turning of another page and all i have to say is "oh gods its amazing i survived another damn year!!!!" sometimes i wonder how far i will make it and other times i am just happy to have made it.......i have had a lot of struggles in my life and most of them caused by my own self loathing......its no wonder I am still alive let alone still unemployed and doing nothing with my life.....when will i ever grow up....i swear i think i am my own worst enemy but than i remember some of my enemies in ... read more

we are going to be renting a house here in martinez.........its going to be great to have a washer and dryer and a yard as well as a carport...i cant wait to move in

my last blog entry was when i had my hysterocotomy so its way over due....its over a year later and i can happily say it was a great success......my recent activity has been going to school to get my certificate as an executive admin assist and i have joined weight watchers to help get into shape and lose weight like my docs keep telling me to do

I have recently started a tribe on here titled merchantsofthephoenixrenfaire......its a great little place for our guild and anyone interested in... read more

well our internet is going down for a couple of weeks till we can pay the bill and it wont be back up till close to the surgery........so i will be out of commission for awhile.............for those that dont know i am having a hysterctomy on july 25........recovery time is 6 weeks but i should be back online sooner than that