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birdSong

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last updated 11/17/07
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Get Smart. 200 Avenue A New York NY

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It's True...

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Shit and Shinola

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Age
38
Location
about me
What you see is what you get

I'm a man trapped in a man's body. I heart drag queens, trans folk, strippers, and ne'er-do-wells.

I grew up in a trailer in rural Georgia. Saw Bowie, Joey Arias and Klaus Nomie perform on SNL at age 8, and my consciousness expanded. I bought Blondie's RAPTURE as my first record (which I still have) because I was stunned at what she was doing with language, and my 10-year-old head connected the dots that NYC was where I had to go. Just had to bide my time.

Dean's List from Georgia State University in Atlanta, the city that just wants to sleep. However, the late 80's/early 90's club and music scene were unmatched (well, except maybe NYC), but for rednekkid li'l queer like myself, I made out alright. DJ-ing at the school radio station led to writing gigs on music and the arts which led to interviewing folks like Marilyn Manson and Jon Stewart; they were fascinating subjects because they were so ahead of their time. Eventually I made it to New York, worked and drank and partied and skulked around town for the first few years, got 86'd from some of the most unglamorous places, got up, brushed myself off, then realized if you can't join 'em, then beat 'em (off).

I'm a writer-cum-go-go-dancer-cum-promoter/producer-cum-writer-cum-business-owner. That's a lot of cumming, believe me. I like verse-agility and high tales. Pretty much, anything goes as long as I can see the whites of your eyes, and you don't act like an asshole.

You can occasionally find me somewhere in NYC reading some of my work. I am also a bit of an amateur photographer, so feel free to peruse and comment on anything you find titillating, revolting, amusing or just plain dull as dishwater.

Let's see: don't do drugs, smoke a little, consider poppers a drug so don't even try that one, prefer my sex to be conscious (these days), hot and fun. It's OK to smile and laugh during sex while groaning and sliding up all over one another.

Now, there's a lot more to tell, so just come on over and smile for the camera.
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Are We There Yet?

I know I have the best of time and space - and that I was never measured and never will be measured.

I tramp a perpetual journey,
My signs are a rain-proof coat and good shoes and a staff cut from the woods;
No friend of mine takes his ease in my chair,
I have no chair, nor church nor philosophy;
I lead no man to a dinner-table or library or exchange,
But each man and each woman of you I lead upon a knoll,
My left hand hooks you round the waist,
My right hand points to landscapes of continents, and a plain public road.

Not I, not any one else can travel that road for you,
You must travel it for yourself.

It is not far....it is within reach,
Perhaps you have been on it since you were born, and did not know,
Perhaps it is every where on water and on land.

Shoulder your duds, and I will mine, and let us hasten forth;
Wonderful cities and free nations we shall fetch as we go.

If you tire, give me both burdens, and rest the chuff of your hand on my hip,
And in due time you shall repay the same service to me;
For after we start we never lie by again.

This day before dawn I ascended a hill and looked at the crowded heaven,
And I said to my spirit, When we become the enfolders of those orbs and the pleasure and knowledge of every thing in them, shall we be filled and satisfied then?
And my spirit said No, we level that lift to pass and continue beyond.

You are also asking me questions, and I hear you;
I answer that I cannot answer....you must find out for yourself.

Sit awhile wayfarer,
Here are biscuits to eat and here is milk to drink,
But as soon as you sleep and renew yourself in sweet clothes I will certainly kiss you with my goodbye kiss and open the gate for your egress hence.

Long enough have you dreamed contemptible dreams,
Now I wash the gum from your eyes,
You must habit yourself to the dazzle of the light and of every moment of your life.

Long have you timidly waded, holding a plank by the shore,
Now I will you to be a bold swimmer,
To jump off in the midst of the sea, and rise again and nod to me and shout, and laughingly dash with your hair.

I am the teacher of athletes,
He that by me spreads a wider breast than my own proves the width of my own,
He most honors my style who learns under it to destroy the teacher.

The boy I love, the same becomes a man not through derived power but in his own right,
Wicked, rather than virtuous out of conformity or fear,
Fond of his sweetheart, relishing well his steak,
Unrequited love or a slight cutting him worse than a wound cuts,
First rate to ride, to fight, to hit the bull's eye, to sail a skiff, to sing a song or play on the banjo,
Preferring scars and faces pitted with smallpox over all latherers and those that keep out of the sun.

I teach straying from me, yet who can stray from me?
I follow you whoever you are from the present hour;
My words itch at your ears till you understand them.

I do not say these things for a dollar, or to fill up the time while I wait for a boat;
It is you talking just as much as myself....I act as the tongue of you,
It was tied in your mouth....in mine it begins to be loosened.

~~Walt Whitman, excerpted from SONG OF MYSELF, 1855 A.C.E.