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Many times I must remember to cherish what I have.

It is so easy to see what I desire, and see it around me, but not a part of me. So many times I can I see my desires in a day. The attributes of my yearning before me at every moment.

Yet, I really do have so much. So many frequencies of energies to be so very thankful for. My friends, my work, the vessels that bring that all together (phones, Internet, car)... along with the necessities of life .. food, clothing, and shelt... read more

It is difficult to believe that my last post was in September. It feel like it was much longer ago. So much has happened inside that describing it accurately is a challenge.

I finally found my dream, my goal. Throughout my life I've heard the question, "If money were no object, what would you do?" It's a question to help you find your dream; your true desire. I've never been able to answer it honestly. Sure I could think up answers like, "Play CounterStrike all day?", but I knew that... read more

I feel so lost, I don't even really know what to write. I don't see any direction, purpose, or much significance in my life. The only thing that comes close is knowing that I have friends and they occasionally need me. When I can help them, for a few moments I have that, "I *do* have purpose" feeling. It passes so quickly, even though I can always remember it.

I feel like I was going down the path of life, found a fork in the road (or didn't notice it), and now I'm at a dead end saying... read more

Recently, I noticed that a friend was in pain. Well, significantly more than usual. He's had an active life in the military, long before his retirement, and is on and off of pain medication for multiple conditions. I had performed work for him before with significant results, and we had planned a more formal, comprehensive session, but it never materialized. So, he's looking pretty bad and I ask him if I can help. I was somewhat hesitant, because it's been a long time since anyone's acce... read more

There was a time in my life when I had promised myself to never fall in love again. I still had relationships, but made it clear up-front that I wouldn't fall in love. Some have asked how I was able to control whether I was In-Love or not. That was easy. If I ever felt the emotions, I would run the other direction screaming. The idea terrified me since I had been In-Love twice before, both ending in disaster. After about eight years of this I came to realization that by not being open t... read more