joined on 04/04/04
last updated 05/05/09
August 24, 2007
Brian...where to even begin?He teaches me something new everyday. although most of the time i do not let him know, he does. He has the most tender heart i have ever seen, and yet one of the bravest. he puts a hard exterior sometimes, there is no mistaking, but that's all it is, an exterior. I don't think i have ever met anyone, who does the amount of things he does for people, without expecting anything in return. and i know, many people claim to be this unselfish, but it is a rarity to find a geniune person, who just wants to help people, and if you have met Brain Kidder, you have met one.
He makes me want to improve myself, everyday he pushes me do my best at pretty much any task, which i admit i let annoy me now and then, but overall i know he has only good intentions for me. Physically, he is beautiful, inside and out.(and i am a reliable source for both). he is the love of my life.
August 17, 2007
Beneath a scruffy exterior that I might, once upon a time, have described as "dirtball," there is a heart in Kidder What that is full of unselfishness and generosity and integrity, and I can no longer look at him without seeing those things first. (And the scruffy exterior is pretty darn cute anyway.) When nobody's looking, he gives of himself to make sure that the right things get done, and he is willing to admit his mistakes. I don't think I can ever be persuaded to be anything other than impressed with him--it's no exaggeration to say that I count him among my heroes. He is very dear to me, and I am unabashedly in his corner.
February 27, 2007
I think I've known Brian (aka Kidder What), for about 12 years now. I believe I met him at the Faerie House the first time I visited San Francisco. Two years later I moved to SF and met him all over again establishing a real friendship (after he "dosed" me in Dalores Park). LOL!
Kidder What is a good soul. He can be VERY cantankerous at times, but it's never bothered me personally. I guess I've always understood that his occasional grouchiness comes from frustration with physical pain he experiances. Never-the-less, he has always been very kind and generous with me. I value his friendship and the faerie brotherhood we share, dearly. I wish good health, love, and peace to him always!
Lucian :-)
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Sometimes it is hard, but we always have to count our blessings. For each thing we can think about that is wrong, I am certain that we can find TWO that are right. Let it flow... it does me no good to get upset over situations beyond my control, and often times if i just let go, and give the situation over to the goddess, IT WORKS (itself out). I had always been a fan of a certain tv show, and always wanted to meet one of the stars... welll low and behold one nite i went to the river with my ...
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got hit by a truck a few days after u got medicaid... lucky of sorts LOL . things are fairly well with R and I, am trying to keep sober and doing well... hoping the lawsuit goes my way should be a shoe in! hit and run and malice intent!!! my health is marginal, but am fairing, cant wait till disabikity makes life easier, less stresss. my rent i have paid up till feb.but am fairly destitute for the time being!
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Today it snowed all over the big easy. This morning I was laying in bed with my ex-lover rj, and we got upwards of like 10 phone calls telling us that it was snowing outside... the first phone call was from metarie, and when I looked outside it wasn't.... after ignoring the next 9 calls I awoke to a very white landscape with very little if any dropping. It was just too nice laying in bed with rj... cuddling... sharing our warmth with eachother... Lately though we have been having only casual ...
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After all is said and done things are for once coming together. I applied to an agency that I was refered to through one of my case managers through the local aids taskforce and found out that I qualified for a year of housing paid in full. Due to my limited mobility the agency is moving me into my own apt. closer to my appointments and in a nicer neighborhood. I am really going to miss my current neighborhood, for it's people and tranquility, and the sunset view of the city and bridge. I do...
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Sometimes life gives you pills that are hard to swallow, but when you feel like you just can't do it, you think back to the hard pills you've had to swallow in the past, and things did get better. Still other days like today, you swallow said pill just to expel it 10 times more violently as it went down. I'm in a constant rollercoaster right now of trying to feel good, while depressed... plus an unexpected two week "vacation" from work has got me very concerned, for I am now left broke for tw...
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about me
fuck me suck me tell me I'm nice.... I came to new orleans after the storm since i was already slated to move here. I volunteered for a while with a few different relief agencies, before going about my own life. I almost withered due to a massive blood infection in may of 06 and against all odds made it through. NOLA has definately has had its ups and downs but finally things are panning out. I have a beautiful boyfriend named RJ and he gives me what i had once lacked in my life. I am not on here to meet people for a hook-up and take all compliments graciously. drop a line if you know me or are closly related to my network. messages of "you're cute/hot/whatever" are instanly deleted.
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