All moved to Texas.

Trying to get settled in now. I bonked my head on a shelf in the closet that is in a stupid place at eye level, and fell down at the bottom of the staircase where it changes direction and has these crazy diagonal steps. Time to take a rest. It has been a wild couple of weeks.

MRI

Oh goodie I had an epidural steroid a few weeks ago and I got the MRI results today and I have scarring and nerve compression on my spinal cord that is going to eventually require a spinal cord stimulator implant to control the pain with an electric signal. CRAZY!

I give up.

I cannot support two households, so I am moving to Texas in ten days to help my mom pay for the house that she bought for my sister, who promptly walked away from the agreement and left my mom holding the bag. She sold a home that she owned outright to help the bitch, and is facing homelessness if I do not go bail her out. We tried to sell it but got no bites in six months. I am hoping there will be a larger pool of eligible men there who are relationship-oriented, but my disability keeps me at home the vast majority of the time anyway, so a random meeting is not likely. It is going to have to be a who-you-know situation. Kinyon are you listening?

Lookie who walked into my life on my birthday like he belonged here.

Chihuahua mix, maybe with miniature pinscher, not sure, very smart and observant and loving little thing.

Happy Birthday to Me!

And Harvey Milk. I sure hope I am not shot in the head and murdered.

Anyway...

Feeling a strong return toward the original high-frequency vibration that I arrived on earth with, and feeling happy to allow all the rest just fall away. I am just not interested anymore.

Last night's dinner was with a gay couple with a mansion over at PGA West.

I call it the Land of Make Believe. And they are just another couple of fags hooking up instead of nurturing their marriage. So I guess my dream of Prince Charming is dead. I cannot seem to locate another gay man who is serious about having a spiritual, tantric, loving partnership full of nurturing, good organic food, constant physical attention like massage, snuggling, sexual pleasure and energy transmutation. All they are interested in is the next hole to stick their dick in.

Hilarious SNL skit about TSA

www.nbc.com/saturday-nig...-tsa/1261478/

Why We Should Fly Naked This Thanksgiving

www.opednews.com/articles/...9-105.html

I find it to be amazing fun that we have such a Golden Opportunity to mock the stupidity of "the powers that be" this Thanksgiving travel season. The ridiculous and aggressive nature of the TSA toward grandmothers and children, and ALL of us, is not making anybody safe. And the "Porno Scanners" just take the cake and show what a bunch of perverts and deviants are running things. Absolutely, enough is enough. And in order to let them know this Holiday Season that we are no longer afraid of them, and that we are drawing the line in the sand, right here, right now, I propose that we all show up to the screening counter with our luggage and boarding passes and not one stitch of clothing. It's exactly the kind of prank Ben Franklin would have approved of.


What we need around here is a little laughter to shake everyone up, and to draw common sense back into the dialogues about public policy, financial terrorism, banker crimes, political crimes, and how we are going to put things back on track. I still cannot swallow the whole "terrorist behind every tree" mentality that the mass media and powers that be want us to accept, especially when all they have been able to do this year is to explode a suspicious stuffed pony at a children's school. It's like watching a bad Saturday Night Live skit. There is simply not enough threat to justify these levels of invasion to our privacy, especially now that the pilots are armed and the cockpits are secure. Other countries' methods of screening work just fine without the pornographic image element, and we need to push back and demand that sanity and common decency return to daily life. It's now or never. We can't allow them to treat us like common criminals just because we want to travel. We need to reject the idea that there are terrorists running around everywhere trying to kill us all because IT IS NOT TRUE.


Since I am disabled and with chronic pain and mobility problems, I will not able to participate in this protest, especially since I would risk the goons assaulting me and making my condition worse. I am not sure I would live through it, frankly. The pain is awful and I am fragile. But trust me when I say that I would fully support such a demonstration of our unity as Americans, who cherish the values of freedom, liberty, the belief of the Good Nature of Mankind, and the ideal of "innocent until proven guilty". If we are going to let the goons strip search us all with an x-ray machine, would it not make more sense just to get naked and skip the health risks? I think so.

Um...

...uh...

...I wish...

never mind.

Trying to figure out why I feel so bad.

On July 11th I wrote:

"Fasten your seat belts as the rollercoaster gets ready to take off down the cliff. I feel that either a large number of souls are getting ready to leave the planet en masse, or else there will be some other natural disaster of such magnitude that we cannot currently fathom..."

On July 28th, 29th, and 30th, Pakistan received 8 inches of rain and the floods began that have displaced millions. I have not heard a death toll recently. but it is thought that more than 1,000 people perished.