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Seeking a more juicy life. Not posessive and seeking connections. Spiritual in a est, Landmark, Secret way. At 55 still feel like my 30s. Practice Bikram Yoga which keeps me feeling strong and balanced. In a loving relationship with an incredible woman. Enjoy a freedom in life and beauty and mystical space to be me. Own a business. Writer. Seeking more depth from my life. Love to give. Learning to receive. Love to have new experiences and fun. When I'm 99 I'll look back on my life and have an overflowing memory box.
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I am leaning to love and find intimacy on new levels that bring such a warmth. It shows up on so many new levels. I know how to be intimate. OR...thought I knew how. I look like I know how. I act like I know how. And yet...underneath my looking good there is a small disconnect which I seek to surpass. I wonder if others ponder finding intimacy.
Sun, February 22, 2009 - 4:25 PM
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What is intimacy really? Is it holding, talking, being with, close by, some connection that feels a certain way? Is it when someone I'm with feels ... read more 
Summer '08 was delicious. So much. So much....
Tue, November 11, 2008 - 11:06 AM
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I lost the drive to create. I am blind. I have laid back from being in contact with others I enjoy and appreciate. Apologies to those I been out of contact with. I have new friends of fun and depth. Good move. I have withdrawn from many old friends and social circles of unconscious behavior. Good move. I crave honesty and communication. And....and yet.....I want, seek more depth, more soul, more true path healers who thrive on raw emotions and... read more
Wishing everyone has a very interesting, successful and juicy new year.
Mon, December 31, 2007 - 12:50 PM
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All my best.... I am...Gentle, Sincerety, Love, Presence and Trust
We were driving down a winding road along the coastal breezeway north of Jenner by the Sea. A red convertible mustang hugging the road, wind in my face, sun above, crisp blue skies to the horizon offering views of ocean on my left and redwoods on my right. She was my companion but I didn't know her name. I'd felt comfortable. I'd seen her before in my dreams. I never asked who she was. We were lovers forever. Last time I saw her she was in a room on a bed beckoning me to join her. Wow, I thou...
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Wed, August 8, 2007 - 1:16 PM
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She came to me in a dream the other night. I was in another world, another time, a mix of this reality I know and something bizarre unknown like Dr. Seuss in reality. It was a beautiful blue sky down day. Her heart was on her sleeve. I was at a party. She was on a couch. Her energy was thumping in my direction. I walked to her. Her bare breasts fell out of her unbuttoned shirt and called to my lips. Taste them, she said. I moved closer but not to her breasts but her toes and raised her feet t...
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Wed, August 1, 2007 - 11:25 AM
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The petals were soft and full of mysterious hues. I swooned. The flower opened with sunlight. Songs of ages past burst forth. I stood back. The flower's perfume was powerful and intoxicated me. I leaned close. The petals grabed me and shook my soul. Surrender to the process. Ummm. I love that. Music filled my skin and it crawled slowly up and down. Ummm. I love that.
Thu, July 19, 2007 - 9:24 AM
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Inside my heart beat fast. The flower took my breath away with a sway to play and say, I want more of this today. Touch-... read more
Who is that canvas in the mirror? Ascending energy of color. Gentle whisper. Beautiful smile. Hidden fears. Playful surrender. Yogini Priestess. Twisting pain then pleasure, sweat and focus. Are you Light and Shadow, Gloomy and Illumination, Mysterious & Wicked? Shots of silver tequila. Manhattans. Kiwi Frescas. Amber Ales. Ouzo on the rocks so milky and dirty dancing to the Blues in the midnight hour. Luscious deep red late harvest Zin sending taste buds to the stars--ummm! A purring kitty. ...
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Sat, June 23, 2007 - 10:20 AM
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It's kind of weird to break up with an old friend. My daughters were elated that I finally broke up with him. They had seen the negative aspect of his and his daughter for years and as they got older they had avoided staying intouch with them. I kept defending him, not wanting to give up the friendship. He and I have been friends for 30 yrs. We were like brothers from college days and ran a business together, put on huge parties and events for thousands in the '80s in the wine country, our w...
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Wed, June 20, 2007 - 11:53 AM
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I was in Heaven. Erykah Badu was awesome! Taj Mahal a surprise. So much. So good. We spent 10 hours of dancing and wandering, sharing, laughing, loving, listening, learning, playing and enjoying the space Harmony created. It all made me feel so good this little island. I hope others had a glorious time of it too. Bravo to the Harmony Crew! You rock! It seemed like every hour or so I'd run into someone I knew walking around or dancing in a daze. Special moments for me.
Thu, June 14, 2007 - 11:00 AM
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Some people compla... read more 
I went out today but it was so hot I came home. But my juices were inspiried. I checked the weather in Yosemite. It's lovely. They just put the cables up on Half Dome. I was thinking of a 3 day 2 night trip next week if the weather holds. One day up to Little Yosemite Valley and find a nice spot along the Merced River- about a 3-5 hour hike up, lounge around. Over night there. It's about 2 hours from there to the base of Half Dome. Up the cables, (if you haven't seen them google Half Dome ima...
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Wed, May 23, 2007 - 3:54 PM
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My Tribes
! Rumi,
!Majestic Mexico!,
"The Secret" Society,
*+I AM awakening, now what?+*,
11th Hour Action,
12th Planet Nibiru,
707,
Abundance Manifestation Network,
ADD adults,
Attention Deficit Disorder,
Backpackers,
Backpacking,
Bay Area Back Roads,
Bay Area Hiking!,
Bikram Yoga,
Cabalah Techniques,
California Progressives,
Effortless Quantum Splendor,
Fluid Relationships,
Friends of ~~{^}~~ Tribe,
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