joined on 04/04/04
last updated 09/25/07
August 24, 2007
Brian...where to even begin?He teaches me something new everyday. although most of the time i do not let him know, he does. He has the most tender heart i have ever seen, and yet one of the bravest. he puts a hard exterior sometimes, there is no mistaking, but that's all it is, an exterior. I don't think i have ever met anyone, who does the amount of things he does for people, without expecting anything in return. and i know, many people claim to be this unselfish, but it is a rarity to find a geniune person, who just wants to help people, and if you have met Brain Kidder, you have met one.
He makes me want to improve myself, everyday he pushes me do my best at pretty much any task, which i admit i let annoy me now and then, but overall i know he has only good intentions for me. Physically, he is beautiful, inside and out.(and i am a reliable source for both). he is the love of my life.
August 17, 2007
Beneath a scruffy exterior that I might, once upon a time, have described as "dirtball," there is a heart in Kidder What that is full of unselfishness and generosity and integrity, and I can no longer look at him without seeing those things first. (And the scruffy exterior is pretty darn cute anyway.) When nobody's looking, he gives of himself to make sure that the right things get done, and he is willing to admit his mistakes. I don't think I can ever be persuaded to be anything other than impressed with him--it's no exaggeration to say that I count him among my heroes. He is very dear to me, and I am unabashedly in his corner.
February 27, 2007
I think I've known Brian (aka Kidder What), for about 12 years now. I believe I met him at the Faerie House the first time I visited San Francisco. Two years later I moved to SF and met him all over again establishing a real friendship (after he "dosed" me in Dalores Park). LOL!
Kidder What is a good soul. He can be VERY cantankerous at times, but it's never bothered me personally. I guess I've always understood that his occasional grouchiness comes from frustration with physical pain he experiances. Never-the-less, he has always been very kind and generous with me. I value his friendship and the faerie brotherhood we share, dearly. I wish good health, love, and peace to him always!
Lucian :-)
November 25, 2004
He makes me laugh.
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I've been sick now for a few days... closer to a week and a half. First it was the stomach flu.. now its the fever and night sweats. don't feel goood about it. I'm downrigt scared about what my t-cells are doing... I 've beeen doing everything right, no drinking, no drugs, I have been stressed and not eating well.. that may have added to it. Also lateley (since X-mas) I have been supporting an 80 yearold heartpatient who had flown back home after twelve years to get post cardiac treatment fr...
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I know that I swore him off... But love prevails.... The things he said were induced by other people... anger and his trying to do something that he really didn't want... and that was to stay away from me... I don't know what is going on now... he's back.. sorta... wants to date around... to me that seems more like shopping... finds something better and goes for it... he did it once... he might do it again... so I'm keeping guarded, for now. I haven't drank in two weeks (over) and feel slot ...
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The stupid fucking shit is that I am welcomed him back in my home let him sleep over... I have been sober lately and going to sometimes three meetings a fuckin day... I thought that it was time to come to grips with my own problems, and i was using alcohol to wash awat the pain. "I don't drink to remember Darling" was always my answer when some body at the bar asked me if "I remembered when...." RJ told me that he was sober and that he wamted ro come over... I asked him "Are you sure?" he an...
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It's hard to sleep without him... it's hard to eat without him... it's hard to even breathe without him... He was all I lived for... for a year... I sleep restlessly everynight... I wake up and I'm still thinking of him... Good riddence is what my friends say... he was too young for me they tell me... Too immature. I often times was the immature one, but it's true... he shouldn't have to deal with my physical problems... He's too young... too young... well what is old enough. I SAY I"M TOO ...
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This morning i tried to go back to sleep, because of the pain in my back and so i wouldn't think of HIM... I woke to a couple of phone calls and one of which was HIM.... when i picked it up i saw the name "LOVE" on the caller ID.... i imediatly thought that things were ok again... Then he told me how he had gotten a piercing and that he was scared and he didn't know what to do... It had gotten infected over night and it was very swollen... he was using me again... he didn't want to talk to m...
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about me
fuck me suck me tell me I'm nice.... I came to new orleans after the storm since i was already slated to move here. I volunteered for a while with a few different relief agencies, before going about my own life. I almost withered due to a massive blood infection in may of 06 and against all odds made it through. NOLA has definately has had its ups and downs but finally things are panning out. I have a beautiful boyfriend named RJ and he gives me what i had once lacked in my life. I am not on here to meet people for a hook-up and take all compliments graciously. drop a line if you know me or are closly related to my network. messages of "you're cute/hot/whatever" are instanly deleted.
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