the crazy is slipping
draining into the rest of me
i can feel it
yet i can't stop it
i want to cry every day
big tears that drain me
until i no longer live in this filth
cleaning the very hate
i am dirty with
i miss the love
the happiness i felt
when i had some thing to believe in
now there is nothing
because i have become nothing
just the empty shell of a woman
walking around
pretending everything is ok
when in fact
i'm sad and alone and scared
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