listening to Andre Feriante, a classical guitarist I once took Sara to see on Valentine's Day, and for the first time in days I am not crying about the situation I am in.

Yesterday our divorce was finalized. We had a very tough discussion just an hour before the time and I was still unsure at that point that we were doing the right thing. This is my soul mate I a... read more
Fri, May 4, 2007 - 8:56 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
Coming to grips: Part II
In part one I told you of the day I met my beautiful Sara. Tonight I want to write about or first date which occurred thirteen years ago tomorrow. March 1, 1994.

I knew we were going to The Hurricane but that was all I knew. Like I mentioned before I was a bit shy so I didnt have a lot of experience on dates but I was going to give it all I had. She was special and I knew it even then.

I dont think I slept much that night. It was thirteen years ago so I dont recall for sure but I do kn... read more
Wed, February 28, 2007 - 9:43 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
Coming to grips
That title may be a bit misleading. I never thought this divorce would be so hard. In two days, on February 27th, it will be the 13th anniversary of the day I first saw Sara Louise Moore (McArdle at the time).

I had this insane beater of a Dodge truck that was in dire need of an engine rebuild. I knew little about Dodge engines having been a devout Ford guy during my high school car freak days so I needed help. I went to the Barnes and Noble bookstore in St. Petersburg, FL where I was liv... read more
Sun, February 25, 2007 - 9:40 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
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